so excited!

It's finally over!!!! I turned my paper in at 8:30 and finished my last final at 10:15 on Friday. (it only took me 45 minutes and i was the second person done! i was impressed.) Then i raced home and finished moving all of my stuff out and cleaning. My parents came up on Thursday to take all of it home but i still had a full car load when i went home. Work was insane too, but a good insane. i wasn't almost crying. Which is what happened on Tuesday, but thats the first time this year that has happened. (really, i'm not even kidding, it was INSANE. i can't even EXPLAIN the INSANITY)

I cannot tell you how glad and happy and ecstatic i am that school is over. This semester wasn't too hard, what with me only having 7 credits, but at the same time it was, i've never had so much reading in all my life, but its OVER!!! And now I can read!!!! Whatever i want!!! All summer!!!!

It's also really strange to be home. I haven't been home in 2 years now. My room has a lot....A LOT of stuff in it. But it won't be totally normal since i will back in Logan for the next few weeks for work.

I also want to take a trip this summer. Usually i go to illinois to visit my friend. but she's in utah this year. so thats not a trip. but i will come visit you anyways becki. but i still want to go on a trip. hm.....

and there was something else............hm......... did i mention that i am happy school is over?

Jason! Happy Graduation!! I think you're awesome! (did you like your pinata?)

ok. i think was all.

i made it...almost

I am actually on page 5. it is truly a miracle. only 2 pages left to go.

what are the chances of getting it finished tonight?

.........

not finished.

i found my pen!!!!!!!! it was under ashely's bed!! i was really so happy. it made my day.

i need to finish this stupid essay. i came to the library so i could focus. is it working?? i almost have 2 pages....only 4 more to go. i took work off today in hopes that i cold get it all finished..................................its so hard.

i'm hungry. good thing i brought pop tarts along.

i want a baby elephant

Last night they had some tv show on national geographic about a baby mammoth that was found frozen in the russian tundra. I didn't get to watch very much of it. but they kept showing the scientist guy sitting and pondering and they would have a computerized baby mammoth walking around. and it was so cute. i want one. mammoth, elephant, i'd be ok with either. it was adorable.

saturday i moved a bunch of my stuff back home. not as much as i wanted though on account of the BLIZZARD (ok not a blizzard but it was still snowing really hard). I was sick of walking out to my car in the snow so i didn't take as much. but i discovered something folks. i have A LOT of STUFF. lots. and there was already a fair amount still in my room that i didn't take to school with me. I don't know where its all gonna go. And i took my books home. and they don't have a home. i have no more shelf space for them. And my mom was like, get rid of some them. so i thought ok. i went and looked through them all and there was only one book i wanted to get rid of. ONE. one book out of the lots that i have....so i don't know. they'll just have to live on the floor i guess. but i don't know where the rest of my STUFF is going to go.

i haven't started my paper yet....big surprise there.

this weekend was pretty fun i'd have to say. Friday there was dinner at callaway bistro. good but expensive. i was with hailey and some of her friends. her friend was staying in the new hotel...you know the one. so we went swimming. that hotel is way nice. it was cool. saturday i packed some stuff and went home and unpacked it. then i went to rc willey's with the parents. they bought some thing to put the tv on.....then me and jessica drove up to derricks. derrick is my friend. he is home from his mission. his parents uesd to make us nacho dulces (no idea how to spell that word) and they are real good. and last week at his homecoming they invited us over. so we all came over, just like old times i guess you could say. it was fun. sunday was church and dinner. and sitting around. good sunday.

gaaaah

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh school is almost overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i am so tired. i'm not really sure why. i think its work. just the thought of work makes me feel exhausted. but i do have a funny story. well several. but i'll just tell this one. and really typing just doesn't have the same effect as getting to hear his voice. oh man.

little boy: making lego space ship. sees me. "Sarah! look at my space ship!"

me: cool i really like it!

little boy: its from star wars! its nobi-ka-nobis ship!

me: (laughing/crying inside cause that is just the cutest most hilarious thing ever) "cool, who's ship is it?"

little boy: "its nobi-ka-nobi's ship"

hahahahahahsdfkjsdfasklfjdfsalfd holy cow. soooo funny. i kept asking him about it cause i wanted to hear him say it again. (in case you aren't a star wars nerd such as myself, he is refering to obi-wan-knobi...and his ship.)

O M G me and saren went and saw 17 again last night. it was for our own fhe....but holy cow it was sooo very laugh out loud funny. I mean it was zac efron. but do i care? no. he was really good in it too. it was such a funny show. so many good lines....none of which i remember. it was funny though. go monday night movies. there was like 7 other people in the theater and we were all laughing hysterically.

i'm gonna die

ok so for some unknown reason i have been watching mystery diagnosis after work the past couple days. I have no idea why. I hate that show. Basically i think i have whatever happens in that episode. its no good for me. buy i can't stop watching it.

weekend. friday. gallery walk. movie, he's just not that into you. sleep.

saturday. home. dinner with fam. no harvest moon. tear.

sunday. friend derrick is home. he spoke. just lovely. food after. was awesome.

i need to work on my paper. bleh.

over and done.

ehhhhh laksdjf oiweajf lsakfj.

I just did my presentation for my geography class. I think it went ok. It don't think it was an interesting as some of the others. But I don't care. I think we were prepared though, I mean we were at the library for FIVE HOURS yesterday. And another hour this morning before class, which means I had to get up at 6:13 in the morning. gross. I didn't get to very nervous though. Which is strange. Usually my heart is beating so hard I can't even talk. But it went good. It's over!!!! Which is all that matters. Now all I have left is a test on friday and a paper due in two weeks (that I am going to start SOON, cause i have nothing else to do. Good) and 1 final. YAY. then I am moving home. Which is happy and sad. I can't decide which. I have said the word which a lot in this blog. sorry.

i need a job though please.

alkjaoijsf so glad that is over.

Oh yeah. I love the rain. It's wetter than the snow. I don't like that cause it means my pants will get wet on the bottom, WHICH i HATE. But i do LOVE the rain. and gray skies. I like gray. and i like the rain. so its a good thing.

does anyone know where the media collections is in the library?

we went to the dam gift shop.

Well I'm back from Vegas. Or did you even know I was gone. Well know you know where I was and now i'm back....

It was a pretty fun trip. I mean the Thunder from Down Under was probably the highlight of the whole thing....hahaha juuuust kidding. I wouldn't go see that .....(Thunder from Down Under is basically a male strip show kinda thing if you didn't know.)

No really the highlight of the trip was hoover dam. I don't know why. That was just the funnest part of the trip. If you don't know my little brother. Which you should. Everyone should know this kid, he's hilarious. He would not stop singing. Whenever we were in the car he was singing. I'm dreaming of a white christmas was a favorite. and this morning when we got in the car he was singing i'm too sexy for my shirt. He adds in his own lyrics as well. It's so funny. But yeah.

there was basketball, thats why we were down there. They lost all thier games though. Sad. The last game was way close and they only lost by 2 points. We saw the fountains at the bellagio. We were gonna go find the gardens that they have there but my family thought i was crazy and i am pretty sure we turned around just a little before we would have seen them. umm...no gambling. Travis was going to give me money so that i could gamble for him. but then he bought a pair of shoes, so no gambling for him. we went to joes crab shack on sat. i like that place.

oh yeah. i read a 500 page book in two days and its still school. go me. and it was SO SAD. one of the main characters DIED. it was so awful. I almost started to cry. There were tears in my eyes. I am still upset. I coudn't believe that she had him die. I didn't even realize that he was dead. And then i was like WAIT, he's really DEAD? Oh man. I'm getting all emotional again. i can't even explain it to you. And it happened right at the end. And i usually get all depressed cause the book is over anyways. So it made it double bad. alkjwoaijflf jewija tear.

i love to read. Serioulsy, i don't think you understand how much i love to read. If i always say that if i could spend to choose my life one way, it would be spent reading. I know there is lots of better things out there. but i LOVE to read. in 8th grade i had to write a paper about our passion. I was going to do it on dance. And my mom told me. you really like dance but reading is really your passion. She was right. I love it. I get excited when i think about reading books. ok. i'll be done rambling now about that. and let you look at some pictures.


m&m world. I LOVED this wall. I could have stared at it all day.


My shoes. Try not to be jealous.



Me and T-rav. We are beautiful people.




















The dam. Thought these were cool.


Nose picking.
















So cute. Big bridge being built by the dam. I only have pictures from the dam. Maybe thats why it was fun? Oh yeah. And travis loves dam jokes. hahahah.....

guess what?

I went home this weekend for the watching of conference. twas lovely.

Saturday and Sunday i had to write my paper. on bottled water. which used to be on irrigation. yeah i'm sure you know it was awesome.....mmhmm.... i went to bed at like 1 and then didn't fall asleep till 3 and had to get up at 6 to finish it cause the night before when i meant to push YES to save i hit NO. and so i didn't have my intro and conclusion and you have to have those in an essay.

I was feeling sickish yesterday. this keeps happening to me. i get sort of sickish and then don't get all the way sick. i still feel achy and sickish today. So i hope that i don't get all the way sick cause i am going to VEGAS on thursday with the family. where its WARM!!!!

I get to go to vegas because I DON'T HAVE WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOO SPRING BREAK!!!!!!! I am so excited. really. i keep telling everyone that i don't have to work. i got to wear my sweats to school even. (well really i did that cause i was up at the buttcrack of dawn. and i didn't feel good) THEN after school i came home and took a nap. cause i could. and cause i only got like 3 hours of sleep last night.

so i didn't get the job that i interviewed for last week. So guess what that means folks, yup. i'm going home for the summer. my grandma is going to be so excited she will harldy be able to stand it.

one last thing. i am watching arthur. i haven't watched this show in AGES. i LOVE arthur. i used to watch it everyday after school in high school. it really has been years since i have watched it. and i still love it.

hungry.

I like tax returns. They are nice.

i am going to the library tonight. don't try and stop me.

i need food first though.

i wonder....

okay okay okay okay. REALLY. NOW i am really mad. IT IS A BLIZZARD OUTSIDE. There are really no words to describe my anger.

So I am listening to Angels and Airwaves. Who I really kinda like. But I usually only listen to them in the summer. It's just summer music. Everything about it reminds me of summer. I like. But I got there most recent cd. I don't remember from who. There was a music sharing fest. So thanks who's ever it was. But I am listening to it. And I am thinking of the summer. And crying inside. I can't wait for next week. I am barely hanging on. I don't know if I'll make it. I have to write a paper for monday. Its on the history irrigation (which for some reason I can not spell.). I haven't started yet. The plan is to go to the library tomwomw. The plan has been to go to the library for the past 2 weeks though....but really. I must go. To read about irragation. And so after the awfulness that will be this week and weekend. I will have the paper done. AND NO WORK NEXT WEEK. Now that is going to be so exciting I can hardly stand it. And Vegas with the fam. WARMTH. can't wait.

um. I forgot what else I was going to write about. I got a bit carried away with the irragation and not having to work next week and the weather.

I have been reading a book called Resource Wars (i know you're so jealous). It's about as interesting as it sounds. Which I don't even know what that means. But I guess it was sort of ok. just sort of though.

I have a job interview on thursday. I am soooo very nervous. Job interviews are one of the most awful things to ever exist. But that would be good if i got the job. Cause then I could stay up here for the summer. And make money.

i wish it was warm. sad face.

bleh.

REALLY! SERIOUSLY! THIS MAKES ME ANGRY. THIS WEATHER IS AWFUL. I AM GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE SOON IF IT DOES NOT GO AWAY. AHHHHHHHHHHH

ok. i feel better now. but only a little. my thumb hurts? i don't know why.

i'm falling apart. inside and out.

i had more things to say. maybe later. gaaahhhhhh

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its almost here.

I was just wasting my life away looking at pictures on facebook. gaah. and i was like, what am i don't?!?! how boring. I don't even know this person.

anyways. tomwomw is friday. and i really don't want to go to work at all. I have reached my breaking point. i am done. this happened last year too. There is only like a month left of college and things are getting crappy with homework and everything, and then you think about work and you're like ahhh there is still TWO whole months of elem left. TWO more months of THIS. i mean i still like it. but it is just hard. One of the many reasons i am so glad i decided not to major in special ed. cause i think each year it would start to happen earlier and earlier. and that would just be no fun. and then i would be the mean awful teacher that no one likes. and we don't want that do we?

homework. critical thinking questions. i am NOT a critical thinker. So it is kind of hard to think up questions. critical questions. and the state of the world and the environment. alkjwoiaajfadks


blah, blah, blah.

so glad its friday though soon. and the weekend. and sleeping in. and writing my paper. on the history of water? and the paretnals coming up for my brother's ward's family day. which means. linger longer! food!

i need to go to the library.

Greetings!!

From logan ut. in my bed.

I am sitting in my bed right now because i am cold. why am i cold? because its FREEZING outside. People, come on. its the last week of march. I need my warmth back before i die of hypothermia.

Have i ever told you that i enjoy the sound of typing. (as long as you are a good typer) I think its a really soothing sound.

i have finally got ahold of the ting tings music. and i like. very much like.

i have a show to go to tonight. the salzburg chamber soloists. i went to show on saturday. i have another one this saturday.

i have lots of homework this week. i have a paper i need to start writing. but right now i feel like it i can handle it all. well see how i feel in 4 minutes.

i have come to a conclusion.

there was mashed potatoes at school today. I love cafeteria mashed potatoes. I don't know why. i liked my elem, jr. high, and high schools, and now my works mashed potatoes. and the gravy. and rolls. i don't know what it is. Next week mashed potato day is wednesday so i am going to get them. i am excited.

today at school. we have a rhyme bag. the first item was a scoop (for ice cream) so the they think of things that rhyme with scoop. guess what word my child figured out ryhmes with scoop? mmhmm. yup.

i have no food. i haven't had any for at least a week. yet i still eat plenty. i'm not sure how that works out.

etsy. i like you.

today i got a call while i was at work. the lady left me a message to invite me to young womens, all were gonna do is come up with actions for the lip sync were doing next week and to just come to the church at seven and some one will be there to meet me or just head to the primary room where we usually meet for mutual and it should be fun cause were just gonna come up with something to do for the lip sync so hope i can come and can't wait to see me. only. i'm not amber. so i don't think she'll be there to help with the lip sync.

resource wars really is an awful book.

i got 67/70 on my last test. happy day.

end blog.

ok.

I think I have tennis elbow (I don't even know what that is...) or something like it. My elbow hurts. I wish it would stop.

Last night I woke up at like 3 in the morning and thought my alarm was going to go off soon. I finally opened my eyes to see what time it was. And I was happy cause it was 3 in the morning. Then I did it again at 5. I also have had some pretty insane dreams the last two nights of my life.

I have lots of homework this week. It kind of stinks.

my eyes!!!

Did you know World Water Day is on Sunday March 22? I didn't either. But it is. "People around the world are encouraged to celebrate the day to draw attention to the challenge of sharing water and opportunities." That is from the official unesco sight.....yeah exciting.

Utah State has their basketball game real soon. I have class...I think I'll survive though. But I don't have to work today!!!!!! Oh happy day!!!!!! I am so very excited. I love it when I don't have to work. Elementary spring break is in April and my brother is going to Las Vegas for a b-ball tourney (I HATE that word.) So I think I'm gonna go with cause I didn't get a real spring break.

and uh...there was some other stuff I wanted to write. I don't remember though. I had an emotional breakdown yesterday. That's always exciting.

Did I mention I don't have to work today?!?!?!? I did. But I wanted to tell you again!!!!!!

Oh yeah! I got headbutted yesterday. how fun.

Me and Saren have been watching Dune the past two nights this week. It's hilarious. I love it. I might be a nerd.

oh crap.

Can I tell you some sad things real quick.

Yesterday I lost my phone in the library. I had to go check out some books. And all of a sudden I realized my phone wasn't in my pocket. Oh crap. I went back and checked the shelf I had been too. No phone. Then I had to walk back to the other section I had been in. Happy sigh. Phone sitting quietly on the floor waiting to be picked up. You know when you get that awful panicked feeling? Oh gosh. So glad I found the phone.

Today. I threw my ring in the garbage. I had just finished washing my hands and it kinda felt like I had pulled my ring off when I was drying my hands. But then I was like, no it just felt like it. As I was opening the door to leave I looked at my finger just to be sure. No ring. Oh crap. Pleeeease don't be gross things in there, or have my ring fall to the depths of the trash can. I turned the little flap and it was mostly full with just the drying paper towel. That was good. I just unfolded the top one and there was my ring. Safe and sound. Happy sigh. That was close. I didn't want to lose this ring. Or have to go ask someone to help me get all the crap out of the garbage can...embarrassing.

so yes. A couple of close calls. Hopefully I don't do anything to lose my keys, or ipod, or shoes, or anything else I think is important.

But these sad things were only sad for a minute. Then they were happy.

Tuesday.

My wrists! Oh no! They hurt! Well not hurt...they feel funny. This is not good. Has Harvest Moon ruined my wrists forever?? Will I ever be able to play again?!?!

Homework is not fun.

Monday.

I am at the library right now. I like it here. It's so much easier to concentrate and do homework...which is what I should be doing...but I'd rather be doing this.

This weekend T-rav(the little brother) had a basketball thing down in West Jordan. So I came down home to go with the fam. They totally got slaughtered though. It was pretty sad. They were down almost 20 points for all three games I saw. sad.

It kind of feels like spring outside! Just a little. It's coming though. I can feel is. As long as it never snows again I will be happy. Cause I might die if it does. I can't take it anymore.

So for the last month I have been sort of sickish. I had my nose cold. And then my throat was hurting for a bit. And then my nose was being sick again. And I felt awful last Friday. And now my throat is hurting again?? I keep getting almost sick but then I don't. I guess thats better than being all the way sick.

Girl Scout cookies anyone!!!! They were all over the place on Saturday. But I didn't have time to stop and get any. But if I see anymore this week I'm totally pulling over and buying all of them.

Yesterday's Quote.

(said by 5 year old.)

i'm gonna have a shamrock cookie for st. patrick's day -- but it's gonna have to come outta my paycheck.

Big news...

I GOT MARRIED!!!!!

.....on Harvest Moon....I totally had you tricked for a minute didn't I? hahahahaha. I'm funny... just kidding. But seriously. I got married. I am doing better at this game than BOTH of my brothers. I am BEATING them at a VIDEO GAME. This is big. Real big. It's so fun though. It's not stressful or awful or anything. It does give me carpel tunnel though. ouch.

I had a lovely spring break weekend though with the family. Friday was my cousin's wedding. It was fun. I got to see cousins. and friends. and i think i already talked about this? (you see sometimes i think about what i would write in my blog, i do this in the car a lot for some reason, so sometimes i don't remember if i wrote about it in my blog or the pretend blogging i do in my head)

Monday I ate lunch with my grandma. I like her. And she bought me shoes! Two pairs! She bought them cause she never gets to see me. And she likes me. She's cool.

i'm back up in Logan today. Cause i have to work. Sad face. So i really have nothing to do till friday. Cause i'm going home again. But saren left her banana's. they're old. so i'm gonna make banana bread.

whoa

I just read my last blog. And none of it made any sense. I think I might have been really out of it. The punctuation marks are all in the wrong place and there is lots of random fragments. I'm sorry you had to read it. It was late though. And my neck hurt. So that's why it was awful.

Last night was my cousins wedding reception. It was quite a jolly time. I like going to those sorts of things cause you get to see long lost cousins and friends. And eat wedding cake. Which, can I say, was delicious. It actually tasted like real cake and had real frosting. And I enjoyed it very much. I don't have any pictures of the glorious event but you'll just have to believe me that it was awesome.

I'm off to take the little(big) bro to basketball practice with my mom cause her car was smoking last night????

later.

i can't hold my head up.

So i have decided to start my spring break early. Only not really since I did homework tonight and I had to go see a show. Let's talk about that for a minute. It was a contemporary dance thing. There was six of them . It was stupid. I liked one set of dances and that was it. The rest of it was really just awful. Dancing and just it was stupid. But that's ok I still had a good time. My neck hurts.
Back to my early spring break. I'm not going to my class tomwowm. But just the first one. I need to go to my other class at 10:30. Which stinks cause I still have to hurry home to be to work in time. And I don't even want to go to work.

Sorry this is sounding all so depressing and negative. or maybe not really? I don't care. I'm acutally feeling to be in a good mood. BUT. Spring break. I'm not doing anything. I will be working all alone and working all week. Except Monday cause I am not working and just oging to be home and chill with my family. And the other weeks goal is to acutally try and do some homework. I have some awful papers to write and I should do it when I don't have class and don't have to fill stressed. But you know that probably wont happen. ohhhhhhhhhh well.

i'm really tired.

oiewfalk. mmhmm.

Ok so I really have such an insane amount of homework. It's not even funny. TWO HUNDRED pages in TWO days? Yeah. I don't think so. We'll see how much of I can get done.

So I went and saw Slumdog Millionaire last weekend. Did I tell you that? Cause I don't think I did. Buy I'm gonna talk about it anyways. CAUSE IT WAS AWESOME. It was such a GOOD movie. You all need to go see it. The R rating....I can see why its rated R....maybe....I don't know. I might disagree. So please ignore that, lower your standards for 2 hours and go see it. You might cry. I just can't tell you how much I loved it. I want to see it again. Before that me and Saren went to Borders and were there for like an hour and half. I'm such a nerd. I could probably spend my whole life in a book store or library and just sit and read. But that probably wouldn't be best. Then we went to Home Depot and we helped Scotty pick out paint colors for his house. Then we ate at LaBeau's. I had the shrimp. Holy crap. It was delicious. I was a little scared seeing as it's pretty much a fast food place. It was super good though. Then we saw the movie. Which I said, it was AWESOME.

Saturday I went home cause no one was at our apartment and I wasn't going to sit on my butt and do homework all day. So I went home and had a grand time with my family. I got snowpants! They have suspenders. And I almost bought the most cutest adorable coat over, cause everything is onsale ya know, but I didn't and it made me sad. Then I played Harvest Moon. mmhmm. love it.

Sunday we had dinner for my brothers birthday. I just bought his birthday present. He's gonna like it. Then yesterday was school.......eajklwer lakwejr ahhhhhhh CAN NOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK. better yet the end of the semester. It's spring break next week. I'm not doing anything...so I'm gonna take off work on Monday so that I can sit at home for one day. Maybe I will spend my birthday money somewhere......do you want to play?

BUT. Monday. Should have been doing my homework...you know those 200 pages....yeah. I got some of it done. But at 11 Shane came over and wanted to drive up to Tony's Grove. So me and Saren got our snow clothes on and we drove up the canyon. It was dark. And creepy. And I'm a wimp. Trevor was trying to take picutres but it wasn't working. I would go again though. Maybe I wouldn't be so afraid then. I don't like the dark though.

OKAY. must go back to reading's of death.

i had some stuff to write about. but now i forgot it all.

no work!!!!!!

I did not have to work yesterday. Or today. Can I say heaven? It is soooo nice to not have to work. I got so much homework done yesterday that it was amazing. It would be perfect if I could just have one day off a week. Sigh. I am content.

I am applying for some jobs this summer. Really I am. I hope something works out cause I need a job.

I also need plans for spring break. I am working for all of it at the moment...but I could get a few days off. But I don't have anything to do at the moment. I want to go snowboarding again, cause hey that was fun....I will not go to Las Vegas though. Sorry.

Yesterday was Ashely's birthday. We got cake and donuts. And I totally know what I am going to get her. It came to me last night. (she's gonna love it) anyways. Happy birthday Ashely.

I need to get an RSS feed or page or whatever it is.

This is boring so I'll go now.

better.

ok. so slumdog millionaire. I heard about it with the oscars and such, they won a bunch of crap. But I had no idea what it was about. I assumed the mafia. But I just saw a commericial. And its not about the mafia and I really want to go see it! Now! It looked way good. Please take me to the movie!!!

I went to Costa Vida yesterday, cause I was in a bad mood you see. This helped make be in not such a bad mood. Kickboxing helped too.

Aptartment looking sucks. Its stupid. Just let me live somewhere and not have to pay okay? K.

Thank you.

OH YEAH. I DON'T HAVE TO WORK THURSDAY OR FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD MOOD

I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY.

it wasn't anything that anyone did. i just totally and completely woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.

SO DON'T TALK TO ME. CAUSE I THINK YOUR ANNOYING.

picture post

I went to the bar on Thursday. For Hailey's birthday. I ate a hamburger and it was really good. I would go again.



We had to show our ID's. I felt old. Good times. I am sure we looked real cool taking pictures in the bar.

Then we had cake. And partied. It was good.



















Then we took some more pictures.



















Then we drank some more alcohol.
















NOT.

End pictures.

So that was all good times. OHHHH and Wednesday was Tara's wedding. Crazy. She is married. But the luncheon was good and the reception was really fun too. I didn't catch the bouquet though...so I guess that means I'm not going to be getting married anytime soon...ha..ha...nevermind. Her dress was really pretty too. OOOOoo I have a pictures!





















Friday I went home. I don't think I really did too much. I played Harvest Moon. Cause I freakin love that game. Then on Saturday I was SO freakin productive it wasn't even funny. I did homework several time and played more Harvest Moon. Then I came back up to Logan and went and had Pier 49 pizza and it was really really really good. I would eat there again. Then we played this game. Its called...And It Came To Pass....It's like a really twisted way of playing Uno. It was pretty dang fun, ya know? Maybe it was cause I was kind of tired even thought it was like 9. No, it was way fun. Then I came home and went to bed.

Sunday was church. And then we started High School Musical 3!! Which I would please, like to finish. Me and Saren went over to Jason's had amazing food. SO very good. Then ward prayer. Now I am here on the computer.


(sorry this all looks so ugly. posting pictures stinks.)

yup. good weekend.

Hello all! I am needing to some homework but really, I can't concentrate until I've looked at facebook, 50 different blogs, and checked my money out. Speaking of money. I spent too much of it this week. Not all in one place, just a couple dollars here and a few dollars there. It's got to stop. I'm poor. Oh well. On to my weekend!!!....

Friday. Me, Hailey, and Saren drove out to Providence to go to Bajios. It was pretty darn good I must say. After that...I don't remember what we did. I think I have some short, or maybe long? term memory loss. Or maybe my life is just really boring...hmmm. Still can't remember. The food was good though.

Saturday. I went grocery shopping with Ashely and got the Pillsbury sugar cookie things that are my absolute favorite. Then we went to Moon Toys, over by Wal-Mart. I think thats what its called? That is the coolest freaking store ever. I wanted to be a kid again. They had so much cool stuff in there. And a ton of fun games. Seeing as I'm pretty much a 5 year old anyway on account of being jealous when the kids get to play with the moon sand, or color in Kindergarten and I just have to sit and supervise, I was in heaven. Saren curled my hair later and it was super cute. Then we all went to Confessions of a Shopaholic. It's the first two books combined and a lot was different, like her NOT being BRITISH. But all that aside it was hilarious. I laughed so hard. And I am going to go see the new Hannah Montana movie. On April 10th. With Chessie. And you can't laugh at us.

Sunday. Church. Dinner. Ward Prayer. Games. Going to bed late.

Monday. Sleeping in! No school!! No work!! Making cupcakes for FHE!! Homework...

I'm trying this new thing where I use the right capitalization. I go through fazes(that is not how that is spelled) where I use it and then I don't. But the other day I emailed my mom and she emailed back and was like...Why don't you use and capitals, I can't even read this....So I'd thought I'd give it a try again.

oh what a night....

I should totally 100% be reading right now. But whatyado. I have better things to do then read about the collapse of complex societies. like us. how depressing. and boring.

i have a story. haven't decided yet whether its stupid, funny, embarrassing, awesome, or stupid. probably a bit of each. So last night me and saren were sitting around doing nothing for quite awhile. we were gonna go do something then that fell through, and then something else but we decided not to. So its almost 11 and we decide to go get ice cream. (i made sweet and sour chicken for dinner. delicious.) we hop in the car and drive to...i don't remember. it was closed though. so we head to smiths marketplace which is closing in 10 minutes. we wandered around and made our way to the ice cream aisle and bought a little ben and jerry's. we still didn't want to go home so we decided to drive over to first dam. So we're sitting there eating our ice cream when this car drives up and pulls up right on the side of us....uhhh.....oh yeah. its the cops. were both just like....ohhheeek. saren rolls down her window. we chat for a bit and then leave. he was way nice. I mean what was he expecting...people making out in their car(that car was just a bit down the way from us.) no he got us. 2 girls on a wednesday night who were bored and decided go eat cold ice cream in the semi-cold car at 11 15 at night at first dam.....yeah...

sorry boring story. we laughed a lot. and the ice cream was good. I still have some but i'm not sharing. I am going to eat up every last bite of that strawberry cheesecake goodness. so don't ask.

work all day. valentines activities. kids are cute. valentines cards. lots of candy. love elementary. it's still exciting when your old. even more fun maybe cause it's exciting for you, but really its exciting to see how crazy and excited all the little kids are. cute. i even got playdough.

ashely the roommate got engaged last night. go ashley.

work

I am working all day on tuesday and thrusday this week. Cause the lady that works in the morning is in Hawaii. jealous. but i'm always afraid that the day will be really long. But really it goes by way fast. I wish I always worked in the morning. Everyone is so good. And calm. umm....homework. there is a lot of it. Kickboxing tonight though!!! fun. I'm excited. I have nothing to say except this blog is really boring. I have my valentines to give to my class and i got my list today of all their names. I am on the list so that means i will get valentines this year and i really am sooo very excited about this. Cause their cute.

i can't whistle anymore. haven't been able to do it for awhile.

in case you didn't catch my note on facebook...

i did that stupid 25 random things post that has been all over facebook. but i did it. and laughed a few times. so whatev. you know you like it.

1. I don't like to share earphones with people. its gross.

2. i like to sleep on a cold pillowcase. so i flip my pillow over every night.

3. i like to curl up into a ball and lay on the floor.

4. chipped my tooth in 4th grade. tumbling. drinking fountain. elbow. bad experience. scarred forever.

5. smelly things happen to me....

6. i walk in my sleep sometimes...it creeps me out.

7. speaking of creepy. i HATE E.T.

8. i like to look in peoples fridges.

9. speaking of fridges. juice! i like juice.

10. i can listen to the same song for weeks...sometimes months

11. i can't spell tmowmw (being tomorrow. had to the spell checker on that one)

12. sometimes me and saren laugh hysterically for reasons we're not even entirely sure about.

13. i think my little brother is adorable. even though he's not so little anymore. i ♥ him.

14. when i paint my fingernails. its really just my left thumbnail.

15. harvest moon baby!!

16. when i registered to vote i wanted to be part of the socialist worker party. my mom said no.

17. online shopping is my friend.

18. whenever the shower curtain is closed i'm always afraid someone is dead in the tub.

19. never had braces. need to get wisdom teeth out.

20. was a cheerleader and on NAL(nerds and losers!) in 9th grade.

21. thinking about jr. high grosses me out.

22. i hardly ever cry.

23. when i am alone in the car. the volume is usually up alllllll the way.

24. i had an emotional break down in the minnesota airport last summer.

25. i can't go to sleep if my feet are cold...which is where i'm going right now. to bed.

tree of tranquility

did i tell you i played harvest moon for like 3 hours this weekend? i don't remember what i wrote and i don't wanna look. But i think i'm going through harvest moon withdrawals. i really really wanna play it. good thing i am going home on saturday. i can play then. it really is the most ridiculous game. you get to be a farmer. and raise crops and animals. i only have a few chickens though...mmhmm. It gives me wicked bad carpel tunnel though cause it makes my wrist hurt like crazy. so its good i can't play it up here at school.

that is all.

ps. birthday was lovely!

happy birthday to me!

Today's my birthday. Thanks to all you nice people that texted or facebooked me. your cool. i guess i'll go backwards for the weekend.

Today. Is monday. i had a test...i did ok i think...and then i left my mittens in the library! and i wasn't going to go get them cause i didn't have time. but i knew that i would never see them again. so i raced back and they were still in my chair happy day. then i went to work. I told my favorites that it was my birthday and she got all excited and was just adorable. then later one of the others went and told the teacher it was my birthday. which was also adorable. it was lady that is the kindergarten aide's birthday is today to. so we got to sit at the front of the classroom and they asked us questions:

do you like to fish?
do like vegetables?
do you like to dress up?
do you like to swim?
what is your favorite food?

oh so very very funny. all so adorable. (have i ever told you i like these little people? i do.) then they sang each of us happy birthday and i liked it.

sunday. i was home with the family. had awesome food. chicken and broccoli goodness. and birthday cake. love cake. then i drove back up to logan and we watched Henry Poole Is Here. which was a way good movie.

saturday. I drove home. parents bought a fireplace to put in new part of house. then we went shopping for my birthday. i got my shoes! they only had one pair left! in my size! i was lucky. that doesn't happen very often. and i got a new skirt. and itunes gift card and a couple other things. and we bought cake. and ate it. go cake. it was my dads birthday on saturday(31st) i like him to. he's an awesome dad.

friday. carl's jr. and hockey game. and. i think that was all. i don't remember.

so that was my weekend in backwardness. i'll have to post pictures of the adventures of tonight if i take any. and of my cake. cause everyone likes to look at cake.

ehhh

oijafdoi ehhhhhh. today. at school. someone threw up. and it got on my shoe and pants. ehhhh. it was awful. it smelled bad. and i had to help. and almost threw up. and now i'm just sitting on the couch wanting to die. i don't want to move. please make it stop. why do these awful smelly things keep happening to me?

yikes

My birthday is coming soon!!! feb. 2. which is groundhogs days. what-what. I am kind of excited for my birthday this year? (oh gosh, i'll be so old.) My family has never really made a big deal out of birthdays but maybe its just more exciting cause i get to go home and eat real food and awesome cake and people buy me things. but i am excited. not sure why. don't even know what i'm doing for my birthday. maybe nothing. BUT my 16th birthday was totally awful. I don't think i have ever had a worse birthday.

I had to do my part of my driving test that day cause they lost my name or never put me on the list or something. So i had to drive around with Coach don't-remember and tony kent for 3 hours. so exciting.... and then i was all excited to go home and eat cake and my mom got the wrong kind of frosting. that whipped crap. yeah, awful. I think i almost started to cry. i don't remember anything else. driving around and the wrong frosting. geez. my mom knows what to get now though.

Scotty got saren some yogurt cause he's nice. its blueberry acai. i ate some. no one's home. she'll never know. but it tastes like a blueberry bagel with cream cheese on it. only in yogurt form. so it was good...i think? i couldn't decide. it was decent though. its Yoplus+digestive. so i guess i'll let you know how it digests.............

i am attempting to apply for scholarships this year with the CNR cause no one applies for them so i figure i might have a chance. its ridiculous though cause i have to write an essay about why i'm so cool and a school resume...which has nothing on it...i don't do clubs. so yeah. its stupid. but im doing it. just to see. cause money is nice.



This is from my birthday last year. My hair was short.

go back to your sinful card playing

So i was just looking through the free on demand movies and guess what was there? Far and Away!! I love this movie a lot. Me and millie always used to watch it at her house when i was little. and then i watched it once with becki and....shelby? and it was hilarious. so thats what i am doing now. watching far and away. cause its awesome.

for my class called, environment and society we have been reading this book called guns, germs, and steel. we have read the whole thing in 3 weeks. i have had some pretty insane reading assignments. i have actually read the whole thing minus 1 chapter and some skimming of a few other chapters. so i will tell you know what the entire 400+ pages are about.

ITS ALL ABOUT FOOD PRODUCTION

everything, EVERYTHING goes back to food production. there. now you don't have to read it. the book is...interesting. but yeah. exciting.

i think i might make rice krispie treats tonight. want one?

boardin' at the beave

i went snowboarding yesterday!! it was sooo very much a lot of fun. really i want to go again. Saren had free tickets so that is awesome(cause she is awesome. ha!). I just had to pay to rent my board. The first time i went was in like...9th grade or something. But i thought i did a pretty good job. I only fell a few times. Which is pretty good for the second time in like 5 years. I really only fell when i would try and do something, like going backwards. OH YEAH! I actually didn't fall off the list!!! well i did few times....buy i made it like 13 times!! Saren had to hold on to me every time. but yeah. i didn't fall, thats all that matters. The weather was awesome. We were in our hoodies the whole time, didn't even need our coats. uh....i want to go again. i thought it was so super fun. funner than the last time i went skiing. i feel like this blog is boring.

i went kickboxing that same night. holy cow. i hurt. my arms and back are really sore.

lets see...i have lots of homework. which i haven't started. and i have a show to go to tomwowm for art 3300...so less time for hw tomwowmw....so i dunno when i'm gonna do it...

oh yeah! saren cut my hair today. and she even curled it for me! it looks really cute. i wish i could do hair. but as we all know. i can't.

done.

ps. i am selling one of my prom dresses from high school on ksl.com. so if you need one. you should buy it.

weekend? half of it anways...

Weekend = good.

hmmm lets see. friday....i don't even remember what....it must have been good.

saturday was good. i went home to do my laundry. 4 loads. that is a lot. then my family came up to logan to go to the basketball game. we went to the maddox drive-in place to eat. i thought it was good. but my mom doesn't really like it there. but i enjoyed myself. then we went up to logan. i didn't sit with the parentals since they had to buy tickets and i get in for free. game was excellent...half court shots...the ref hurt himself and had to be helped off the court....and good looking sweaty basketball players, i mean what more could you ask for??

again with friday....i still can't remember. really. friday night didn't happen? maybe i was drunk and passed out? drugs? i was asleep? nothing is coming to me.

today is sunday. i had to go to church by myself for the second week in a row. this is not an enjoyable experience. i would please like it to stop. k really its not that bad but still.

tomwomw there is no school!!! or school!!!! being work!!!! yaaay. so that means i get to do homework!!!! which is good. reading. lots of reading to do.

kk. so my brother went on his mission to mongolia. and two years is a long time. so he comes out with these crazy random stories all the time. and he's been home for...9 months or something. (wow that is a long time. wow.) so the other day in the library when i saw him he got talking about his mission...oh we were talking about drunk people? anyways. i guess this one time(and who knows its probably happened more than once) but this drunk guy came into his apt and was like going to kill him and the other missionaries. and one of the missionaries tried to tackle him or run out of the room and got punched. and somehow they got around him and were running for their lives down the dark hallway(cause they don't have lights in the hallways) and he was trying to chase after them......yeah crazy weird scary, i don't even believe half of the things he tells me cause they are so crazy. he has tons of stories like that and just pulls them out of now where and is like, oh yeah, this one time when i almost died.......anyways crazy stuff that doesn't seem real. cool.

friday....

TUESDAY! me and saren are going snowboarding!! cause she has free passes to beaver. so i am going to snowbaord! and fall off the lift a lot! cause i don't have to work on tuesday! go teacher work day!!!

FRIDAY! i have just remembered. that was strange. i think i am going crazy. we went over to austin/jason's for a root beer float shindig. that is what we did. had root beer floats. mmhmm. then we had pizza. cause brad is awesome. and likes to always have pizza. cause he works at papa murphy's.

the pain...

As you all should know, Saren and myself went to kickboxing last week. Now it was a pretty hard workout but tons of fun and I wanted to go back for sure. So today rolls around and Saren had to go meet with people for stuff...so she wasn't going to be able to go to kickboxing at 6:30. So we decided to try out the 'power toning' class at 5:30. Now I have gone to classes like this before, when I worked at the gym. They were hard but I really liked them. so... i figured it would be something similar. HOLY. COW. I almost died. It was INSANE. I told Saren I hated her like 4 during the class. And I meant it. It was one of the freakin hardest things I have ever done. I was shaking and weak and towards the end I couldn't stop laughing because it was just so ridiculous. She worked every single muscle group and we would do about a million reps with each one. And I should have used lighter weights. But 5 pounds? I figured I could handle it. She kept doing all this crazy stuff. And the abs went on for about 15 of the longest minutes of my life. We did all this crazy stuff and I was just laughing on the ground by this time. Thinking about how much I hated Saren for making me come to this torture chamber.

The class FINALLY ended and I slowly stopped hating Saren. I am still kinda shaky though. And I am already getting sore. The chances of me not being able to get out of bed in the morning are pretty good I would say. So moral of the story is: I am in terrible shape. I'd like to think I used to be in pretty good shape in my youth. I used to dance and tumble about 4 days a week. And yeah...I used to exercise I guess. Then the summer I was working at the gym I would go to the classes all the time. Yeah...anyways you don't really care about that. But I am gonna keep going cause its fun. To kickboxing. I won't be going back to that class of evil for awhile. Not unless Saren wants me to actually harm her.

Now I must write a definition of "what is geography" gag me. I think I am just not liking this class I have cause I don't really like the teacher. She just...i dunno, bugs me.

I had something else to write about......work was awesome today! There should be more days like that. always. There was something else though....darn. to bad.

thats what i think too.

i wanted to write a blog but i don't really have anything to say.

i know what i can say. i almost threw up at work today. yes it was one of those days.

and if i were to tell the story, which i won't, it would make me nauseous again. and i just ate dinner.

we just rented house bunny. i have seen this movie before. its kind of a dumb show but its pretty hilarious.

my toes are cold. they're always cold. good thing i have awesome slippers!!

i went to bed at 1 last night. and i didn't fall asleep till almost 3. then i work up at 3:30. and then again at 4:30 and i swear ashley was rummaging around doing something. i don't even know what.

i must go on to do my homework. bleh.


ahhhhhhhhh my scroller thing on my mouse pad isn't working. gaah

the new year.

I should be reading the rest of my homework. But i am angry at it cause its sideways and it doesn't turn around. and i'm not gonna print it off. plus i know its going to be stupid. cause all the other articles i just read plus the book i am reading are stupid. i can't say that i don't think they're not interesting. cause i guess some of it is. but other stuff is just stupid. like the chapter i just spent the last hour on. it was about the wilderness....and how there is no real wilderness....and we have created this romanticized idea of what the wilderness really is....and then i kind of stopped caring and so i couldn't tell you what the real point of it was about....

i got slippers!! they are pretty awesome. i would take a picture but i don't know where my camera is. they are boots. that are slippers. and they're grey (of course) and yellow stripedness. so very lovely. and fleece. and warm. no more cold toes!

i need to go grocery shopping...i don't really have food. but have somehow managed to survive the past week without it.

me and saren went to kickboxing at the rec center on tuesday. twas awesome. only 2 bucks! it was so fun. i miss working out like that. i was sore, still am. so fun, will be going again. and again. you should all come with us cause its so great!

hmmm...i guess i have run out of things to say. so i'll just be flipping the computer over so i can read my last article.

school begin

i had 99 posts last year. i almost made it to 100.


so....the semester hasn't gotten off to the greatest start ever....it stood outside for like 20 min and FROZE MY FACE OFF waiting for the shuttle. i should have just walked. no...it had to have been longer than 20 min, more like 25 - 30 minutes. so that made me almost 15 minutes late for class. then she only talked for 10 more minutes and then we were done. and i'm not even going to class on wed. oh dear. this is ridiculous. but not to worry. that class is going to be really....i was just going to say stupid, but i guess i'll give it a chance. so now i'm chilling in the library cause i don't have class till 10:30. but not to worry...i already have homework!!! so i'll just go get started on that......

something

Lately I've been feeling kinda....blah I guess. I feel like something needs to change. I need some change. But I don't know what. No idea. Something though. Something needs to change.


1- i like enya.
2- school is starting soon.
3- math sucks
4- i like my roommates. they're cool people. thanks roommates.
5- i like blankets
6- i need a haircut
7- i'm taking arts symposium again this semester on account of having no classes. is anyone taking it? i'd rather not sit by myself at all the shows again. anyone??
8- i like shoes. a lot.
9- i like to read. a lot.
10- i need to go to the eye doctor.
11- my hands are cold.
12- i like green beans.
13- nilla wafers are pretty good too.
14- i love my job. (even when it sucks.) those kids are just to stinking cute.
15- i need new pictures to put in my room.

(squeak...squeak...squeak)

Ok. so on monday i think i almost burned the house down. i decided to make cookies. oreo cookies. you know the ones? with the cake mix and cream cheese frosting. the amazing ones. yeah those. So i was baking away, making awesome cookies and then i had like 2 cookies worth of cookie left over. and i didn't really feel like eating them. So i thought to myself well i'll just put them in the microwave. Now listen i have done this before and found out what happens, although not quite to the same extent, but i didn't think about that previous experience. So i put the blob of cookie dough in a little bowl and stuck it in the microwave and hit the 1 so it would cook for 1 minute.

i turned around and was getting the other cookies off the pan so i wasn't paying attention to the microwave. And should i have to watch the microwave every second?? So just as i am finishing with the other cookies there is this awful smell. And i think, did i leave something in the oven? I turn around and there is smoke everywhere. and i think, CRAP i forgot when you put cookie dough, or cookies for that matter in the microwave they cookie VERY fast and then start on fire. or start on smoke i guess would be better way to say it. So i open the microwave door and smoke comes BILLOWING out of the microwave. my next thought, CRAP the fire alarm! so i reach for the nearest pan, oh yeah, i just took that out of the oven so its HOT. i drop it on the floor and...maybe almost did say a bad word, kind of like in the christmas story, in slow motion. Only it was NOT the f--- word. so i reach for the other one. Then i start fanning and fanning like a crazy person. I open the door to the garage so the smoke can go out there. people there was A LOT of smoke, i mean A LOT of smoke. I opened the door the addition to let the smoke out there. I go fan by the smoke alarm a bit but it clearly isn't concerned that i almost started the house on fire with a blob of cookie dough so i leave that and go tie the door to the garage open so it can continue airing out the house.

I continue fanning for the next bit. The house reeks of burnt microwaveness. Most of the smoke is out of the house although its still a bit hazy. There is a large hazy cloud in the garage just chillin out. At least it wasn't in the house though. So I learned a few things through this wonderful baking experience.

1-Never put cookie dough in the mircrowave for more than like 6 seconds, cause it will try and kill you.

2-I now have zero faith in my smoke alarm. That thing should have gone off like 4 times with all that smoke. I will die if there is a fire.

3-Its only ok to do all these things if your mom's not home. Cause then she can just ask. What is that awful smell? Oh, sorry mom i was just making cookies and...burned...one....yeah....(no i really told her what happened. and laughed. a lot.)

4- i might have sustained some smoke inhalation injuries.

In other news, MY. BED. SQUEAKS. the squeak needs to die NOW. before i go insane. I already hate my bed and the squeak just makes it worse. I only have to think about moving and it starts squeakin away. ahhhhh. squeak isn't even a word anymore now that i have looked at it for so long. is that even how its spelled?

White Chicks is a very funny movie. Over the past year or so my family has seen it a few times on the tv. Everyone in my family likes it. Even my grandma thought it was funny. So, awesome sister that i am, I decided to get White Chicks for my little brother for Christmas. Its hilarious. It's just so ridiculous that you have to laugh. If you haven't seen it, quick, go rent or buy it now. Or we can watch mine! If my brother is willing to part with it...

christmas time

Happy Christmas!! My Christmas was wonderful and I hope yours was too! I like all my presents. I even got all my books!! I think one of my favorite presents though are some mittens my mom gave me. Cause. They're mittens. And they are made out of old sweaters. So very cute.

For some reason I am getting a cold again. And my last cold isn't even gone yet.
My pictures are being weird. Me and saren and a bunch of other people went skiing at the Canyons after school was over. This is the only picture I took. We were tired.



This is my brother with my hat on. I like him. And the hat. And Christmas.



Sometimes I try to be crafty.



Family Christmas party was last night! Twas a grand event with baked potatoes and cheese. My cousins from Arizona were there. And they were all grown up. And it was weird cause I swear they will always be like 3 years old. I didn't even know all of their names.

Dear snow,

stop.

ehhhhhhhh

today i wrapped all the families christmas presents. well the boys of the family. it was really fun. i like wrapping christmas presents. they are cute.

my family is charge of the Stringham family christmas party this year. so were making snow men out of 2x4's to put on the tables and then everyone will get to take one home. we are doing this cause we are adding on to my house and have lots of wood laying around. for some reason i think that its hilarious. we are being green....or recycling...or we just have lots of wood laying around...anyways i have been home alone all day. so thats why have been doing all these things to help my mom out. i even made dinner. in the slow cooker. and then i have been reading. my second book of the break!! i read the third peter pan book, that i got from the elem. library. seriously i love those books. i almost cried at the end. and now i am reading the third eragon book! its pretty good....he likes to use big words in his books. cause he thinks he's smart. and i asked for a bunch of books for christmas cause hi, i'm a nerd. but hopefully i get them. cause my mom has a hard time buying books for me. who knows why.

um. i wish i had a picture to post that was christmas related....its snowing. its been snowing alllll day. i like snow as long as i'm inside and warm. but for some reason i feel like shoveling the driveway? i have no idea why. i'm crazy.

christmas is coming!

ok. I admit. I was totally just listening to Camp Rock music. Cause I totally just got finished watching the movie on tv. Yup, thats what I do when I come home and everyone goes to bed. I watch Disney channel movies. Admit you know you've done it before. So after that fun movie watching experience, I am on the computer. It doesn't even feel like a Friday night. But it never does when I come home. Oh yeah. I am home! Today was the last day of school. It was really fun. Elementary is so fun before Christmas break. We made ornaments, and cookies, and watched a movie and had an assembly and sang Christmas songs. Its fun cause I am totally psyched for Christmas. And little kids are cute. Adorable. Even when they tell me i'm not their friend.

(ok. i am going to talk about school for just a tiny little second. did I mention that one of my classes has been canceled. As in. it no longer exists. Something to do with the current economic strain...yes it really said that...or something. so i only have 7 credits right now....i need more than that. I am taking the math review thinger...so i might be taking math next semester....gross. also...i am considering resigning up for ballet....ok. end school)

back to music. there is this song. that i really like. and it really is an awful and stupid song. but i really like it. its by akon. i really like it when it comes on the radio. with the volume all the way up. so there. get over my bad taste in music.

its cold outside. and there is lots of snow. there is a lot of snow in logan. lots and lots. but i wont be up there for a whole week.

i had something else to say....argh. i still can't think.

cold

first off. i'm sick. i have cold. a head cold. well. yes a head cold. my ears are plugged, i can't hear anything. My nose is just awful. and my eyes hurt. and my voice sounds like i just woke up, even though i've been up since 8:30.

but i went skiing yesterday at the canyons. for free! it was sooo very funny. it was really cold but the weather was perfect. i would go into more detail but my hands are cold. i love park city. i wish i could live there....or be reach and have a 2nd house or condo there. cause i love it.

i am very very sore from yesterday. and i think being sick has made it worse.
today at work was the teddy bear picnic! it was fun. i didn't have a teddy bear though.

i was talking in my sleep last night. i think i do that when i get sick. i think its creepy.

i can't think right now. so i'll be done.

sad day.

so i got my computer grade................its not good........yup.....i failed. Yes its true. I failed. i got a D. a D. dee. D. 66%. (i got 78/150 on the final. really that is soooo awful. i didn't think i did that bad though so i was kind of sad.) oh it really is horrible. but really i don't care. its over. and really thats all that matters. I feel like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders. really. so yes. the second of my schooling career. sigh. like i said though i'm just glad its done. but i did get 142/150 on my other final. which is quite good if i do say so myself.

um. its really nice not having school. Its soooo nice to get to do whatever i want and not have to worry about the homework that i'm not doing. i haven't even been on the the computer in like 3 days cause i don't have to be!!!! so very nice.


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i have to work all days this week. but i get to go skiing on wed in park city!!

it snowed. lots and lots of snow. and more snow and ice. cold.

I have nothing left to say. no school!!!!!!yaaayyy!!!!!

done.

i am done, DONE with the semester. I don't have words right now to express the feelings i feel. so i just wont talk about it.

(i just got an email about my ballet class next semester. you are required to wear a leotard and tights. so i will not be taking the class. sad day. because i refuse to wear a leotard and tights. and pink ballet slippers. which i do not own.)

i think that was all.

refocus

ok. I was doing really good on my paper....until awhile ago happened. And i stopped writing. So after this is done i will go back to writing. Cause since no one is home, they are all out to eat...sad. i refrained from going even! go me. i had a bowl of cereal. I don't have any more cereal. i finished my take home test this morning. awesome! i took my computer test this morning..........................i don't even care how i did. that has been thee most awful class ever known to man kind and i don't ever want to see or think about it again. so i won't talk about it ever again...(except if i pass...which probably wont happen) so i just have my paper to finish...3 pages...I CAN DO IT. I JUST WANT TO BE DONE. and a final at 9:30 tomwwm. and then i think i will sit down and cry for a few hours. cause thats just what i feel like doing. all the joy, grief, pain, and crap will be over. ahhhhhhhhhhhh

ps. my little brother is funny. He makes me laugh a lot in my life.

real quick.

IT IS SO HARD TO STUDY ON THE COMPUTER. I HATE IT. PLEASE END. but i have to. theres not other way. my final is tom at 7:30. my fate will then be decided. my mom thinks that i am going to be retaking this class.....yeah right. i would rather be shot. its been a good night though. my brother brought me food. that was nice. katies bf brought breadsticks from work. and seriously. i could eat all of them. the kind from papa murphys. there quite tasty. then those same folks brought me a donut. i've been eatin' real healthy as you can tell. now i am cold though cause i drank some milk. milk is healthough though.

batman is on right now. and i can't watch it. i think i might have to go in my room. i really should go to the library. i should have gone to the library hours ago. its just so coooold outside.

ok. i must be off.

its almost over

Took my first final this morning. Took 1 hour and 45 minutes. Finals are NOT supposed to take that long. I think I did pretty good...Hopefully. alkjwenoiwn

1 down.
3 1/2 to go....

I'm taking a break from the homework. I got a lot done today! But not enough. Never enough. I need to study for my computer final....but its sooooooo hard. And I need to work on my projects to......i'll stop complaining.

It snowed today. Did you notice? Yes, lovely surprise when I woke up this morning. But it was alright. Cause it wasn't to cold. I need a scraper thing for my car. Cause I don't have one. Cause I got my car this summer. When there isn't any snow. And its warm. I used my umbrella today to wipe it off to go to work. ...this is all really boring... I want to go skiing!! Or snowboarding. I am a skier but it seems that everyone and their dog do the snowboarding thing. And I have been once. It was fun, I just couldn't get off the lift. Not once. I fell every. single. time. The guy would see me coming and just slow the lift down for me. But the snowboarding part was fun.

I am excited for Christmas. I like buying Christmas presents for people. wahoooo...

green jacket.

I am feeling sort of angry right now. A little bit ago it was a lot angry. I have no idea why I feel angry I just do. i think the end of the semester might be getting to me. oh wait. this semester has already to gotten me....about 6 weeks ago.

The other day....there was a movie on....what movie was it? I think it was Hook. Yes, i believe so. So I love that show, its a good one ya know? And it was on the tv and one of my favorite parts of the movie was on. And i got all excited and choked up and was darn near tears. So after that little episode of my being crazy we decided that i am a very emotional person. When i think of an emotional person i think of a person who cries a lot. I don't cry a lot. I never cry. Like 4 times a year maybe of actual crying episodes. But times when i want to cry, or maybe even get choked up?? hmmm...i don't know, i'd say on average at least twice a week? Maybe that is not a lot, or a lot, or i am just crazy. Maybe its only once a week? One of these days i will find all those tears and will probably cry for a week straight for no apparent reason.

but back to me be angry. i am listing to some music loud at the moment. (with the earphones of course, stupid speakers) so i am feeling better. i kind of feel like crying now....just kidding.

tomwomw is my last day of class. I will never have to go to computer programming. EVER. AGAIN. I had my last homework of the semester due on wednesday. did i get it done. Yes. did the program run. NO. I COULDN'T GET THE FREAKING THING TO WORK. Still the fatal error or whatever the crap was wrong with it...now i'm angry again. Hopefully they don't think it looks the same as my brothers and i wont get in trouble for cheating....cause i spent the whole night on the stupid thing. Right now my grade is 70.4%. So the final will decide if i pass the class or not. And since I got 51% on the last test.....sigh.

work was amazing again today!!!

if your stressing out over what you can get me for christmas(because i know you all are) you can get me the new jack's mannequin cd. The Glass Passenger. Cause i like him. and i like the one song that i have. i listen to it a lot...hahahahahahahah. lkjasoifjmoweakfjslkdfjsdflkjaslkfjalkfj hahahahaha. yeah.

i feel like i need to tell a story about something that happened to me today. hm, lets see. i got to sleep in...not so exciting....can't say anything about work...uh...saren cleaned the bathroom....i didn't start on my project...yeah sorry. no stories here.

I know! I signed up for ballet!! intermediate ballet to be correct. The first one was at 8:30. There's no way that was going to happen. This one is at 9:30 so we'll see how it goes. I have signed up for a pe class every semester of my college life and i always have to drop the class for some reason. So hopefully i stay in this one. I like ballet? i hope its not hard? i have danced my whole life, i think i'll be ok? do i have to wear tights? I do like ballet though. i think its really soothing. that sounds super weird. the only ballet i have done is technique, mostly bar stuff. and i really liked it. it was calming.

i'm going to be done with this now. so i can go to bed. cause i'm exhausted.

ps. i'm not angry anymore. feelin' pretty good acutally.

Well folks...

This is it. My last computer homework. And it won't run. If anyone knows what

Debug Assertion Failure!

means I would love the help. Its due at midnight. And it won't run. I think it should work....I don't even know. I know WHERE the problem I just have ZERO ideas on how to fix it. I have been staring at it for like 20 minutes now.I want to throw my computer out the window. And the go run over it with my car...no that wouldn't be very satisfying. Maybe go jump on it then hit it with a sledgehammer a few times...now that would feel good. sigh. i'm going to cry.

When I go home for work there is sometimes this old man(looks like he doesn't have teeth, might be homeless? but i don't think so cause he is always in front of a house) sitting on a chair on the side of the road smoking. Today I saw him before work. He was riding a very small girl's bike with a puffy coat and a few of those gangsta gold chain things...it was very strange. I laughed though.

by the way. work was AWESOME today. really. it was a really good day. I wish there was more days like it. even though that won't happen. but thats ok. it was a nice break.

have you ever made a decision and then immediately regretted it for the REST OF YOUR LIFE

(not really. but i mean. in the moment it sure seems like it. and it sucks.)

dec 1

its back to school. oh oh oh. one week of class left. and about 57 hours left of homework. Not counting studying for finals. so yes. its going to be a pleasant week. But i did good today. i didn't have to work today so i went to the library! and did homework for a really really really long time. yeehaw. is that how you spell that sound. cause i don't really like it no matter how its spelled. i need to go buy food for fhe. but i don't want to get up. i just want to on the couch for the rest of my life.

the polar express is a really good movie. i love it a lot.

i like harry potter too. despite the fact that really i don't like them but really i do.

thanksgiving

thanksgiving day

- orange cinnamon rolls in the morning.
- food. lots of good food. my gma is a good cook.
- went to the movie with the fam. minus the little brother cause he is in vegas playing football. We saw Quantum of Solace. Which i must say was pretty good. I liked it.
- jon & kate plus 8 marathon! i only saw a bit of a few episodes but i love that show.
- more food.
- didn't have to watch any football.

so all in all thanksgiving was a grand day. minus not having the little brother home. its just not the same when the whole family's(?) not there.

i want to read!!!! its killing me. i hate not being able to read during the semester. i got a book from the library to read this weekend. but i wont be able to cause i have so much dang homework to do. which is what i have been trying to do all day. and i want to set up the christmas tree too. but can't do that either cause of homework. i was just on overstock and looking at all the books. i would like to buy all of them please. jk rowling has a new book that is coming out that is supposed to be one of the books that is in the last book. hermoine translated it. but i will be buying it. cause i like harry potter.

i get to go shopping later though! which i am quite excited about because i need new shoes! and i love shoes!

gobble gobble

Its Thanksgiving break!!!!! Which means I didn't have to work or go to school this morning!!!! I got to sleep in!!! so nice. But I have been doing homework all morning...and not getting very far. You see its usually a good thing to actually know how to do your homework before you do it...so its been a bit of a struggle. I just did the dishes...only there is still a sink fun cause the dishwasher was already half full...at least the sink doesn't smell funny anymore. (which i totally disgusting no matter what.)

Yesterday I saw Twilight. And like my good pal Chessie I pretty much laughed through the whole thing. Oh gosh it was so stupid. I was very disappointed. If you haven't seen it, don't. Ok so first off Edward was sooooo awkward. I mean I had to stop myself from curling up in my seat from the embarrassment. Edward is NOT supposed to be awkward. He's like 100 years old for goodness sakes. He is never at a loss for words and always smooth. That is probably what bothered me the most. The movie might have actually been good if he hadn't been so awfully horribly awkward. It was terrible. And plus his ugly hair. Seriously my favorite part was when it was all wet from the rain and wasn't 3 feet high. Bella was good. The other vampire's were pretty good, they should have been in the show more....made it more interesting. But I did get a cupcake before the movie cause there was a birthday at work!! love cupcakes.

favorite parts though: the baseball game was the best part of the whole movie. But they left out my favorite part of the book...uh...i liked that everything was so green. I knew it was green up there but it was REALLY green. i really liked all of Edwards family, I wanted them to be in the movie more. and...can't think of anything else, oh yeah. I really liked her gloves, i want some.

After the movie we went to the basketball game. It was...like a basketball game. We played Weber and were down the whole first half. But then we won. By like 20. So it was exciting.

I am going home today...as soon as I get this stupid homework done...so that means i'll probably never go home. ha...ha...ha. But i get to do homework all weekend too. yipee...i just love school... Right now I am signed up for 9 credits for next semester and there is one more class I need to take...but I think i might just stick with 9 after the semester of death I have had this fall. sigh.

weekend!!

Yesterday there was a HUGE spider in my house. MASSIVE. Saren killed it.

right now ashley is playing the recorder. She is practicing it cause apparently you have to be able to play the recorder to be an elementary teacher. I never played the recorder in elementary. I didn't even know what one was till at least jr. high. i'm not gonna lie. Its kind of annoying sounding.

i ate lunch twice today. i ate lunch at home. a gross tv dinner. i forgot that they have a teacher luncheon the last friday of the month. so i had taco salad too. cause i mean, i'm not gonna pass up good homecooked food when its around. and i'm allowed to eat it. AND peanut butter rice krispie treats. mmmmmm so good. school was crazy today. it was crazy yesterday too. crazier than usual. if thats even possible. i am really excited for thanksgiving and christmas break.

i was gonna write about something this morning but i forgot. i got utah state sweatpants today!!!! they are for christmas!!! so that means my mom pays me back for them. i take them to her and she wraps them. and i open them up on christmas morning!!! they are kinda big...super comfy though.

so i have nothing to do tonight. i was gonna home saturday for a friends wedding reception.....but i might just go home tonight....cause i don't have anything to do....which is sad cause i don't really want to go home....cause i'll be home all thanksgiving break....and....yeah. maybe i could get my mom to go see twilight....which i don't even know if i want to see...but i mean. come one. you have to go see it. how can just NOT go see this movie. even if Edward is super ugly. i guess the first book was my favorite even though i hate the fact that i have even read them at all. they really are horrible written books. i mean a good idea...but just not good writing....anyways....i'm bored already and its only 4 15. and i still can't remember what i was going to write about from this morning.

i cleaned! actually i did the dishes!

Really

I just want to curl up into a ball and die. I am SO SICK OF THIS. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

rainy monday

it didn't rain today. But i did listen to that song. And i haven't listened to it in forever. and its a good song. it makes me happy.

this morning. i totally forgot to write about my near death experience. Saren and I (me?) almost DIED this morning. I didn't want to ride the shuttle up to school. I have decided that i hate the shuttle. Saren had just woke up and so i asked her if she could give me a ride to school. I let her take my car cause i am nice like that. So we were driving up the hill. and then we saw our friend austin. and it being early morning and neither of our brains were properly working we both looked over to see him on the sidewalk. All of a sudden saren looks back and there is a car RIGHT in front of us. so saren SCREAMS and swerves out of the way so she doesn't kill my car. Then she does the whole protective mother thing and puts her arm in front of me and yells ARE YOU OK?!? IS THE CAR OK?!? AM I OK?!?! i just sat there. I was to shocked to react. i sat there for a few more seconds. then. i don't even remember. i don't think i ever said anything about it. it scared the crap out of me. please don't kill my car.

thanks austin for almost killing us this morning.

monday.

I have a class at 8:30. The class I have is CS 1400. computer programming. hate it. loathe it. but i usually can stay awake for the first bit. but between 8:53 and 9:02 i start to get tired. and i can't keep my eyes open. and i have to put my head down. to rest. its awful. and now i'm in the library. my 10:30 class is done now. i just have to go to class to hear people give presentations on their projects. and take the final and do my own project. which is going to be awesome....i hope i did good on my test!!!

it took me almost 2 hours to go to sleep last night. it used to always take me at least an hour to go to sleep every night. i don't miss that.

i love that my job always has the same or more days of than college. its very convenient.

i dont think any of what i just wrote made sense.

back to computer programming. i think my teacher is crazy. she LOVES computer programming. its unhealthy really. and as much as she loves it she's not very good at explaining it. at all. horrible in fact. i had fun writing the evaluation for the class.

really i'm done talking now.

go me.

Hello folks. I would just like to let you all know how incredibly awesomely productive I was today.

slept in till 10:30. Saren texted me and woke me up from the weirdest dream ever. Ballet dancers eating peoples extra limbs.....yeah....

ate breakfast.

cleaned the living room. vacuumed, dusted, go me.

saw ashley. you see she doesn't come around much. so we chatted for a bit.

got my haircut!! yay!! i love to get my haircut.

watched step up 2. AND did homework. I got 3/4 of it done for one class. and its not even due till WEDNESDAY. go me.

went grocery shopping. i got milk, yogurt, cereal, and 2 bananas.

cashed a check.

did MORE homework. whooooa. what was that. MORE homework. Thats right. go me.

And now i am writing this blog. I might even do MORE homework. Cause I am just feeling super motivated today. go me.

I went bowling on...Thursday. I went home on Thursday too. Good times. I had to go into my mom's work to get stuff for my project that I have to do for one of my classes. So i got to see the little brother at home. Who I really like. He's funny. And is going to be FIFTEEN at the end of the month. AND is going to be allowed to drive. Cause they give out permits a year early these days. Scary. But bowling. I think i go 76 for my first game. There were four of us in my lane and I actually beat someone!!! go me. I didn't do as good the second game...64 or something. But i broke 50 both times!! go me. So I am getting better. Bowling is super fun. I forget that its fun sometimes but I really like it.

Last night was the basketball game. We won by a ton. It was pretty fun. I have a hard time paying attention to basketball. I like it a million times better than football but i get distracted to easily. We had good seats though. Went to Village Inn after...i don't like to eat late. it was good though.

i'll be done now.

taking small break

I have a test tomwomw and also a big assignment that i need to finish still. But i need to take a break. hopefully the test goes ok....

hey! i went and cleaned the kitchen sink at angie's. Not by myself though...there was a bunch of us. i really liked the whipped cream. That was fun though.

I had to go to the african children's choir tonight. pretty much got choked up in almost every single song. it wasn't cause it was super moving or anything. I don't know. i am just feeling super overwhelmed today and the little kids singing just made me want to curl up into a ball and cry for a few hours. but it was still really good. they all want to be doctors, lawyers, and pilots when they grow up. and 1 optometrist. so cute. that was my last performance for art class. so i just have to write the paper and i am done!!!!

the people over at my house are all watching get smart right now...but i can't watch. sad. it looks really funny. i really think i would like to go to bed though. sigh.

good night though i think. and pizza. brad. this kid katie is dating. he works at papa murphys. and he brings us pizza a lot. to eat. and its good. the breadsticks are my very very favorite though. i could eat a whole thing of them i think. so yes. continue with the pizza bringing please.