holy cow

Sigh. You have no idea how sad it makes me that I can't cry when I want to. I just want to cry while watching some stinky old movie. Is it really that difficult. And Little Women is such a good movie and deserves to be cried over. A lot in fact. I can't wait till I can just cry whenever I want to. I acutally look forward to it. When I can sob over just about anything. I already get the urge enough. Now I just have to get the crying part over. Like yesterday on the way to meet at logans and a cop turned down the road to. I was ready to burst into tears for i dont know why. I just want too. Oh well. i suppose the day will come.