bone loss can be reversed.

Went to Logan last night. I had a lovely time. I enjoyed the driving up there. The meeting Logan's rather good looking room mate was also very enjoyable. Went to my second day of school. sigh..... twas fine. dont feel like going over it again. had my job interview. was like 5 min long. i dont really care if that was a good thing or a bad thing. i was just glad it was short. i have to wait till friday and they said they would call. bahhhhhh. i need this job so bad.

there was something else. . . . . . . . .alas i have forgot. maybe next time.

Yup. thats right.

On monday i went to josh's baptism. it was really cool. I haven't been to a baptism in a really long time. After that like 20 of us went to chilis. I got 'fried cheese' the mozerella (that is not spelled right) sticks. they were alright. then we sat out side of chilis for ever and a day on the benches. until i went and got my car and we went to ashelys house to chill. Me jessica chris and nate ended up laying on the tramp looking at the lightening which was pretty cool looking. we have been having crazy cool lightening almost every night here for the past few days.
And last night we went swimming. but shhhh. supposed to keep it on the dl. that was all well. then me and jessica drove back to her house to have a good old driveway session. was fun.
i bought my books yesterday and payed my tution. AHHHHHH. 500 bucks for my stinkin books. i couldnt believe it. it was kind of exciting though. but i still just dont even want to think about it. but thats all i can think about. but i dont want to be thinking about it. i was supposed to go get my student body card and parking pass today but i dont really feel like it. and i think the grandmother is going to take me shopping. for pants. i need pants. and shoes!! love shoes. my weeks are just so super excitng and fun filled that i dont think i can even handle it.

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basically i cant listen to any music. cause most of the songs i listen to remind me of something. weather that memory be good or bad or just anything at all really. like this one celine dion song. i read an entire book to that one song. and now whenever i hear it i just think about that book. one random example but really they are all just random things. i usually cant listen to that song after something has happend. cause then i just sit and think about whatever it is the song reminds me of. and so then i am forced to listen to just nothing really. which i dont like at all. sometimes i enjoy these songs. but alskjflaskdfjlaskfjslkfj

i'm done.

i want cake.

This weekend.....i dont know. Friday. i dont remember. wasnt exciting though. I slept at jessicas aunts on friday and saturday cause she was house sitting for her to take care of the dogs. on friday the sleeping was no good i was SOOOO uncomfortable and i thought that i was going to die cause i was convinced that there was someone in the house.

Saturday was better though. we were up really late. we watched dirty dancing:havana nights. i am must say. i was quite fond of it. and the boy really grew on me and was really good looking by the end of the show. he never grew on jessica though. tis a shame. and then we watched meet the fockers. meh. i dont really like that show. i was in and out of sleeping the whole time. but we basically went to bed at 5 in the morning. i was acutually pretty comfortable sat. night though. cause jessica decided to sleep on the floor. i dont ever want ever want dogs to be in my house. ever. they will never be allowed. its not that it smelled bad or anything. i just am not fond of any pets in houses. just think of how much more cleaning that you will be forced to do. ugh.

holy cow

Sigh. You have no idea how sad it makes me that I can't cry when I want to. I just want to cry while watching some stinky old movie. Is it really that difficult. And Little Women is such a good movie and deserves to be cried over. A lot in fact. I can't wait till I can just cry whenever I want to. I acutally look forward to it. When I can sob over just about anything. I already get the urge enough. Now I just have to get the crying part over. Like yesterday on the way to meet at logans and a cop turned down the road to. I was ready to burst into tears for i dont know why. I just want too. Oh well. i suppose the day will come.

dn tg

I am so completley and utterly furious right now. I TOLD my mom that she should just call THE FREAKIN place. but nooooooooooooooooooo. i just HAVE TO CALL. sldkafjslakdfjaslkdfj asldkfj saldfkjafdl;kja sflkjsalkfjaslkdfjasldkfaf
and then when i dont get the freakin right papers or whatever the crap i was supposed to get. she gets MAD AT ME for NOT DOING IT RIGHT.