why why why the snow?!?!

It snowed today.

Its cold outside.

on the way to work today i was composing a list of things i wanted to write in here but now i have forgotten them all. so i guess i'll make up a new list.

1- i really like barbecue sauce and ranch. or ketchup and ranch. goes good with hot dogs.
2- math boy had an emotional breakdown today. i was kind of jealous.
3- i don't know how you read past blogs becki. they make me want to curl up into the fetal position and die.
4- i am glad no one is home right now so i can movie watch with subtitles.
5- i haven't even attempted to start my papers.
6- i went to ward choir last night. and actually participated.
7- saren. you don't read this. but i think your hilarious!!
8- i had costa vida on saturday! (bajios is still better)
9- i am excited for spring.
10- movie is to good. end list.

are learning about when sea turtles lay thier eggs?

i should be doing hw.....but i should always be doing hw? i need to write a whole page of something that i am sure is really dumb......i don't even know. me katie saren and ashley went to dance kickboxingness. it was awesome yo!!!!

sad news. i have to go to class tomwomw morning cause a girl from my other class was borrowing my book. and then i have to go into work early. which is also kind of sad cause i keep forgetting that i have to go in early. and i just got really sick of writing this so i'm done now.

hunger

um. today i didnt get to eat breakfast. i had a bottle of water. then i came home and ate cream o wheat. which i totally loooove. and a little piece of the g-ma's cake. then i went to work. and some of it was kinda funny. then i came home. and was on the computer for a very long time not eating. so i had some toast. and the toast has lasted 3 seconds in my stomach and i am still starving. and cherry tomatoes. those didn't last very long either. so that still leaves me very hungry and not wanting to make anything real.

break

so i have totally found my new show to watch. New Amsterdam. I downloaded the pilot off itunes. then i watched the other two episodes online. it has really good music in it too. there was a death cab song that was really good but i don't know which one it was. i think i might be hooked.

i went to park city on wednesday with my friends. what a fun break for spring huh? snow and wind and cold and rain and hail. yeah super fun.....no it was. we got pizza hut!!!! and sat in a nasty hot tub. sometimes with old men. yeeeeeeeah. (totally just found the song. guess what i will be listening to for the next 3 weeks!?!?) i so yeah. hot tubbing. and sleeping on uncomfortable feather pillows. which are just awful. Thursday we went to the outlets shopping. I actually bought some stuff. that i really like. the dumb lady in areopostale left the security tag on jamils shirt so we had to go and get it off on friday. then when i got home...she forgot to take mine off too. hahahahahahaha. now i get to go to the mall sometime and get it taken off.

the last 30 minutes or so of shopping were pretty much hilarious and my favorite part of the whole trip i think. i don't even remember exactly what was so funny but thong shopping was involved. we ate at some place on main street that was ridiculously expensive. and that experience was also pretty hilarious. the waiter (foreign like the lady at the store, and every other worker in park city) wasn't a very good and he probably heard us talking about his awfullness a few times. hahaha. but he got his tip anyways cause he added onto our checks.

then we drove home today in weird weather. It was snowing, then sunny, then raining, then snowing in the sun, the rain, and finally sun! then i came home and got on the computer and have been watching tv shows. oh yeah. my shoes came today!!!! i LUV them. even though they are a little to big. but thats ok. i love them anyways.

tigers and lions and bunnies, oh my!

My watch has the date on it. And since feb. is A LOT shorter than the other months it is now several days off. And since theres been the whole daylight things i have no idea what time it is or what day it is. i could totally be late for my flight to alaska right now. sigh.

it is easter this month. and my grandma is in a ceramics class. both of these things means the living room has like 12,000 bunnies living in it right now. life size bunnies, bunnies in cars waving, bunnies in baskets, miniature bunnies, you name it we got it. cause you can't offend your grandma by not putting out all the ceramics she so lovingly makes for you. there is also a few bears. that are holding tiny bunnies.

My brother is coming home in less than 2 months. i can say that i'm not excited but i guess that would be a lie. its just so insanely crazy cause he will become a real person so SOON. In a matter of weeks even. The last day of the semester. Its just to crazy to process. He thinks hes going to go to utah state so i get to find a place for him and me to live. And i really need to get on that too.

a break for spring

My computer is going to die soon.

I have been reading all day. And last night too. It was an ok book. Well...I'm still not sure how I feel. Cause I didn't have enough time to decide how was feeling while I was reading the book. I guess thats what I get for reading it to fast. It was kind of stupid? I don't know.

Its spring break. Which means I don't have school!!!!!! Or work!!!!!!!!!! I can do nothing!!!!!! (sort of)

I have just been tackled by my little brother. He is pretty hilarious if I do say so myself. He has decided that he is now King Travis. And is replacing Chuck Norris in the world. hahahahaaa. oh dear.

My mom just made me make dinner. Wheat Thins commercials are really good. Am I the only one that didn't know it was daylight savings on sunday????

(save the cheerleader. save the world)

soooo the apartment has been been watching heroes lately. i am not addicted to it yet but i defineltiey could be soon. i am not doing any homework today. and this makes me very happy. and i am not going to class tomwowm. this also makes me very happy.

the little girl i help read to hates me. she really doesn't like me. today she was pretending to clean the desk. then i ripped the sponge thing in half trying to get it from her. then she wouldn't get off the floor. then she climbed underneath the desk. it was super fun. but then later she liked me cause i gave her pretzels. but its annoying.

i am hungry. i think i will make some ramen right now.

oh yeah. this heroes stuff is good.

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Just so you all know my brother is going to be home on May 2nd at 3:56 pm. Just so you know that is SOON.

i took a test today. then i sat in the library doing some english. I really like the library i don't know why i don't go there more. Its just so peaceful. Except i was feeling really antsy cause i was wanting to get up and dance like a crazy person, which one day i hope to do. So it was kind of hard to concentrate. I got to use my ipod turbo charger! pretty cool stuff. and now the computer is going to die so i can't finish this.

I decided today in the car that my friends dont have enough anger in their life and so i have to express it for them through my english grade. That really doesn't make any sense but i was really pissed about my stupid english paper. it was good. real good. and i dont like the score i got.

JC Chavez or whatever his name is from nysnc thinks he is really cool. He is a judge on americas best dance crew. and he think he knows everything. but he doesn't.

there is a song called chicken noodle soup. hahahaha

please don't get me sick

I would just like to let you all know that I love Urban Outfitters. I wish I lived next door to one and had lots of money. I love shoes too.

Last night I went to this dance aerobic class thinger with some of the roommates. It was way fun. I haven't done anything like that in awhile. And now my body hurts.

So I wrote my brother and told him the Wheel author died. It was really funny. He kind of freaked out a little. Going on about whether he left notes or part of the book so the new author would know what to write and how if we all prayed maybe he could tell someone. yeah...i thought it was funny.

i'm gonna make a list now.

1- its friday. and i like that.
2- i really need to write some essay today.
3- i really love my slippers. but there getting worn out.
4- i ate really good cereal this morning.
5- i have to go home tomwomw. which means i have to wake up at a reasonable hour.
6- something is wrong with my phone. it just dies a lot.
7- someone just walked in the door. its....ashley
8- she has a sinus infection. shes not feeling well
9- i need lunch
10- i got my pants back!!!!!!! yaaaaaaay!!!!!!
end list.

tomroowmw is wensbay

I got to see the breakfast club this weekend on tv. it was really good. not what i thought it was going to be like but i still loved it. um. i read a whole book this weekend too. it was kind of stupid this time around.

today is tuesday. but we had to go to monday classes. i don't think this makes any sense at all since there were plenty of mondays and fridays that we missed last semester and we never made those up. dumb. but i guess i'm not complaining cause that means i don't have to go to my two hard classes for a whole week.

oh yeah. the really exciting thing that happened. i took all my laundry home this weekend. there were at least 4 loads. and i bought a new laundry hamper! the old one was going to split the next time i was trucking all my clean clothes up the stairs. so my clothes were all over from not having anything to put them in. so i was loading all my clothes into the new one. it was great. then i drive back to school. which jeans on. when i get to school i start piling all my clothes on my bed and i think....uh oh...i don't have any pants.....i left them at home hanging up in my closet. hahaha. i think its hilarious. but maybe not when i don't have any pants left to wear. cause the ones i do have are disintegrating into nothingness they are so old. so it might be comfy pj week. good thing i have to go home on saturday. to get the car inspected, cut my hairs, and pick up my new pants, and my old pants. i will never do that again.

the mix i made for my ipod is terrible. don't listen to it.

sad day.

My binder was kind of just sitting on my computer just now. And somehow got wedged or something under one of the keys, and it just popped off and flew across the room. Now i don't know where it is. Or even what key it was. It's between the scroll and insert buttons. sad day.

LIVE BAND!!!!

Oh. My. Gosh. me, katie and others have just attended the valentines stake dance. i have only just recovered from the urge to commit suicide. it was that bad. there was a live band. i swear to you they played the same song the entire song. only sometimes this lady was singing. i'm pretty sure the words were the same the entire time. there are just no words to describe. DANCE CARDS. they had dance cards. no joke. and we had to stay till the very end cause someone asked katie for dance number 10. for the last hour at least we sat in the chairs against the wall and tried not to cry. and lots of hysterical laughing. and i sort of learned how to waltz. one bright spot. the last 5 minutes of the dance were pretty hilarious also. two bright spots. and we stole the table decorations. bright spot number three. only they were more like dim flashlights about to go die in a pitch black cave. when we came home we had a mini dance party in my room. to help bring us back to life. it was really fun and you all missed out. now i am sitting on my bed writing about this experience so that i will be able to remember it always and forever.

I hate using other computers other than mine cause I can never remember any of my user names or passwords. They are all really close but just a little bit different and i have to sit and type all of the different ones before I get the right one.

This weekend was pretty interesting. I went on a date. And to mardi gra. And sunday was quite full of activities to. (internet explorer is not telling me when stuff is spelled right. i don't like it)

I had something i really wanted to rant about but i can't remember what it is anymore. I should really be working on my essay right now but i just don't think bring myself to do it. knowing that its not a total piece of cray was a good confidence boost though. (thanks dumb writing center people.......

naptime!

Remember when i used to hate naps. yeah. now i love them. they are just so lovely. and since i have no homework and no work!!!!!!! or tomwomw. i got to take a nap.

now at first it wasn't the greatest nap. i was having a hard time falling asleep. about an hour later i was going to to get up. so i laid back down for a sec and boom. i was out. it was so nice i even had a crazy dream.

i remember hearing somewhere that its not good to take naps cause it messes with the stages of sleep and it messes you up if you can't go through all of them or something. so in order for that to all work out you really need to sleep for like 4 hours.

random piece of maybe true information. but my 2 hour nap was just fine for me. now i can go back to not doing homework for the rest of the day and be happy.

blue men and birthdays

so let me just say. i wish i could tell you what happened at work today. it was crazy insane intense. i'll have to leave it at that, so you can trust me. it was crrazzy.

i went home friday so i could go to travis' last basketball game. strange days at rocky mt. jr. high. i am so glad i don't have to go to jr. high anymore. twas cool though, they totally blew them out of the water!!! yeeah. he even scored. then i saw 27 dresses. good show.

saturday was my birthday!!!!!!! the big 2-0! oh gosh i am so old. who turns 20 these days? i got everything i asked for and more!!!!! 4 books!!!!!!! all 4 that i asked for. it was awesome. and perfume and a printer. which i did not ask for but i'm not going to complain. and cake!!! love cake. i always compare all my birthdays to my 16th birthday which was the most absolute awful birthday i have ever had. so in comparison it was wicked sweet. and to top off all those nice birthday gifts i got to go to blue man group with my fam.

blue man group was SO KEWL! now the seats were not the best but it was ok it still rocked. they were hilarious and blue. i now love PBC pipe. and sticks to swish through the air at incredibly high speeds. and it was funny. and it was just awesome i would totally go again. anytime.

sunday was the next day in the weekend. church was interesting as usual. in sunday school we were talking about ch. 16 in 1st nephi and one of the girls in my class declared, "moses is hott." which two t's even. then i got dinner. i love when my mom cooks good food. and more cake!! yahoo!! then i was forced to drive back to logan in the BLIZZARD. in the middle part of the canyon i was just driving where ever i felt the need. and i like 4 wheel drive. so i made it back safely.

then there was super bowl watching. it was really hard to pretend to care what happened. i kept having to ask really stupid questions about the teams. and even at the end, which was intense. i really didn't care. but go giants...or patriots?? i don't even remember who won. they were both close. so they must have tied.

no i should be going to do my english. or not.

i am siiiiinnnnnging

i am only writing this cause i was already signed in. which is cool cause its not always like that. OK?!?!

uh. i got cake at work today for one of the little kids birthdays. i am considering buying cupcakes for tomwowm cause my birthday is on saturday! wahoo. i am going to blue man group to. wahoo.

no i must write my paper. that i am actually not dreading. wahoo.

things i am thankful for

1-that it is the weekend
2-i'm not driving home
3-i don't have any necessary homework that needs to be done.
4-i didn't get beat up at work today. which i think could have been a possibility. i was told "i hate you" several times today. but then i got a hug.
5- that even though it snowed this morning its not negative 13 degrees.
6- that its not -54 like it is in mongolia
7-i have my slippers on
8-i didn't go to class this morning which means i got to sleep in!
9-i emptied the dishwasher so the apartment doesn't feel like a total disaster.
10-i am listening to music to destress after almost getting beat up
11-i am eating 'nilla wafers. gosh i love these things
12- i got to get ready sitting in the sink this morning.
13-next week is parent teacher conf. which means i get days off.
14-i like the jeans i have on
15-no one is home. and i am enjoying it for the moment
16-A*Teens just came up. how can you not love the A*Teens?

i was just gonna write a blog. but i don't think i can anymore.

do you remember the red paperclip guy? that got the house? yeah.

weekends.

I went home this weekend. el matadors is a very good place to eat. love cheese.

also it was vampire zombie weekend on tv i guess. on friday i watched stealth (which isn't about vampires or zombies. but still) with the parents and the dogs. On saturday resident evil was on. which is definetly about zombies. but it was actually pretty stupid. but i still wanted to see the second one. which was going to be on sunday evening. on sunday i watched lots of different movies. i am trying to figure which ones i watched. blade: trinity, underworld, and the fifth element. underworld was a pretty good show, it was on the same time as resident evil: apocalypse, i was very torn over which one to watch but underworld won. and i want to see the second one. it didn't all make sense but i think a lot got cut out for time. i know i watched something else....but i can't think of what it was. oh well. action movies. zombies and vampires all around. so yeah...my weekend was really interesting..... at least i enjoyed myself. and i even remembered to wear my bra the whole time!!