try not to judge...

but this totally made me cry.

swine who?

that's right.

i got my swine flu vaccination injected up my nose today. at approximately 3:40. now my mom can start worrying about something else.

so i like cake. right? and if you didn't know that. then we weren't friends. but now you know. so we can be friends! my mom ordered a cupcake book for me to give me for christmas. but then she was like...there won't be much time for baking where i'll be for christmas. so she just gave it to me now! its so cool. i could sit and look at the pictures all day. they have a section on how to decorate cupcakes to look like food. ya know, april fools day style. and they look like the acutal food. there is a ton of other things to. animals, holiday stuff. you know. cupcakes.

i love those things.

can't believe it.

gladiator.

i have seen bits and pieces of it on tv. tonight i saw the very very end. he killed the evil emperor and then bites the burrito also. (your fault if you haven't seen it yet). i was shocked though. so sad. i didn't know he DIES at the end. but then my dad says. no its ok. he's going back with his wife and kid. then there's a cute scene and he is walking towards them and his little boy is running towards him. o.m.g. i got all choked up. oh gosh.

now i want to cry again.

itunes.

i got a gift card last christmas i think. or maybe my birthday. and i like it. cause whenever i want a song i can just go buy it. its like its free. awesome. so i still have about 10 bucks left. question is. do i buy church music that i can take with me....or blow it on songs that i can listen to at top volume for the next week and a half??

ha-ha. if you thought i was going to buy church music. you're wrong. as soon as this blog is finished i am off to blow 9.96 cents on music i can scream along to in the car.

cause thats got to be one of my most very favorite things to do.
hmm...which songs to buy....

halloween.

the roller derby team fell through. i didn't want to spend any money on it. cause i don't have any of that stuff. so i broke out my container thing with all the old dance/cheerleader clothes. so guess what i'm gonna be?

a cheerleader!!

go team.

the outfit still fits pretty darn good. the shirt is a little bit shorter though... its even got capped sleeves though! TAKE THAT!

on to the itunes!!!!

i want to win this.

Yellow Finch Designs GIVEAWAY!!!!


it would be awesome.

stressed much?

my mom has sworn twice in the past two days.

she never swears.

maybe she is under a little bit of stress? lets review:

her house is totally torn apart. there is no kitchen. the fridge is sitting in the middle of the room. food and dishes are all over the house. everything is super dusty from the sheetrock. she is always making decisions about what to do, what kind of floor, or tile, or paint....blah blah blah

her daughter (that'd be me) is leaving in two weeks. for a year and a half. she wont be able to talk to her at all. and she still has a bunch of stuff that needs to be bought so she is prepared.

the her youngest son. he is causing her strife. the kid missed over a week of school cause of the flu(swine?) his homework may or may not be all caught up. grades are out next week. she doesn't like this.

those are just a few of the things. stressed much? i feel bad.

feel bad for me to though. i freakin woke up at SIX THIRTY this morning. to go get my swine flue shot at EIGHT THIRTY. when i got there at 7:45ish (to wait in line) the line was already HUGE. there were about a million and one kids there with there parents. i finally find a place to park. i call my mom. she says your to late. just go home. it will take for-ev-er and they'll probably be out by the time they get to you. so i ask the man behind me (i was double parked. luckily he was still there) to move so i can get out. he pulls out and this lady pulls right in behind him. excuse me? MOVE. I'M LEAVING. so yes. were going to try again when davis county does theres, or somewhere else... so i'll probably have to BE THERE at 6:30. so that means i'll get to wake up at like 5.......

so i am swine flu shotless still. but i will prevail.

i am reading the last harry potter book. HOLY DEPRESSING. I AM ALMOST FINISHED THOUGH. i forgot how many people die in this book. sooooo sad. oh gosh. sooooooo sad. i mean. c'mon. i have KNOWN these people since i was in like 6th grade. it kind of makes me upset. ugh.

think i'm stressed to? maybe a little....

so here's some pictures for your viewing pleasure.

strange...

ok. i had lots to say like 4.3 seconds ago and now i have gone totally blank.

i guess i'll tell you about my dream last night. it was soooo weird.

so my friend becki is having a baby. a baby girl. and i probably wont get to see her till she is a year and a half old. sad day huh? anyways. last night in my dream my friend had had her baby. and i was going to see her. and the baby was REALLY small. like were talking SMALL. like ...................... maybe that big. crazy. and she was attached to a necklace thing. pretty much the baby was a necklace....(now as i am writing this. it seems a bit creepy?) anyways, its wasn't creepy at the time. just strange. so i am trying to hold this baby. and for some reason its not going very well. i kept losing my hold and having to hold on to the chain....so weird. so then i gave the baby back to her and she put it in a car seat and we left....from where ever we were. and then when we got to where ever we were going....i lifted up the blanket and there was a real, cute, normal sized baby in there. and i was just like...wow she sure does grow fast.......the end.

so. strange.

my friend kristin took pictures for my mission. they are soooo very awesome!!! you should go look at them on her site. cause there are so good ya know? i will post some of the others later.

I hate sheetrock.

argh.

I am so sick of hanging, and handing screws, and lifting, and getting all dusty white.

and the little brother jammed his finger at practice. its huge.

uh oh...

Something is wrong. He's sick. i think its terminal.

the only thing he'll do is make an awful clicking noise and this sad sad face.

its been going on now for almost 2 weeks.

i might have to pull the plug soon...

tear.

ugh.

hi.

my weekend was crazy.

we replaced the water heater. and my dad was putting in new pipes and stuff.

so we had no water or gas for almost two days.

ugh.

then the power was off for about 2 hours on sunday.

ugh.

it was crazy.

but its fall now. i like fall. i think i like the in between seasons the best.

one of my favorite things about fall?

pumpkin shakes!!!!

wanna see my house?

Here are some pictures of my house. It's comin' along....We actually have stairs on the deck now (they are really finished.) And the kitchen is messy. Cause we only have bottom cupboards at the moment...makes finding things a little difficult since there all over the house. And that is the little brothers head sticking out of the ceiling.