ehhh

oijafdoi ehhhhhh. today. at school. someone threw up. and it got on my shoe and pants. ehhhh. it was awful. it smelled bad. and i had to help. and almost threw up. and now i'm just sitting on the couch wanting to die. i don't want to move. please make it stop. why do these awful smelly things keep happening to me?

yikes

My birthday is coming soon!!! feb. 2. which is groundhogs days. what-what. I am kind of excited for my birthday this year? (oh gosh, i'll be so old.) My family has never really made a big deal out of birthdays but maybe its just more exciting cause i get to go home and eat real food and awesome cake and people buy me things. but i am excited. not sure why. don't even know what i'm doing for my birthday. maybe nothing. BUT my 16th birthday was totally awful. I don't think i have ever had a worse birthday.

I had to do my part of my driving test that day cause they lost my name or never put me on the list or something. So i had to drive around with Coach don't-remember and tony kent for 3 hours. so exciting.... and then i was all excited to go home and eat cake and my mom got the wrong kind of frosting. that whipped crap. yeah, awful. I think i almost started to cry. i don't remember anything else. driving around and the wrong frosting. geez. my mom knows what to get now though.

Scotty got saren some yogurt cause he's nice. its blueberry acai. i ate some. no one's home. she'll never know. but it tastes like a blueberry bagel with cream cheese on it. only in yogurt form. so it was good...i think? i couldn't decide. it was decent though. its Yoplus+digestive. so i guess i'll let you know how it digests.............

i am attempting to apply for scholarships this year with the CNR cause no one applies for them so i figure i might have a chance. its ridiculous though cause i have to write an essay about why i'm so cool and a school resume...which has nothing on it...i don't do clubs. so yeah. its stupid. but im doing it. just to see. cause money is nice.



This is from my birthday last year. My hair was short.

go back to your sinful card playing

So i was just looking through the free on demand movies and guess what was there? Far and Away!! I love this movie a lot. Me and millie always used to watch it at her house when i was little. and then i watched it once with becki and....shelby? and it was hilarious. so thats what i am doing now. watching far and away. cause its awesome.

for my class called, environment and society we have been reading this book called guns, germs, and steel. we have read the whole thing in 3 weeks. i have had some pretty insane reading assignments. i have actually read the whole thing minus 1 chapter and some skimming of a few other chapters. so i will tell you know what the entire 400+ pages are about.

ITS ALL ABOUT FOOD PRODUCTION

everything, EVERYTHING goes back to food production. there. now you don't have to read it. the book is...interesting. but yeah. exciting.

i think i might make rice krispie treats tonight. want one?

boardin' at the beave

i went snowboarding yesterday!! it was sooo very much a lot of fun. really i want to go again. Saren had free tickets so that is awesome(cause she is awesome. ha!). I just had to pay to rent my board. The first time i went was in like...9th grade or something. But i thought i did a pretty good job. I only fell a few times. Which is pretty good for the second time in like 5 years. I really only fell when i would try and do something, like going backwards. OH YEAH! I actually didn't fall off the list!!! well i did few times....buy i made it like 13 times!! Saren had to hold on to me every time. but yeah. i didn't fall, thats all that matters. The weather was awesome. We were in our hoodies the whole time, didn't even need our coats. uh....i want to go again. i thought it was so super fun. funner than the last time i went skiing. i feel like this blog is boring.

i went kickboxing that same night. holy cow. i hurt. my arms and back are really sore.

lets see...i have lots of homework. which i haven't started. and i have a show to go to tomwowm for art 3300...so less time for hw tomwowmw....so i dunno when i'm gonna do it...

oh yeah! saren cut my hair today. and she even curled it for me! it looks really cute. i wish i could do hair. but as we all know. i can't.

done.

ps. i am selling one of my prom dresses from high school on ksl.com. so if you need one. you should buy it.

weekend? half of it anways...

Weekend = good.

hmmm lets see. friday....i don't even remember what....it must have been good.

saturday was good. i went home to do my laundry. 4 loads. that is a lot. then my family came up to logan to go to the basketball game. we went to the maddox drive-in place to eat. i thought it was good. but my mom doesn't really like it there. but i enjoyed myself. then we went up to logan. i didn't sit with the parentals since they had to buy tickets and i get in for free. game was excellent...half court shots...the ref hurt himself and had to be helped off the court....and good looking sweaty basketball players, i mean what more could you ask for??

again with friday....i still can't remember. really. friday night didn't happen? maybe i was drunk and passed out? drugs? i was asleep? nothing is coming to me.

today is sunday. i had to go to church by myself for the second week in a row. this is not an enjoyable experience. i would please like it to stop. k really its not that bad but still.

tomwomw there is no school!!! or school!!!! being work!!!! yaaay. so that means i get to do homework!!!! which is good. reading. lots of reading to do.

kk. so my brother went on his mission to mongolia. and two years is a long time. so he comes out with these crazy random stories all the time. and he's been home for...9 months or something. (wow that is a long time. wow.) so the other day in the library when i saw him he got talking about his mission...oh we were talking about drunk people? anyways. i guess this one time(and who knows its probably happened more than once) but this drunk guy came into his apt and was like going to kill him and the other missionaries. and one of the missionaries tried to tackle him or run out of the room and got punched. and somehow they got around him and were running for their lives down the dark hallway(cause they don't have lights in the hallways) and he was trying to chase after them......yeah crazy weird scary, i don't even believe half of the things he tells me cause they are so crazy. he has tons of stories like that and just pulls them out of now where and is like, oh yeah, this one time when i almost died.......anyways crazy stuff that doesn't seem real. cool.

friday....

TUESDAY! me and saren are going snowboarding!! cause she has free passes to beaver. so i am going to snowbaord! and fall off the lift a lot! cause i don't have to work on tuesday! go teacher work day!!!

FRIDAY! i have just remembered. that was strange. i think i am going crazy. we went over to austin/jason's for a root beer float shindig. that is what we did. had root beer floats. mmhmm. then we had pizza. cause brad is awesome. and likes to always have pizza. cause he works at papa murphy's.

the pain...

As you all should know, Saren and myself went to kickboxing last week. Now it was a pretty hard workout but tons of fun and I wanted to go back for sure. So today rolls around and Saren had to go meet with people for stuff...so she wasn't going to be able to go to kickboxing at 6:30. So we decided to try out the 'power toning' class at 5:30. Now I have gone to classes like this before, when I worked at the gym. They were hard but I really liked them. so... i figured it would be something similar. HOLY. COW. I almost died. It was INSANE. I told Saren I hated her like 4 during the class. And I meant it. It was one of the freakin hardest things I have ever done. I was shaking and weak and towards the end I couldn't stop laughing because it was just so ridiculous. She worked every single muscle group and we would do about a million reps with each one. And I should have used lighter weights. But 5 pounds? I figured I could handle it. She kept doing all this crazy stuff. And the abs went on for about 15 of the longest minutes of my life. We did all this crazy stuff and I was just laughing on the ground by this time. Thinking about how much I hated Saren for making me come to this torture chamber.

The class FINALLY ended and I slowly stopped hating Saren. I am still kinda shaky though. And I am already getting sore. The chances of me not being able to get out of bed in the morning are pretty good I would say. So moral of the story is: I am in terrible shape. I'd like to think I used to be in pretty good shape in my youth. I used to dance and tumble about 4 days a week. And yeah...I used to exercise I guess. Then the summer I was working at the gym I would go to the classes all the time. Yeah...anyways you don't really care about that. But I am gonna keep going cause its fun. To kickboxing. I won't be going back to that class of evil for awhile. Not unless Saren wants me to actually harm her.

Now I must write a definition of "what is geography" gag me. I think I am just not liking this class I have cause I don't really like the teacher. She just...i dunno, bugs me.

I had something else to write about......work was awesome today! There should be more days like that. always. There was something else though....darn. to bad.

thats what i think too.

i wanted to write a blog but i don't really have anything to say.

i know what i can say. i almost threw up at work today. yes it was one of those days.

and if i were to tell the story, which i won't, it would make me nauseous again. and i just ate dinner.

we just rented house bunny. i have seen this movie before. its kind of a dumb show but its pretty hilarious.

my toes are cold. they're always cold. good thing i have awesome slippers!!

i went to bed at 1 last night. and i didn't fall asleep till almost 3. then i work up at 3:30. and then again at 4:30 and i swear ashley was rummaging around doing something. i don't even know what.

i must go on to do my homework. bleh.


ahhhhhhhhh my scroller thing on my mouse pad isn't working. gaah

the new year.

I should be reading the rest of my homework. But i am angry at it cause its sideways and it doesn't turn around. and i'm not gonna print it off. plus i know its going to be stupid. cause all the other articles i just read plus the book i am reading are stupid. i can't say that i don't think they're not interesting. cause i guess some of it is. but other stuff is just stupid. like the chapter i just spent the last hour on. it was about the wilderness....and how there is no real wilderness....and we have created this romanticized idea of what the wilderness really is....and then i kind of stopped caring and so i couldn't tell you what the real point of it was about....

i got slippers!! they are pretty awesome. i would take a picture but i don't know where my camera is. they are boots. that are slippers. and they're grey (of course) and yellow stripedness. so very lovely. and fleece. and warm. no more cold toes!

i need to go grocery shopping...i don't really have food. but have somehow managed to survive the past week without it.

me and saren went to kickboxing at the rec center on tuesday. twas awesome. only 2 bucks! it was so fun. i miss working out like that. i was sore, still am. so fun, will be going again. and again. you should all come with us cause its so great!

hmmm...i guess i have run out of things to say. so i'll just be flipping the computer over so i can read my last article.

school begin

i had 99 posts last year. i almost made it to 100.


so....the semester hasn't gotten off to the greatest start ever....it stood outside for like 20 min and FROZE MY FACE OFF waiting for the shuttle. i should have just walked. no...it had to have been longer than 20 min, more like 25 - 30 minutes. so that made me almost 15 minutes late for class. then she only talked for 10 more minutes and then we were done. and i'm not even going to class on wed. oh dear. this is ridiculous. but not to worry. that class is going to be really....i was just going to say stupid, but i guess i'll give it a chance. so now i'm chilling in the library cause i don't have class till 10:30. but not to worry...i already have homework!!! so i'll just go get started on that......

something

Lately I've been feeling kinda....blah I guess. I feel like something needs to change. I need some change. But I don't know what. No idea. Something though. Something needs to change.


1- i like enya.
2- school is starting soon.
3- math sucks
4- i like my roommates. they're cool people. thanks roommates.
5- i like blankets
6- i need a haircut
7- i'm taking arts symposium again this semester on account of having no classes. is anyone taking it? i'd rather not sit by myself at all the shows again. anyone??
8- i like shoes. a lot.
9- i like to read. a lot.
10- i need to go to the eye doctor.
11- my hands are cold.
12- i like green beans.
13- nilla wafers are pretty good too.
14- i love my job. (even when it sucks.) those kids are just to stinking cute.
15- i need new pictures to put in my room.