ok here goes.

I should be writing my soc. paper. i just cant do it. so i am going to write down some of my notes that i wrote down during class on thrusday. mind you they are in cursive which means i was not paying attention at all and therefore cannot be classified as real notes.

here
in the backyard
since last summer
my cow is missing
oh crap.
i just killed a cow
cow tippers??
i swear it commited suicide

i hope you all found this as hilarious as i just did a few minutes ago. because frankly. it is. maybe i could get it published as like a hyku or something?

Sarah.

Watched Grey's Anatomy. Loved.

One of these days. I will be walking at school around campus being anti social and listening to my ipod. And i will just break out dancing. Crazysexylatinmusacdancinginginthedrivewayspicegirlsgrazziness dancing. It is a real dream of mine. Because that is ususally what i get the urge to do when i listen to my ipod at school.

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Thanks for going the extra mile.

I have taken to drinking a very large glass of chocolate milk everyday.

And. . .

I have had oh such a lovley day today. I woke up this morning to the usual screaming. Then I decided that it really wasnt necessary to do my hair. So up with the sexy old lady bun. and it was raining. ooooooh how i love the rain. I was ready early and had time time sit. I drove the truck cause my car is stupid...and i didnt want to go get gas. And it was raining. And i love to drive in the rain. And i got to turn the heater on. When i got the the dee events center i was so thankful that i had my moms umbrella. So i took it out and was enjoying myself standing in the rain waiting for the bus. Then got on different bus cause the express was taking to long. So i walked down the hill in the rain with my umbrella to class. the only thing i didn really like is that my pants were soooooaking wet. After class i pulled the ipod out and listened to that in the rain with my umbrella on the walk back up the hill. I probably could have stood outsid for a long time. But my pants were still wet, and even wetter than before. So then class happended and i left the school.

On the way home i heard a song that i looooove on the raido and it made me even happier. I didnt cut anyone off. and since i was in the truck. acceleration was excellent. then i heard another song that i like. oh yes. AND i found my chapstick this morning!!!!! I have really been pining over it for quite some time. So then i came home and dried my pants off with the blow dryer(they are still damp) and made hot chocolate. And since the computer was being a tard i got on the laptop and the power went out but it was ok cause i was on the laptop. And i got a new facebook friend. (lots of ands today) And i dont have to read or think about anything today. Or mow any lawns. And when my dad gets home from the airport we are going to go out to lunch. I am hungry. And jessica is coming home for the weekend so i might acutally do something constructive with my friends. And i plan on going to wal mart to buy the cd of the song i heard on the raido. and.....i think that is all.

We have had at least 3 phone calls in the last 20 min. I dont expect it to stop really. Cause i dont think my dad has called yet. At least if he did....i didnt get to talk to him.

I watched the rest of Gone With the Wind, and i forgot that it ended that way. It was sad. And also i watched greys anatomy for like the 2nd time in my life. And it made me want to cry...for the 2nd time. I don't know why. There is just something about that show that is just so depressing. On a happier note i had my chocolate milk. And there is a commercial about mushrooms on right now. what more could you ask for. Tomwowm i have school. I don't know how i feel about that just yet. I hope i have enough gas to get there cause i am not getting any in the morning. Maybe tomwomw i will do something interesting....yeah right.rlkjtka;;;;;w344444444444444i9eowwwwwwwwwww

have some fun with your food

I just drank way to much milk to get my chocolate milk to just the right amount of chocolatynesssssssss. I watched a tv show today. don't know what it was. really liked it though.

I also mowed the lawn. and only had to put my hand down the giant tube of spitting grass outness like 3 times to get it unclogged........

still enjoyed it though.

today phone calls of overhearing.....

boy. walking. "it was just so.....TACKY."
(note: only my mom says the word tacky. and boys should never say it.)

Pink does more than you think.

I have taken to watching the end of Passions when I come down staris to get on the computer....It really is so stupid. But i watch it anyways. Holly got married today.....still so wierd.

I need something to do tonight even though I have beceome perfectly content with just sitting home all night.

He's got to go into work. Something is wrong. Luis just totally tackled some girl. it was hialrious. (i have to go stop watching this show.)

mmmmmmm chocolate creamies dipped in milk are really super yummy tasting.

bone loss can be reversed.

Went to Logan last night. I had a lovely time. I enjoyed the driving up there. The meeting Logan's rather good looking room mate was also very enjoyable. Went to my second day of school. sigh..... twas fine. dont feel like going over it again. had my job interview. was like 5 min long. i dont really care if that was a good thing or a bad thing. i was just glad it was short. i have to wait till friday and they said they would call. bahhhhhh. i need this job so bad.

there was something else. . . . . . . . .alas i have forgot. maybe next time.

Yup. thats right.

On monday i went to josh's baptism. it was really cool. I haven't been to a baptism in a really long time. After that like 20 of us went to chilis. I got 'fried cheese' the mozerella (that is not spelled right) sticks. they were alright. then we sat out side of chilis for ever and a day on the benches. until i went and got my car and we went to ashelys house to chill. Me jessica chris and nate ended up laying on the tramp looking at the lightening which was pretty cool looking. we have been having crazy cool lightening almost every night here for the past few days.
And last night we went swimming. but shhhh. supposed to keep it on the dl. that was all well. then me and jessica drove back to her house to have a good old driveway session. was fun.
i bought my books yesterday and payed my tution. AHHHHHH. 500 bucks for my stinkin books. i couldnt believe it. it was kind of exciting though. but i still just dont even want to think about it. but thats all i can think about. but i dont want to be thinking about it. i was supposed to go get my student body card and parking pass today but i dont really feel like it. and i think the grandmother is going to take me shopping. for pants. i need pants. and shoes!! love shoes. my weeks are just so super excitng and fun filled that i dont think i can even handle it.

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basically i cant listen to any music. cause most of the songs i listen to remind me of something. weather that memory be good or bad or just anything at all really. like this one celine dion song. i read an entire book to that one song. and now whenever i hear it i just think about that book. one random example but really they are all just random things. i usually cant listen to that song after something has happend. cause then i just sit and think about whatever it is the song reminds me of. and so then i am forced to listen to just nothing really. which i dont like at all. sometimes i enjoy these songs. but alskjflaskdfjlaskfjslkfj

i'm done.

i want cake.

This weekend.....i dont know. Friday. i dont remember. wasnt exciting though. I slept at jessicas aunts on friday and saturday cause she was house sitting for her to take care of the dogs. on friday the sleeping was no good i was SOOOO uncomfortable and i thought that i was going to die cause i was convinced that there was someone in the house.

Saturday was better though. we were up really late. we watched dirty dancing:havana nights. i am must say. i was quite fond of it. and the boy really grew on me and was really good looking by the end of the show. he never grew on jessica though. tis a shame. and then we watched meet the fockers. meh. i dont really like that show. i was in and out of sleeping the whole time. but we basically went to bed at 5 in the morning. i was acutually pretty comfortable sat. night though. cause jessica decided to sleep on the floor. i dont ever want ever want dogs to be in my house. ever. they will never be allowed. its not that it smelled bad or anything. i just am not fond of any pets in houses. just think of how much more cleaning that you will be forced to do. ugh.

holy cow

Sigh. You have no idea how sad it makes me that I can't cry when I want to. I just want to cry while watching some stinky old movie. Is it really that difficult. And Little Women is such a good movie and deserves to be cried over. A lot in fact. I can't wait till I can just cry whenever I want to. I acutally look forward to it. When I can sob over just about anything. I already get the urge enough. Now I just have to get the crying part over. Like yesterday on the way to meet at logans and a cop turned down the road to. I was ready to burst into tears for i dont know why. I just want too. Oh well. i suppose the day will come.

dn tg

I am so completley and utterly furious right now. I TOLD my mom that she should just call THE FREAKIN place. but nooooooooooooooooooo. i just HAVE TO CALL. sldkafjslakdfjaslkdfj asldkfj saldfkjafdl;kja sflkjsalkfjaslkdfjasldkfaf
and then when i dont get the freakin right papers or whatever the crap i was supposed to get. she gets MAD AT ME for NOT DOING IT RIGHT.

Hello Again!!

I am going to write in this at the moment. Just cause I know no one has looked at it in quite some time. Well I assume as much. I have been wanting to recount my week for quite some time but I just have never gotten around to it. So here goes.....

Last Saturday I went to Warped Tour. I already talked about that but I felt the need to mention it cause I had lots of fun. mmhmm. I did. Hot and sweaty. But fun.

On Monday I went to eat at my grandmas. We do this on most holidays. It is a jolly good tradition. We had KFC chicken. Usually we make something there which I prefer but it was still good. While I was there Tara called and told me that we were going to the fireworks in Clearfield. Since I was to be stranded at grandmothers house all night I enlisted the help of Chris. Luckily he and Nate were feeling charitable enough to come and pick me up. So we went to Tara's and the fireworks. There was a brief worry because no one acutally knew where the fireworks were. So we took a guess and drove over to the high school and we were right!! woo.... The fireworks last almost 30 min. It got kind of dull cause they needed music and needed to launch them off more. that didnt make sense. that was monday.

Tuesday I didnt do anything cause Jessica was still coming home from her trip and the boys went and saw a movie and didnt feel the need to invite anyone else. I was ok though. I dont really remember what I did the rest of the night. but yeah.

Wednesday.....Oh yes. we went to Real (reAL) soccer game. Some guy in my ward had tickets his work wasnt using so he gave them to us. It was my family and Jessica, Chris, and Nate. I had a ton of fun as did Jessica, i dont know about the boys, they seemed to have fun. I do enjoy watching soccer now. After the game was over, I got wet from the sprinklers and my parents called and said that would feed us at Crown Burger we were trying to find it. And we ended up yelling and screaming at each other fro a few minutes. Because everyone was basically giving different directions. It was jolly good time. It ended when I curled up in a little ball in the seat and said....i'm scared. We ate food and then went home and all talked in Jessica's driveway until 1ish. twas all very enjoyable.

On thursday we went up South Fork to Mrs. Prices' cabin and floated down the river. I didnt really have fun cause my tube was either not big enough or not blown up enough and i was constantly hitting my legs or butt or the tube on rocks. I got stuck once (one of many) and just sat and was kicking and screaming that i was done. I got laughed at. Then we sat at prices' cabin forever. And then logan finally took us home. We went swimming that night at chris'. and somehow everyone found out. so they all showed up....it was really awkward. i couldnt believe that they all came like that. but after they left we went to taco bell and got CHICKEN CRUNCHWRAP SUPREMES! Well most of us did. they were lovely. and some homeless lady was asking me for something....food or money. i'm not really sure. i just said i didnt have....anything and so she left.

friday we all went to logans and sat and talked till 12 30. then as i was leaving a stepped in a whole. fell. and laughed.

On saturday me and jessica had a 'pretend sleepover' and watched she's the man. such a lovely show. mmmm. then we talked till like 1. cause we have not been alone this entire week. there have always been boys around. also very nice.

oh my. that was my week. terribly boring. but not as boring as the other weeks.

I love a good essay.

So last night jamil was over and we were going to do our history. specifally the essay that was due. well i was copying down the outlines and jamil was copying down the maps. all was going good. The jamil decieded to take a break and do a little DDR. that was ok to. So ten oclock rolls around and we still have not started the essay. We had repeatedly asked nate to give us a good thesis statement so that we could start but he refused to be of any help whatsoever. So jamil called her parentals to ask if she could perhaps sleepover.(you see jamils parents already hate here as they think she is going to have a baby becuase she is going to be dating a non member and she will start selling and doing drugs, all of this becuase she got a job....) any way surprisilsy they said yes. so jamil ran home to get some pajamams. and i wondered around and ate some food. essay still has not been written yet. so jamil came back over and she told me that her mother told her she was 'making some unique descions' while she was getting a drink of water... so we try to do some more homework. we cant start the essay becuase nate still would not give us a thesis. so while sarah was trying to get the outlines finished jamil did some more DDR at a very low volume as it was getting later and later. Then we both took a break and tried to DDR with our hands. we were going to get a triple A only i have some problems and i cant even hit the stupid buttons with my hands right. so after we laughed our butts off at that. we hysterially laughed some more over some random things said.such as nates mother calling herself a prude. and we still have not started the essay. we finally got around to it at like 1. we decieded that we were done with writing essay at like 1 30 so we went to bed. so we go to history the next morning to find out that NO ONE else has done the essay and therefore its not due. i jsut laughed becuase it was so incredibly funny. but now we have the essay done and i wont have to be up till 2 on tuesday night. and jamil can just continue to make her 'unique' decisions.

This is a real cake, not a couch, so dont try to sit on it. 

shove it up your nose

Today i had a lovely day in video productions. The only person in my class is Amanda Arrant. But that is ok. But i watched music videos all day. Such as Vindicated(excellent) Boulavard of Broken Dreams(good) Brand New(pretty good) Something Corporate(good) The Starting Line, the best of me(almost excellent) some more green day, and much more oh yeah american rejects. it was sooo freakin enjoyabvle. But everyone please help i need projects for that class for like monday. i have some ideas but i need more. plus we have to have like a good project to turn in for this competition. but i want to do a really good music video for that.


thank you and good night

went to the movie

Went to the movie today and saw White Noise. wasnt that scary more jumpy. still had one hand holding on to jamils pants and the other holding on to nates shirt. still do not quite understand what was going on in the movie. terribily confusing. yes so i actually ran on the treadmill today for the dance and getting endurance. still only ran for 3 simple plan songs. so that was good i guess. also been so freaking hungry toda do not ask what i ate after i got home from the movie. yes done now bye

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Done

so i am writing in this just cause i havent for solong and i feel bad for it. i finished me solo so now i just have to remember it and practice witch sucks but i am gonna do it anyway. basketball starts on saturday and i am quite excited. there is only priests games though cause they had to combine wards cause there were not enough people in the wards. but thats ok. bye now

love this song

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