ahhhh. i really do not even know why i watch stupid one tree hill. Its on right after americas next top model. and so i just leave the tv on. (haley just got fun over, she pregnant by the way.) its so stupid. i mean everything about it. form the stealing the scores to the calc tests to the punching the dead man that just ran over your prenang wife. i mean. AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh

oh yeah.

and the little girl that likes to steal things was upstairs on the computers and i waved to her.

the land weeps.

today was a good day i suppose. it was snowing. a lot. i had to give my report in soc. today. it went alright. maybe if none of the people had been there. work was excellent. tuesday night is my favorite night cause there is never anyone there. and i got to take a tour which took like an hour. then i had to go make like a billion copies. i hope i did them right.....then i had to clean all the toys they had used earlier that day for something. so i only had time to put away books for like an hour. it was so nice. than on the way home i had my usual tues night dance and singing party. it doesnt really matter if there are cars around me. i party out anyways. i think i am losing my voice. at least i was at work. every time i had to say something. it didnt really come out. just croaking type noises. or maybe i am just turning into a frog. so after i got home. i ate 5 pieces of pizza. and they were good. and now i think it might be time for me to go to bed soon. cause i'm not going to read my home work.

post script

i think i might be getting sick. my throat hurts and its all red. ahhhhalkdfsafd. i thought i was doing so good in not getting sick. seeing as my little brother (fondly known as travis) had already been like deathly ill twice. i will go take some drugs.

stop it.

so. i am not in a good mood right now. I hate going to work. it puts me in the worst mood when i get home. cause i am just tired and i hurt and i hate it. so i get onery. and it annoys me. so this isnt going to be what i wanted it to be.

the break was soooo lovely. i was going to get my stupid book read. and somehow it just didnt ever really happen. so now i am even more screwed than i was anyways. i saw 007. excellent show. loved it. thanks giving was great. lots of good food and marathon tv. friday was fun...i guess. dont remember it. sat was good to. partay at braydens house. played pool. ate WAY to much food. loved it.

today is sunday i had to go to work. so after sacrement meeting i left. then went to work. some lady tried to steal a book. and they called the police. i loved it. cause i just happened to be putting away dewey books (i hate this. and try to always avoid and such) but that whole section is behind circualtion where the lady and the cops were. and it must just have really good acoustics cause you can hear everything perfectly back there. so i was listening to that. all very intertesting. then i had to go put the spainsh books away and those are right behind circ. so it was even better. so yeah. that was just about how interesting my sunday was. and now i need to go write my other report for soc. which i dont want to do. i need to be doing my anthro one. but whatever. i will stop writing now cause i wish i was in a better mood.

u suck.

today at the library. i really thought i was going to kill these two different parents. they were both on a freakin power trip. sorry but just becuase you dont have control over anyone else doesnt mean you get to freakin be so mean to your kids. acutally. i'm glad you are. cause i will love the day when they rebel because you are so freakin stupid and there will be nothing you can do about it. and bringing your kids to the library so you dont have to watch them? ew. or wait. so you can make your 8 year old son watch them. and then get MAD when they go get the toy they wanted. but becuase you are just so much in love with your power trip you make him go put it back FOR NO REASON except that you can make him just because your bigger than he is? argh. it made me so mad. i wanted to go kill both of them.

but the beginning of work was good. i got to go make copies downstairs. sometimes i like that place.

ahhhh 3 pages left.

I have written 2 whole pages. so i am taking a break. (not that i didnt take a break like 4 minutes ago.)

my weekend:

friday was a pretty good day. after i got home from work i got to sit. for a bit. then we all went to chili's. i got good food and was very full. we had been planning on going to some institute concert thing. but some of us didnt really want to go. so we went to the movies!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally. we saw stranger than fiction. it was pretty good. a little odd. but still good. so that was a pretty expensive night what with chilis and a movie and all. then i came home and got to sleep in the next morning.

saturday was also wonderful. at work i got to help with some activity they were doing for the kids and i got to drink pink lemonade and eat nilla wafers. and got to help set up and clean up and such. so that meant not having to put books away. which is even better. then i came home. got ready for the concert!! and ate my leftover chilis and some brownies. then we left for salt lake. and waited outside for a bit. got in. i reluctantly purchased a t-shirt. we watched the first band. which was really good. then it was INSANE. INBETWEEN the freakin bands. it was rediculous. i was so angry. then cute is what we aim for came on. we went more to the back. they are good live. i could recognize there song. but they are not someone i would listen to normally. hence the reason i didnt know any of the words. then there was reggie and the full effect............and let me tell you. we got the full effect. it was HORRID. and you could definelty tell he had some issues with touring with hellogoodbye. he kept making comments about how amazing and cheap his concerts are and his fans and stuff. then he did a stripteas? type song and....yeah. and then we waited in excitment. saren and tara found us.....yeah....then they the jumping up and down and screaming and singing started!!!!!!! ahhhh. it was soooooo good. i knew every single song. they played all the ones i wanted to. and omg. it was just great. there was this stupid stupid boy that came and was totally and compeletly in my way. but it was ok. then we came home. and i went to sleep and got to sleep in.

then i woke up late and needed to shower. so i was like 45 min late to church. then RS was boring. then sunday school. i ate lots of candy and we had our usual hilarious converstaions. then i came home and ate more food. and should now be finishing writing my stupid paper that is due on tues. then after that i need to finish reading my cannibalism book so i can start that report. i think i might go find some food real quick to finish off my break time.

so overall. it was on average and very very expensive weekend. but all of it was worthwhile. i would do it again. off to the brownies now.

aaahahaahaha

i think i just saw the funniest thing of my life. i was driving home from my grandmas (no more leaves yaaaay!!) and i was coming up on the gas station in hooper and there was this mini van in front of me and this bird (rather large) flew in front of it and flew across it over the side of the road and just dropped. bam. it took me a second to register that it must have got hit. thats when i started laughing. AAAHAHAHAHA. the van didnt even tap on its breaks. just kept right on driving. oh man. it was really funny. not that i didnt take a second to mourn for the bird after i was done laughing. but it was his fault anyways. cause of my whole bird society consperace (can not sp) theory. he meant to do it. and failed his mission.

Today while i was putting books away. there was this book with the name of

Everyone Poops

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dlksfjlskdfjlskdfj;sdkfjlskdfj;aosijflkjslkfjs lkfj slf jsjflaskfjowieajflknflskjfoafsaldfkjlkasfj alskdfj alsdfkj

breathe breathe breathe. oh man. i was going to check it out but then i didnt know if i was allowed to? am i allowed to check the books out even though i work there. cause there are a few movies i would like to get. although none of them are called Everyone Poops. HAHAHHAAHAHlsjflfjl.

you arent making any sense.

Yesterday was my 95th birthday!!!! I suppose you could say that it could have gone better. But thats ok.

So, yesterday was staff development day at the library. i had to wake up super early to be in huntsvile in time to get my flu shot. Then i preceded to look lost and dejected because i dont know anyone that works there and all my coworkers are old. So i sat by these people listened to them talk and drink there coffee. (i'm surprised they hired me. cause i think all the library employees drink coffee) then we had a person talk about nutrition. which i find extremely relevant to my job. and we recieved a book called nutrtion for dummies. after that there was a lovely presentation on dental hygenie. cause that is also very important to my job. i use dental hygenie in my job every day. then i sat some more. texted a bit. to make it look like i was doing something. oh yeah. i nice lady gave me her pen to use. but i didnt get it back cause i couldnt find her after it was over but she has her name taped on it so i assume she probably wanted it back i felt bad. soooooo after lunch. we listened to something about customer service. which might have acutally been useful had it not been all about health care? but the lady was funny. then there was some other crap and we FINALLY got to go home. i did talk to a few people. so i suppose that was good. but people that work at the library are just WEIRD. thats all there is to it. i also decided that i dont like it at all. and i want to quit. i am going to give it a little longer but i do not like it at all. so i drove home down the scary canyon in the rain with cars headlights blinding me.
when i came home and sat for a bit then went to katies where we watched cars. and i slept. becki called me. i enjoyed that. then i kind of watched the movie. i would like to watch the whole thing maybe. it looked cute. when that got over it was only 10 40. and i wanted to die. it felt soooo stinking late. so we watched the style network and talked. then at 11 30. . .we headed home. i went to bed and got two texts in them middle of the night but luckily i had it on silent so that made me glad. i got to sleep in which was so very cause i didnt get to yesterday.
oh yeah. thanks for the birthday wishes from everyone. all...2 of you maybe. people just dont understand it. just except it folks. i plan on being around for a long time.
then i went to church and just had a grand old time. then came home and we all made nachos for lunch. yum. no i just go be a slave to my home work.

The hood on my coatjacket.

makes me look like a jedi.

good times. good times.

today at church we once again relived the lesson that all of us girls had when we were 12 year olds. it was obviously tramatic enough that we are still remember it quite vividly. the men keep asking what the story is about. but they really dont need to know. i lauhged really really really hard. oh boy. hahahahahahhahahahahahAHAHAHAHAHHA

my first job.

so my first day of work. (i hate saying that) was uneventful. i cleaned books?(yes they clean them) and read stuff. then i put books away. apperantly some people dont know about dewey. as in the system. and boss lady was quite amazed that i could organized them. there is another person that just got hired for work study. i was thinking oh. its probably some girl in her 20's or such. no.....not exactly. she like 45 and wears glasses that magnify her eyes. and she talks like a redneck. so i guess that dream was dashed away.....i dont think there is really anything else to say. i am getting a flu shot.

last night aftere i came home from work. and no one was home. i had no idea where any of them where. so i started calling my parentals cellular phones. ha. what a joke. i think i called about 14 times on each of their phones. and left 2 very happy messages on my dads phone. so i fed the dog and ate some mashed potatoes. and then i was going to have some ceareal but we had no milk. so fianlly my dad calls to tell me they are at traivs' basketball game. i ask if they will be brining home dinner. they said no but they would bring me home dinner cause travis wanted to eat at big jims(big jims is disgusting) so i asked for some 2% milk. they brought it home and it wasnt cold enough so i didnt even get to eat my cereal that night. then i started watching mission impossible (i like the 2nd one but we dont have it. but the 1st is still good) i wacthed like....20 maybe. i was dead so i was in bed at 10 44. sleep is lovely. i should do it more often.

i got up at like 10ish today. ate some cereal with my 2% milk. then the family left somewhere. and me and the dog watched the travel shows on pbs. i love those shows. i want to host one, one day. the dog didnt watch he took a nap on my legs. (shhh dont tell. he's not supposed to be on the bed) then i went to my grandmothers to clean her house. it took 4 hours. cause i was watching tv. then we had corned beef and cabbage. i felt like i was in ireland. that stuff is acutally pretty good. i like it. really salty though. so then i came home. and will probably be sitting the rest of the night. maybe i will go to bed a little later tonight.

um. . .

i don't know where the childrens section of the library is......