i made it...almost

I am actually on page 5. it is truly a miracle. only 2 pages left to go.

what are the chances of getting it finished tonight?

.........

not finished.

i found my pen!!!!!!!! it was under ashely's bed!! i was really so happy. it made my day.

i need to finish this stupid essay. i came to the library so i could focus. is it working?? i almost have 2 pages....only 4 more to go. i took work off today in hopes that i cold get it all finished..................................its so hard.

i'm hungry. good thing i brought pop tarts along.

i want a baby elephant

Last night they had some tv show on national geographic about a baby mammoth that was found frozen in the russian tundra. I didn't get to watch very much of it. but they kept showing the scientist guy sitting and pondering and they would have a computerized baby mammoth walking around. and it was so cute. i want one. mammoth, elephant, i'd be ok with either. it was adorable.

saturday i moved a bunch of my stuff back home. not as much as i wanted though on account of the BLIZZARD (ok not a blizzard but it was still snowing really hard). I was sick of walking out to my car in the snow so i didn't take as much. but i discovered something folks. i have A LOT of STUFF. lots. and there was already a fair amount still in my room that i didn't take to school with me. I don't know where its all gonna go. And i took my books home. and they don't have a home. i have no more shelf space for them. And my mom was like, get rid of some them. so i thought ok. i went and looked through them all and there was only one book i wanted to get rid of. ONE. one book out of the lots that i have....so i don't know. they'll just have to live on the floor i guess. but i don't know where the rest of my STUFF is going to go.

i haven't started my paper yet....big surprise there.

this weekend was pretty fun i'd have to say. Friday there was dinner at callaway bistro. good but expensive. i was with hailey and some of her friends. her friend was staying in the new hotel...you know the one. so we went swimming. that hotel is way nice. it was cool. saturday i packed some stuff and went home and unpacked it. then i went to rc willey's with the parents. they bought some thing to put the tv on.....then me and jessica drove up to derricks. derrick is my friend. he is home from his mission. his parents uesd to make us nacho dulces (no idea how to spell that word) and they are real good. and last week at his homecoming they invited us over. so we all came over, just like old times i guess you could say. it was fun. sunday was church and dinner. and sitting around. good sunday.

gaaaah

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh school is almost overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i am so tired. i'm not really sure why. i think its work. just the thought of work makes me feel exhausted. but i do have a funny story. well several. but i'll just tell this one. and really typing just doesn't have the same effect as getting to hear his voice. oh man.

little boy: making lego space ship. sees me. "Sarah! look at my space ship!"

me: cool i really like it!

little boy: its from star wars! its nobi-ka-nobis ship!

me: (laughing/crying inside cause that is just the cutest most hilarious thing ever) "cool, who's ship is it?"

little boy: "its nobi-ka-nobi's ship"

hahahahahahsdfkjsdfasklfjdfsalfd holy cow. soooo funny. i kept asking him about it cause i wanted to hear him say it again. (in case you aren't a star wars nerd such as myself, he is refering to obi-wan-knobi...and his ship.)

O M G me and saren went and saw 17 again last night. it was for our own fhe....but holy cow it was sooo very laugh out loud funny. I mean it was zac efron. but do i care? no. he was really good in it too. it was such a funny show. so many good lines....none of which i remember. it was funny though. go monday night movies. there was like 7 other people in the theater and we were all laughing hysterically.

i'm gonna die

ok so for some unknown reason i have been watching mystery diagnosis after work the past couple days. I have no idea why. I hate that show. Basically i think i have whatever happens in that episode. its no good for me. buy i can't stop watching it.

weekend. friday. gallery walk. movie, he's just not that into you. sleep.

saturday. home. dinner with fam. no harvest moon. tear.

sunday. friend derrick is home. he spoke. just lovely. food after. was awesome.

i need to work on my paper. bleh.

over and done.

ehhhhh laksdjf oiweajf lsakfj.

I just did my presentation for my geography class. I think it went ok. It don't think it was an interesting as some of the others. But I don't care. I think we were prepared though, I mean we were at the library for FIVE HOURS yesterday. And another hour this morning before class, which means I had to get up at 6:13 in the morning. gross. I didn't get to very nervous though. Which is strange. Usually my heart is beating so hard I can't even talk. But it went good. It's over!!!! Which is all that matters. Now all I have left is a test on friday and a paper due in two weeks (that I am going to start SOON, cause i have nothing else to do. Good) and 1 final. YAY. then I am moving home. Which is happy and sad. I can't decide which. I have said the word which a lot in this blog. sorry.

i need a job though please.

alkjaoijsf so glad that is over.

Oh yeah. I love the rain. It's wetter than the snow. I don't like that cause it means my pants will get wet on the bottom, WHICH i HATE. But i do LOVE the rain. and gray skies. I like gray. and i like the rain. so its a good thing.

does anyone know where the media collections is in the library?

we went to the dam gift shop.

Well I'm back from Vegas. Or did you even know I was gone. Well know you know where I was and now i'm back....

It was a pretty fun trip. I mean the Thunder from Down Under was probably the highlight of the whole thing....hahaha juuuust kidding. I wouldn't go see that .....(Thunder from Down Under is basically a male strip show kinda thing if you didn't know.)

No really the highlight of the trip was hoover dam. I don't know why. That was just the funnest part of the trip. If you don't know my little brother. Which you should. Everyone should know this kid, he's hilarious. He would not stop singing. Whenever we were in the car he was singing. I'm dreaming of a white christmas was a favorite. and this morning when we got in the car he was singing i'm too sexy for my shirt. He adds in his own lyrics as well. It's so funny. But yeah.

there was basketball, thats why we were down there. They lost all thier games though. Sad. The last game was way close and they only lost by 2 points. We saw the fountains at the bellagio. We were gonna go find the gardens that they have there but my family thought i was crazy and i am pretty sure we turned around just a little before we would have seen them. umm...no gambling. Travis was going to give me money so that i could gamble for him. but then he bought a pair of shoes, so no gambling for him. we went to joes crab shack on sat. i like that place.

oh yeah. i read a 500 page book in two days and its still school. go me. and it was SO SAD. one of the main characters DIED. it was so awful. I almost started to cry. There were tears in my eyes. I am still upset. I coudn't believe that she had him die. I didn't even realize that he was dead. And then i was like WAIT, he's really DEAD? Oh man. I'm getting all emotional again. i can't even explain it to you. And it happened right at the end. And i usually get all depressed cause the book is over anyways. So it made it double bad. alkjwoaijflf jewija tear.

i love to read. Serioulsy, i don't think you understand how much i love to read. If i always say that if i could spend to choose my life one way, it would be spent reading. I know there is lots of better things out there. but i LOVE to read. in 8th grade i had to write a paper about our passion. I was going to do it on dance. And my mom told me. you really like dance but reading is really your passion. She was right. I love it. I get excited when i think about reading books. ok. i'll be done rambling now about that. and let you look at some pictures.


m&m world. I LOVED this wall. I could have stared at it all day.


My shoes. Try not to be jealous.



Me and T-rav. We are beautiful people.




















The dam. Thought these were cool.


Nose picking.
















So cute. Big bridge being built by the dam. I only have pictures from the dam. Maybe thats why it was fun? Oh yeah. And travis loves dam jokes. hahahah.....

guess what?

I went home this weekend for the watching of conference. twas lovely.

Saturday and Sunday i had to write my paper. on bottled water. which used to be on irrigation. yeah i'm sure you know it was awesome.....mmhmm.... i went to bed at like 1 and then didn't fall asleep till 3 and had to get up at 6 to finish it cause the night before when i meant to push YES to save i hit NO. and so i didn't have my intro and conclusion and you have to have those in an essay.

I was feeling sickish yesterday. this keeps happening to me. i get sort of sickish and then don't get all the way sick. i still feel achy and sickish today. So i hope that i don't get all the way sick cause i am going to VEGAS on thursday with the family. where its WARM!!!!

I get to go to vegas because I DON'T HAVE WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOO SPRING BREAK!!!!!!! I am so excited. really. i keep telling everyone that i don't have to work. i got to wear my sweats to school even. (well really i did that cause i was up at the buttcrack of dawn. and i didn't feel good) THEN after school i came home and took a nap. cause i could. and cause i only got like 3 hours of sleep last night.

so i didn't get the job that i interviewed for last week. So guess what that means folks, yup. i'm going home for the summer. my grandma is going to be so excited she will harldy be able to stand it.

one last thing. i am watching arthur. i haven't watched this show in AGES. i LOVE arthur. i used to watch it everyday after school in high school. it really has been years since i have watched it. and i still love it.

hungry.

I like tax returns. They are nice.

i am going to the library tonight. don't try and stop me.

i need food first though.

i wonder....

okay okay okay okay. REALLY. NOW i am really mad. IT IS A BLIZZARD OUTSIDE. There are really no words to describe my anger.

So I am listening to Angels and Airwaves. Who I really kinda like. But I usually only listen to them in the summer. It's just summer music. Everything about it reminds me of summer. I like. But I got there most recent cd. I don't remember from who. There was a music sharing fest. So thanks who's ever it was. But I am listening to it. And I am thinking of the summer. And crying inside. I can't wait for next week. I am barely hanging on. I don't know if I'll make it. I have to write a paper for monday. Its on the history irrigation (which for some reason I can not spell.). I haven't started yet. The plan is to go to the library tomwomw. The plan has been to go to the library for the past 2 weeks though....but really. I must go. To read about irragation. And so after the awfulness that will be this week and weekend. I will have the paper done. AND NO WORK NEXT WEEK. Now that is going to be so exciting I can hardly stand it. And Vegas with the fam. WARMTH. can't wait.

um. I forgot what else I was going to write about. I got a bit carried away with the irragation and not having to work next week and the weather.

I have been reading a book called Resource Wars (i know you're so jealous). It's about as interesting as it sounds. Which I don't even know what that means. But I guess it was sort of ok. just sort of though.

I have a job interview on thursday. I am soooo very nervous. Job interviews are one of the most awful things to ever exist. But that would be good if i got the job. Cause then I could stay up here for the summer. And make money.

i wish it was warm. sad face.

bleh.

REALLY! SERIOUSLY! THIS MAKES ME ANGRY. THIS WEATHER IS AWFUL. I AM GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE SOON IF IT DOES NOT GO AWAY. AHHHHHHHHHHH

ok. i feel better now. but only a little. my thumb hurts? i don't know why.

i'm falling apart. inside and out.

i had more things to say. maybe later. gaaahhhhhh

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its almost here.

I was just wasting my life away looking at pictures on facebook. gaah. and i was like, what am i don't?!?! how boring. I don't even know this person.

anyways. tomwomw is friday. and i really don't want to go to work at all. I have reached my breaking point. i am done. this happened last year too. There is only like a month left of college and things are getting crappy with homework and everything, and then you think about work and you're like ahhh there is still TWO whole months of elem left. TWO more months of THIS. i mean i still like it. but it is just hard. One of the many reasons i am so glad i decided not to major in special ed. cause i think each year it would start to happen earlier and earlier. and that would just be no fun. and then i would be the mean awful teacher that no one likes. and we don't want that do we?

homework. critical thinking questions. i am NOT a critical thinker. So it is kind of hard to think up questions. critical questions. and the state of the world and the environment. alkjwoiaajfadks


blah, blah, blah.

so glad its friday though soon. and the weekend. and sleeping in. and writing my paper. on the history of water? and the paretnals coming up for my brother's ward's family day. which means. linger longer! food!

i need to go to the library.

Greetings!!

From logan ut. in my bed.

I am sitting in my bed right now because i am cold. why am i cold? because its FREEZING outside. People, come on. its the last week of march. I need my warmth back before i die of hypothermia.

Have i ever told you that i enjoy the sound of typing. (as long as you are a good typer) I think its a really soothing sound.

i have finally got ahold of the ting tings music. and i like. very much like.

i have a show to go to tonight. the salzburg chamber soloists. i went to show on saturday. i have another one this saturday.

i have lots of homework this week. i have a paper i need to start writing. but right now i feel like it i can handle it all. well see how i feel in 4 minutes.

i have come to a conclusion.

there was mashed potatoes at school today. I love cafeteria mashed potatoes. I don't know why. i liked my elem, jr. high, and high schools, and now my works mashed potatoes. and the gravy. and rolls. i don't know what it is. Next week mashed potato day is wednesday so i am going to get them. i am excited.

today at school. we have a rhyme bag. the first item was a scoop (for ice cream) so the they think of things that rhyme with scoop. guess what word my child figured out ryhmes with scoop? mmhmm. yup.

i have no food. i haven't had any for at least a week. yet i still eat plenty. i'm not sure how that works out.

etsy. i like you.

today i got a call while i was at work. the lady left me a message to invite me to young womens, all were gonna do is come up with actions for the lip sync were doing next week and to just come to the church at seven and some one will be there to meet me or just head to the primary room where we usually meet for mutual and it should be fun cause were just gonna come up with something to do for the lip sync so hope i can come and can't wait to see me. only. i'm not amber. so i don't think she'll be there to help with the lip sync.

resource wars really is an awful book.

i got 67/70 on my last test. happy day.

end blog.

ok.

I think I have tennis elbow (I don't even know what that is...) or something like it. My elbow hurts. I wish it would stop.

Last night I woke up at like 3 in the morning and thought my alarm was going to go off soon. I finally opened my eyes to see what time it was. And I was happy cause it was 3 in the morning. Then I did it again at 5. I also have had some pretty insane dreams the last two nights of my life.

I have lots of homework this week. It kind of stinks.

my eyes!!!

Did you know World Water Day is on Sunday March 22? I didn't either. But it is. "People around the world are encouraged to celebrate the day to draw attention to the challenge of sharing water and opportunities." That is from the official unesco sight.....yeah exciting.

Utah State has their basketball game real soon. I have class...I think I'll survive though. But I don't have to work today!!!!!! Oh happy day!!!!!! I am so very excited. I love it when I don't have to work. Elementary spring break is in April and my brother is going to Las Vegas for a b-ball tourney (I HATE that word.) So I think I'm gonna go with cause I didn't get a real spring break.

and uh...there was some other stuff I wanted to write. I don't remember though. I had an emotional breakdown yesterday. That's always exciting.

Did I mention I don't have to work today?!?!?!? I did. But I wanted to tell you again!!!!!!

Oh yeah! I got headbutted yesterday. how fun.

Me and Saren have been watching Dune the past two nights this week. It's hilarious. I love it. I might be a nerd.

oh crap.

Can I tell you some sad things real quick.

Yesterday I lost my phone in the library. I had to go check out some books. And all of a sudden I realized my phone wasn't in my pocket. Oh crap. I went back and checked the shelf I had been too. No phone. Then I had to walk back to the other section I had been in. Happy sigh. Phone sitting quietly on the floor waiting to be picked up. You know when you get that awful panicked feeling? Oh gosh. So glad I found the phone.

Today. I threw my ring in the garbage. I had just finished washing my hands and it kinda felt like I had pulled my ring off when I was drying my hands. But then I was like, no it just felt like it. As I was opening the door to leave I looked at my finger just to be sure. No ring. Oh crap. Pleeeease don't be gross things in there, or have my ring fall to the depths of the trash can. I turned the little flap and it was mostly full with just the drying paper towel. That was good. I just unfolded the top one and there was my ring. Safe and sound. Happy sigh. That was close. I didn't want to lose this ring. Or have to go ask someone to help me get all the crap out of the garbage can...embarrassing.

so yes. A couple of close calls. Hopefully I don't do anything to lose my keys, or ipod, or shoes, or anything else I think is important.

But these sad things were only sad for a minute. Then they were happy.

Tuesday.

My wrists! Oh no! They hurt! Well not hurt...they feel funny. This is not good. Has Harvest Moon ruined my wrists forever?? Will I ever be able to play again?!?!

Homework is not fun.

Monday.

I am at the library right now. I like it here. It's so much easier to concentrate and do homework...which is what I should be doing...but I'd rather be doing this.

This weekend T-rav(the little brother) had a basketball thing down in West Jordan. So I came down home to go with the fam. They totally got slaughtered though. It was pretty sad. They were down almost 20 points for all three games I saw. sad.

It kind of feels like spring outside! Just a little. It's coming though. I can feel is. As long as it never snows again I will be happy. Cause I might die if it does. I can't take it anymore.

So for the last month I have been sort of sickish. I had my nose cold. And then my throat was hurting for a bit. And then my nose was being sick again. And I felt awful last Friday. And now my throat is hurting again?? I keep getting almost sick but then I don't. I guess thats better than being all the way sick.

Girl Scout cookies anyone!!!! They were all over the place on Saturday. But I didn't have time to stop and get any. But if I see anymore this week I'm totally pulling over and buying all of them.

Yesterday's Quote.

(said by 5 year old.)

i'm gonna have a shamrock cookie for st. patrick's day -- but it's gonna have to come outta my paycheck.

Big news...

I GOT MARRIED!!!!!

.....on Harvest Moon....I totally had you tricked for a minute didn't I? hahahahaha. I'm funny... just kidding. But seriously. I got married. I am doing better at this game than BOTH of my brothers. I am BEATING them at a VIDEO GAME. This is big. Real big. It's so fun though. It's not stressful or awful or anything. It does give me carpel tunnel though. ouch.

I had a lovely spring break weekend though with the family. Friday was my cousin's wedding. It was fun. I got to see cousins. and friends. and i think i already talked about this? (you see sometimes i think about what i would write in my blog, i do this in the car a lot for some reason, so sometimes i don't remember if i wrote about it in my blog or the pretend blogging i do in my head)

Monday I ate lunch with my grandma. I like her. And she bought me shoes! Two pairs! She bought them cause she never gets to see me. And she likes me. She's cool.

i'm back up in Logan today. Cause i have to work. Sad face. So i really have nothing to do till friday. Cause i'm going home again. But saren left her banana's. they're old. so i'm gonna make banana bread.