i can't hold my head up.

So i have decided to start my spring break early. Only not really since I did homework tonight and I had to go see a show. Let's talk about that for a minute. It was a contemporary dance thing. There was six of them . It was stupid. I liked one set of dances and that was it. The rest of it was really just awful. Dancing and just it was stupid. But that's ok I still had a good time. My neck hurts.
Back to my early spring break. I'm not going to my class tomwowm. But just the first one. I need to go to my other class at 10:30. Which stinks cause I still have to hurry home to be to work in time. And I don't even want to go to work.

Sorry this is sounding all so depressing and negative. or maybe not really? I don't care. I'm acutally feeling to be in a good mood. BUT. Spring break. I'm not doing anything. I will be working all alone and working all week. Except Monday cause I am not working and just oging to be home and chill with my family. And the other weeks goal is to acutally try and do some homework. I have some awful papers to write and I should do it when I don't have class and don't have to fill stressed. But you know that probably wont happen. ohhhhhhhhhh well.

i'm really tired.

oiewfalk. mmhmm.

Ok so I really have such an insane amount of homework. It's not even funny. TWO HUNDRED pages in TWO days? Yeah. I don't think so. We'll see how much of I can get done.

So I went and saw Slumdog Millionaire last weekend. Did I tell you that? Cause I don't think I did. Buy I'm gonna talk about it anyways. CAUSE IT WAS AWESOME. It was such a GOOD movie. You all need to go see it. The R rating....I can see why its rated R....maybe....I don't know. I might disagree. So please ignore that, lower your standards for 2 hours and go see it. You might cry. I just can't tell you how much I loved it. I want to see it again. Before that me and Saren went to Borders and were there for like an hour and half. I'm such a nerd. I could probably spend my whole life in a book store or library and just sit and read. But that probably wouldn't be best. Then we went to Home Depot and we helped Scotty pick out paint colors for his house. Then we ate at LaBeau's. I had the shrimp. Holy crap. It was delicious. I was a little scared seeing as it's pretty much a fast food place. It was super good though. Then we saw the movie. Which I said, it was AWESOME.

Saturday I went home cause no one was at our apartment and I wasn't going to sit on my butt and do homework all day. So I went home and had a grand time with my family. I got snowpants! They have suspenders. And I almost bought the most cutest adorable coat over, cause everything is onsale ya know, but I didn't and it made me sad. Then I played Harvest Moon. mmhmm. love it.

Sunday we had dinner for my brothers birthday. I just bought his birthday present. He's gonna like it. Then yesterday was school.......eajklwer lakwejr ahhhhhhh CAN NOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK. better yet the end of the semester. It's spring break next week. I'm not doing anything...so I'm gonna take off work on Monday so that I can sit at home for one day. Maybe I will spend my birthday money somewhere......do you want to play?

BUT. Monday. Should have been doing my homework...you know those 200 pages....yeah. I got some of it done. But at 11 Shane came over and wanted to drive up to Tony's Grove. So me and Saren got our snow clothes on and we drove up the canyon. It was dark. And creepy. And I'm a wimp. Trevor was trying to take picutres but it wasn't working. I would go again though. Maybe I wouldn't be so afraid then. I don't like the dark though.

OKAY. must go back to reading's of death.

i had some stuff to write about. but now i forgot it all.

no work!!!!!!

I did not have to work yesterday. Or today. Can I say heaven? It is soooo nice to not have to work. I got so much homework done yesterday that it was amazing. It would be perfect if I could just have one day off a week. Sigh. I am content.

I am applying for some jobs this summer. Really I am. I hope something works out cause I need a job.

I also need plans for spring break. I am working for all of it at the moment...but I could get a few days off. But I don't have anything to do at the moment. I want to go snowboarding again, cause hey that was fun....I will not go to Las Vegas though. Sorry.

Yesterday was Ashely's birthday. We got cake and donuts. And I totally know what I am going to get her. It came to me last night. (she's gonna love it) anyways. Happy birthday Ashely.

I need to get an RSS feed or page or whatever it is.

This is boring so I'll go now.

better.

ok. so slumdog millionaire. I heard about it with the oscars and such, they won a bunch of crap. But I had no idea what it was about. I assumed the mafia. But I just saw a commericial. And its not about the mafia and I really want to go see it! Now! It looked way good. Please take me to the movie!!!

I went to Costa Vida yesterday, cause I was in a bad mood you see. This helped make be in not such a bad mood. Kickboxing helped too.

Aptartment looking sucks. Its stupid. Just let me live somewhere and not have to pay okay? K.

Thank you.

OH YEAH. I DON'T HAVE TO WORK THURSDAY OR FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD MOOD

I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY.

it wasn't anything that anyone did. i just totally and completely woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.

SO DON'T TALK TO ME. CAUSE I THINK YOUR ANNOYING.

picture post

I went to the bar on Thursday. For Hailey's birthday. I ate a hamburger and it was really good. I would go again.



We had to show our ID's. I felt old. Good times. I am sure we looked real cool taking pictures in the bar.

Then we had cake. And partied. It was good.



















Then we took some more pictures.



















Then we drank some more alcohol.
















NOT.

End pictures.

So that was all good times. OHHHH and Wednesday was Tara's wedding. Crazy. She is married. But the luncheon was good and the reception was really fun too. I didn't catch the bouquet though...so I guess that means I'm not going to be getting married anytime soon...ha..ha...nevermind. Her dress was really pretty too. OOOOoo I have a pictures!





















Friday I went home. I don't think I really did too much. I played Harvest Moon. Cause I freakin love that game. Then on Saturday I was SO freakin productive it wasn't even funny. I did homework several time and played more Harvest Moon. Then I came back up to Logan and went and had Pier 49 pizza and it was really really really good. I would eat there again. Then we played this game. Its called...And It Came To Pass....It's like a really twisted way of playing Uno. It was pretty dang fun, ya know? Maybe it was cause I was kind of tired even thought it was like 9. No, it was way fun. Then I came home and went to bed.

Sunday was church. And then we started High School Musical 3!! Which I would please, like to finish. Me and Saren went over to Jason's had amazing food. SO very good. Then ward prayer. Now I am here on the computer.


(sorry this all looks so ugly. posting pictures stinks.)

yup. good weekend.

Hello all! I am needing to some homework but really, I can't concentrate until I've looked at facebook, 50 different blogs, and checked my money out. Speaking of money. I spent too much of it this week. Not all in one place, just a couple dollars here and a few dollars there. It's got to stop. I'm poor. Oh well. On to my weekend!!!....

Friday. Me, Hailey, and Saren drove out to Providence to go to Bajios. It was pretty darn good I must say. After that...I don't remember what we did. I think I have some short, or maybe long? term memory loss. Or maybe my life is just really boring...hmmm. Still can't remember. The food was good though.

Saturday. I went grocery shopping with Ashely and got the Pillsbury sugar cookie things that are my absolute favorite. Then we went to Moon Toys, over by Wal-Mart. I think thats what its called? That is the coolest freaking store ever. I wanted to be a kid again. They had so much cool stuff in there. And a ton of fun games. Seeing as I'm pretty much a 5 year old anyway on account of being jealous when the kids get to play with the moon sand, or color in Kindergarten and I just have to sit and supervise, I was in heaven. Saren curled my hair later and it was super cute. Then we all went to Confessions of a Shopaholic. It's the first two books combined and a lot was different, like her NOT being BRITISH. But all that aside it was hilarious. I laughed so hard. And I am going to go see the new Hannah Montana movie. On April 10th. With Chessie. And you can't laugh at us.

Sunday. Church. Dinner. Ward Prayer. Games. Going to bed late.

Monday. Sleeping in! No school!! No work!! Making cupcakes for FHE!! Homework...

I'm trying this new thing where I use the right capitalization. I go through fazes(that is not how that is spelled) where I use it and then I don't. But the other day I emailed my mom and she emailed back and was like...Why don't you use and capitals, I can't even read this....So I'd thought I'd give it a try again.

oh what a night....

I should totally 100% be reading right now. But whatyado. I have better things to do then read about the collapse of complex societies. like us. how depressing. and boring.

i have a story. haven't decided yet whether its stupid, funny, embarrassing, awesome, or stupid. probably a bit of each. So last night me and saren were sitting around doing nothing for quite awhile. we were gonna go do something then that fell through, and then something else but we decided not to. So its almost 11 and we decide to go get ice cream. (i made sweet and sour chicken for dinner. delicious.) we hop in the car and drive to...i don't remember. it was closed though. so we head to smiths marketplace which is closing in 10 minutes. we wandered around and made our way to the ice cream aisle and bought a little ben and jerry's. we still didn't want to go home so we decided to drive over to first dam. So we're sitting there eating our ice cream when this car drives up and pulls up right on the side of us....uhhh.....oh yeah. its the cops. were both just like....ohhheeek. saren rolls down her window. we chat for a bit and then leave. he was way nice. I mean what was he expecting...people making out in their car(that car was just a bit down the way from us.) no he got us. 2 girls on a wednesday night who were bored and decided go eat cold ice cream in the semi-cold car at 11 15 at night at first dam.....yeah...

sorry boring story. we laughed a lot. and the ice cream was good. I still have some but i'm not sharing. I am going to eat up every last bite of that strawberry cheesecake goodness. so don't ask.

work all day. valentines activities. kids are cute. valentines cards. lots of candy. love elementary. it's still exciting when your old. even more fun maybe cause it's exciting for you, but really its exciting to see how crazy and excited all the little kids are. cute. i even got playdough.

ashely the roommate got engaged last night. go ashley.

work

I am working all day on tuesday and thrusday this week. Cause the lady that works in the morning is in Hawaii. jealous. but i'm always afraid that the day will be really long. But really it goes by way fast. I wish I always worked in the morning. Everyone is so good. And calm. umm....homework. there is a lot of it. Kickboxing tonight though!!! fun. I'm excited. I have nothing to say except this blog is really boring. I have my valentines to give to my class and i got my list today of all their names. I am on the list so that means i will get valentines this year and i really am sooo very excited about this. Cause their cute.

i can't whistle anymore. haven't been able to do it for awhile.

in case you didn't catch my note on facebook...

i did that stupid 25 random things post that has been all over facebook. but i did it. and laughed a few times. so whatev. you know you like it.

1. I don't like to share earphones with people. its gross.

2. i like to sleep on a cold pillowcase. so i flip my pillow over every night.

3. i like to curl up into a ball and lay on the floor.

4. chipped my tooth in 4th grade. tumbling. drinking fountain. elbow. bad experience. scarred forever.

5. smelly things happen to me....

6. i walk in my sleep sometimes...it creeps me out.

7. speaking of creepy. i HATE E.T.

8. i like to look in peoples fridges.

9. speaking of fridges. juice! i like juice.

10. i can listen to the same song for weeks...sometimes months

11. i can't spell tmowmw (being tomorrow. had to the spell checker on that one)

12. sometimes me and saren laugh hysterically for reasons we're not even entirely sure about.

13. i think my little brother is adorable. even though he's not so little anymore. i ♥ him.

14. when i paint my fingernails. its really just my left thumbnail.

15. harvest moon baby!!

16. when i registered to vote i wanted to be part of the socialist worker party. my mom said no.

17. online shopping is my friend.

18. whenever the shower curtain is closed i'm always afraid someone is dead in the tub.

19. never had braces. need to get wisdom teeth out.

20. was a cheerleader and on NAL(nerds and losers!) in 9th grade.

21. thinking about jr. high grosses me out.

22. i hardly ever cry.

23. when i am alone in the car. the volume is usually up alllllll the way.

24. i had an emotional break down in the minnesota airport last summer.

25. i can't go to sleep if my feet are cold...which is where i'm going right now. to bed.

tree of tranquility

did i tell you i played harvest moon for like 3 hours this weekend? i don't remember what i wrote and i don't wanna look. But i think i'm going through harvest moon withdrawals. i really really wanna play it. good thing i am going home on saturday. i can play then. it really is the most ridiculous game. you get to be a farmer. and raise crops and animals. i only have a few chickens though...mmhmm. It gives me wicked bad carpel tunnel though cause it makes my wrist hurt like crazy. so its good i can't play it up here at school.

that is all.

ps. birthday was lovely!

happy birthday to me!

Today's my birthday. Thanks to all you nice people that texted or facebooked me. your cool. i guess i'll go backwards for the weekend.

Today. Is monday. i had a test...i did ok i think...and then i left my mittens in the library! and i wasn't going to go get them cause i didn't have time. but i knew that i would never see them again. so i raced back and they were still in my chair happy day. then i went to work. I told my favorites that it was my birthday and she got all excited and was just adorable. then later one of the others went and told the teacher it was my birthday. which was also adorable. it was lady that is the kindergarten aide's birthday is today to. so we got to sit at the front of the classroom and they asked us questions:

do you like to fish?
do like vegetables?
do you like to dress up?
do you like to swim?
what is your favorite food?

oh so very very funny. all so adorable. (have i ever told you i like these little people? i do.) then they sang each of us happy birthday and i liked it.

sunday. i was home with the family. had awesome food. chicken and broccoli goodness. and birthday cake. love cake. then i drove back up to logan and we watched Henry Poole Is Here. which was a way good movie.

saturday. I drove home. parents bought a fireplace to put in new part of house. then we went shopping for my birthday. i got my shoes! they only had one pair left! in my size! i was lucky. that doesn't happen very often. and i got a new skirt. and itunes gift card and a couple other things. and we bought cake. and ate it. go cake. it was my dads birthday on saturday(31st) i like him to. he's an awesome dad.

friday. carl's jr. and hockey game. and. i think that was all. i don't remember.

so that was my weekend in backwardness. i'll have to post pictures of the adventures of tonight if i take any. and of my cake. cause everyone likes to look at cake.

ehhh

oijafdoi ehhhhhh. today. at school. someone threw up. and it got on my shoe and pants. ehhhh. it was awful. it smelled bad. and i had to help. and almost threw up. and now i'm just sitting on the couch wanting to die. i don't want to move. please make it stop. why do these awful smelly things keep happening to me?

yikes

My birthday is coming soon!!! feb. 2. which is groundhogs days. what-what. I am kind of excited for my birthday this year? (oh gosh, i'll be so old.) My family has never really made a big deal out of birthdays but maybe its just more exciting cause i get to go home and eat real food and awesome cake and people buy me things. but i am excited. not sure why. don't even know what i'm doing for my birthday. maybe nothing. BUT my 16th birthday was totally awful. I don't think i have ever had a worse birthday.

I had to do my part of my driving test that day cause they lost my name or never put me on the list or something. So i had to drive around with Coach don't-remember and tony kent for 3 hours. so exciting.... and then i was all excited to go home and eat cake and my mom got the wrong kind of frosting. that whipped crap. yeah, awful. I think i almost started to cry. i don't remember anything else. driving around and the wrong frosting. geez. my mom knows what to get now though.

Scotty got saren some yogurt cause he's nice. its blueberry acai. i ate some. no one's home. she'll never know. but it tastes like a blueberry bagel with cream cheese on it. only in yogurt form. so it was good...i think? i couldn't decide. it was decent though. its Yoplus+digestive. so i guess i'll let you know how it digests.............

i am attempting to apply for scholarships this year with the CNR cause no one applies for them so i figure i might have a chance. its ridiculous though cause i have to write an essay about why i'm so cool and a school resume...which has nothing on it...i don't do clubs. so yeah. its stupid. but im doing it. just to see. cause money is nice.



This is from my birthday last year. My hair was short.

go back to your sinful card playing

So i was just looking through the free on demand movies and guess what was there? Far and Away!! I love this movie a lot. Me and millie always used to watch it at her house when i was little. and then i watched it once with becki and....shelby? and it was hilarious. so thats what i am doing now. watching far and away. cause its awesome.

for my class called, environment and society we have been reading this book called guns, germs, and steel. we have read the whole thing in 3 weeks. i have had some pretty insane reading assignments. i have actually read the whole thing minus 1 chapter and some skimming of a few other chapters. so i will tell you know what the entire 400+ pages are about.

ITS ALL ABOUT FOOD PRODUCTION

everything, EVERYTHING goes back to food production. there. now you don't have to read it. the book is...interesting. but yeah. exciting.

i think i might make rice krispie treats tonight. want one?

boardin' at the beave

i went snowboarding yesterday!! it was sooo very much a lot of fun. really i want to go again. Saren had free tickets so that is awesome(cause she is awesome. ha!). I just had to pay to rent my board. The first time i went was in like...9th grade or something. But i thought i did a pretty good job. I only fell a few times. Which is pretty good for the second time in like 5 years. I really only fell when i would try and do something, like going backwards. OH YEAH! I actually didn't fall off the list!!! well i did few times....buy i made it like 13 times!! Saren had to hold on to me every time. but yeah. i didn't fall, thats all that matters. The weather was awesome. We were in our hoodies the whole time, didn't even need our coats. uh....i want to go again. i thought it was so super fun. funner than the last time i went skiing. i feel like this blog is boring.

i went kickboxing that same night. holy cow. i hurt. my arms and back are really sore.

lets see...i have lots of homework. which i haven't started. and i have a show to go to tomwowm for art 3300...so less time for hw tomwowmw....so i dunno when i'm gonna do it...

oh yeah! saren cut my hair today. and she even curled it for me! it looks really cute. i wish i could do hair. but as we all know. i can't.

done.

ps. i am selling one of my prom dresses from high school on ksl.com. so if you need one. you should buy it.

weekend? half of it anways...

Weekend = good.

hmmm lets see. friday....i don't even remember what....it must have been good.

saturday was good. i went home to do my laundry. 4 loads. that is a lot. then my family came up to logan to go to the basketball game. we went to the maddox drive-in place to eat. i thought it was good. but my mom doesn't really like it there. but i enjoyed myself. then we went up to logan. i didn't sit with the parentals since they had to buy tickets and i get in for free. game was excellent...half court shots...the ref hurt himself and had to be helped off the court....and good looking sweaty basketball players, i mean what more could you ask for??

again with friday....i still can't remember. really. friday night didn't happen? maybe i was drunk and passed out? drugs? i was asleep? nothing is coming to me.

today is sunday. i had to go to church by myself for the second week in a row. this is not an enjoyable experience. i would please like it to stop. k really its not that bad but still.

tomwomw there is no school!!! or school!!!! being work!!!! yaaay. so that means i get to do homework!!!! which is good. reading. lots of reading to do.

kk. so my brother went on his mission to mongolia. and two years is a long time. so he comes out with these crazy random stories all the time. and he's been home for...9 months or something. (wow that is a long time. wow.) so the other day in the library when i saw him he got talking about his mission...oh we were talking about drunk people? anyways. i guess this one time(and who knows its probably happened more than once) but this drunk guy came into his apt and was like going to kill him and the other missionaries. and one of the missionaries tried to tackle him or run out of the room and got punched. and somehow they got around him and were running for their lives down the dark hallway(cause they don't have lights in the hallways) and he was trying to chase after them......yeah crazy weird scary, i don't even believe half of the things he tells me cause they are so crazy. he has tons of stories like that and just pulls them out of now where and is like, oh yeah, this one time when i almost died.......anyways crazy stuff that doesn't seem real. cool.

friday....

TUESDAY! me and saren are going snowboarding!! cause she has free passes to beaver. so i am going to snowbaord! and fall off the lift a lot! cause i don't have to work on tuesday! go teacher work day!!!

FRIDAY! i have just remembered. that was strange. i think i am going crazy. we went over to austin/jason's for a root beer float shindig. that is what we did. had root beer floats. mmhmm. then we had pizza. cause brad is awesome. and likes to always have pizza. cause he works at papa murphy's.

the pain...

As you all should know, Saren and myself went to kickboxing last week. Now it was a pretty hard workout but tons of fun and I wanted to go back for sure. So today rolls around and Saren had to go meet with people for stuff...so she wasn't going to be able to go to kickboxing at 6:30. So we decided to try out the 'power toning' class at 5:30. Now I have gone to classes like this before, when I worked at the gym. They were hard but I really liked them. so... i figured it would be something similar. HOLY. COW. I almost died. It was INSANE. I told Saren I hated her like 4 during the class. And I meant it. It was one of the freakin hardest things I have ever done. I was shaking and weak and towards the end I couldn't stop laughing because it was just so ridiculous. She worked every single muscle group and we would do about a million reps with each one. And I should have used lighter weights. But 5 pounds? I figured I could handle it. She kept doing all this crazy stuff. And the abs went on for about 15 of the longest minutes of my life. We did all this crazy stuff and I was just laughing on the ground by this time. Thinking about how much I hated Saren for making me come to this torture chamber.

The class FINALLY ended and I slowly stopped hating Saren. I am still kinda shaky though. And I am already getting sore. The chances of me not being able to get out of bed in the morning are pretty good I would say. So moral of the story is: I am in terrible shape. I'd like to think I used to be in pretty good shape in my youth. I used to dance and tumble about 4 days a week. And yeah...I used to exercise I guess. Then the summer I was working at the gym I would go to the classes all the time. Yeah...anyways you don't really care about that. But I am gonna keep going cause its fun. To kickboxing. I won't be going back to that class of evil for awhile. Not unless Saren wants me to actually harm her.

Now I must write a definition of "what is geography" gag me. I think I am just not liking this class I have cause I don't really like the teacher. She just...i dunno, bugs me.

I had something else to write about......work was awesome today! There should be more days like that. always. There was something else though....darn. to bad.

thats what i think too.

i wanted to write a blog but i don't really have anything to say.

i know what i can say. i almost threw up at work today. yes it was one of those days.

and if i were to tell the story, which i won't, it would make me nauseous again. and i just ate dinner.

we just rented house bunny. i have seen this movie before. its kind of a dumb show but its pretty hilarious.

my toes are cold. they're always cold. good thing i have awesome slippers!!

i went to bed at 1 last night. and i didn't fall asleep till almost 3. then i work up at 3:30. and then again at 4:30 and i swear ashley was rummaging around doing something. i don't even know what.

i must go on to do my homework. bleh.


ahhhhhhhhh my scroller thing on my mouse pad isn't working. gaah