I only have to work one more day. And then i don't have to go back till january. you have no idea how happy this makes me.

Last night i rented meet the robinsons. I love this show it is hilarious. I just looked online and the smiths redbox currently has stardust. which i have not seen yet and would like to see. mmhmm.

Today at school i got bread from the special ed department. Great harvest. mmmmmm. that and i haven't had bread in weeks. plus olive garden leftovers for lunch today. was all very yummy and delicious.

i am sort of almost not may be getting sick. i really don't want to get sick. so i have been taking my vitamins.

if anyone knows what i can get the rest of my family members for christmas that would be great. you can just let me know.

the end is near

I AM ALMOST DONE. i am so close. I have my awful geography test is towomwo. and then i must write my paper. once again if you have any personal philosophy on the environment just let me know!!!!!!!!!!!! I just ate lots of baby blueberry muffins. They were really yummy. i am really tired. i have been getting tired really early lately and i don't really like it that much.

i had this really disturbing dream the other night. it didn't like it so much.

memory loss

As I was laying down on the couch just a moment ago resting my eyes I was thinking about something really weird. But I can't remember what it was. Something about cowboys I think? No. It wasn't.

Today I learned that these 5th grade people have Facebooks. I am not sure how I feel about that. Is that normal? Do 5th graders these days have facebook and myspace? uhhh. I should be writing my paper right now. And since i can't remember anything that i was going to write i guess i'll go get on facebook instead.

its december

The past few nights I have been having the most insane dreams. Insane enough that I actually haven't been able to sleep. It's been weird. School is almost over. Just one more week, a few tests, and a paper and I will be done. Oh gosh.

Today I went with Ashely and Katie so Ashley could drop a paper off. When we got back we were locked out of our house. That was exciting.

Oh and last night Katie was returning her Redbox and she had a flat tire. It was funny. We were quite helpless.

Country music is playing right now?

snow.

yes it snowed today. quite a lot actually. It wasn't the most pleasant thing to walk around in. sadly i will not be able to wear my flower shoes when its wet. cause my feet were quite wet. frown. i was not prepared at all for snow. i need to be able to mentally prepare for what is to come. and since i wasn't i don't like the snow. good thing i didn't have to go out to recess today.

uh. i bought christmas decorations. well my mom did. they are really cute. i have a santa and a snowman and a tree statue. and a super cute table cloth. you are jealous, i can feel it.

uh. i'm done i guess.

i'm out

hm. we had thanksgiving dinner for fhe. it was real thanksgiving dinner. delicious. real. turkey potatigtosifj. everything. and then there was a pinata. yeah. for real.

i have been on the computer way to long.

I have finished all the books now so I can know concentrate and come back to the real world now. I mean i recognize that the books aren't even that good and very predictable. But you just get sucked in. And it's amazing. So yes. I hated the way it ended and I am furious at two of the characters. Which is why i stopped reading in the middle of the most intense chapter last night and went to bed. Buts its over now. Maybe if she wasnt such such a slutbagwhoreface. (i feel very strongly about this.) The obsession won't begin again until next year when the last one is supposed to come out? or something.

I am still listening to my shiny toy guns song.

I think some interesting thins happened this week but I really couldn't tell you what they were. But as for this week its going to be amazing. 3 out of the 4 classes I have on Monday and tuesday were canceled!! woooooo. I am just going to get my tests from the one and then leaving. So that means I don't have school for a whole freaking week. And then only two days of work........ and then no work till tuesday!!!! That is a muchly needed break.

I need to take math next semester. (i would rather die.)(and become a vampire) But first I have to take the placement test. Which I will fail. So if anyone wants to take that for me it would be greatly appreciated so I don't have to start back at math 900.

The thing I have eaten today is 1 and a half cupcakes. But I don't have anything to eat. I am holding out till the break and my mother can take me shopping and buy me lots of good things. But tonight me and the roommates and making a real dinner with real food and I am excited.

I think the fridge is going out again. The temperatuteure is lower than it should be.

I am excited to see my dogs this week!!!!!! and my family i guess.

i finished the second book now. it wasnt near as good as the first one. so after i take my three tests this week i can start reading the third one. but i found out to my disapointment that there is going to be a fourth book so that means the third one wont end how i want it to either.

last night i went to the basketball game. it felt a little like a church ball game. i loved it.

twilight...

is only one of the best books ever read? just a little. got through it all in a day and have started the second one. its not going as good. but don't worry i read ahead and its going to end good. not as i had hoped for but hopefully that will happen in the third book.

i like the song Rainy Monday by shiny toy guns.

and i haven't eaten all day. so i'll do that now.

i should write

I should write in this. But i always forget. certainly not from a lack of things to do though. ....that didn't make any sense just now. I think all the people in my class are socialists and they just don't know it yet. last night i made a gingerbread house. yes the first week of november and i am already for christmas!!!! not. we had to for someones work i guess? it was fun and i got to keep the peppermint andes mints were delicious and i plan on using them in cookies that i will make sometime soon.

food is sounding very good right about not please. i declared my major today. for real. i have really been feeling the need to do that so that it was final. then i felt like i could actually do it. that didn't make sense either. currently the classes i am needing to take make it so that my classes start at 7:30 AM and 8:30 AM in the morning. should i shoot myself now or wait till the semester actually starts. hopefully i will be able to change the 7:30 class cause that is the real killer. i also need to take math......

i wish i could talk about my work. cause its really interesting and funny things happen a lot. i need to be more assertive though. it is a work in progress.

food.

So I am a little out of practice with the whole writing of the papers for school thing. It's a one page paper on a movie I watched two weeks ago. And I can't do it. I just can't.

I went to Provo this weekend. And dress shopping. And funness.

Then I drove home and was really super tired. So I slept for a very long time before I drove back up to school. And now I am here not being able to write the easiest paper in the world.

Now its off to Wal Mart to continue not doing my paper.

happy to be lice free.

So I just found out that i did bad on my test......again.....but on the up side i did get checked for lice today and am proud to say that i am lice free. So if i can just do good on the two tests that i have for tomromw my week will be over for with school. yeah for the bioneers conf for canceling my class. and yay for fall break. So i just have to go to work where i hope nobody gives me lice.

Must now get back to communication, and abuse, and russia and middle america.

My Weekend

i feel the need to tell you all about my friday night. cause i did lots of things but at the same time abosolutely nothing.

So it was just me and ashely cause katie and saren were not about to play with us. so we finally decided on going to the institute fiesta thinger that was being held. Before this we totally splurged and purchased Pizza Hut. We ate almost the entire thing except two small slices left over for each of us for breakfast the next day. We headed up to the institute. When we got there we peaked in the doors and immidieatletley decided to leave. Yeah so it was super fun........ When we got back home we went hot tubbing cause it was raining and we thought it would be fun. It was. For some reason it was really bubbly and you would have thought you were in a giant bubble bath. Kind of like in Harry Potter. Only no ghosts. It was fun. After we were over heated we came back and got in our pj's and went to wal mart and bought assorted cookie dough products. When we came back saren and her date were still playing guitar hero. We wanted them to leave. So we sat in the kitchen. Then room mate Kristen came home and told us about her fun date. She got home at 10: 51. It was that fun. When Saren and her date finally departed the tv was ours. We made our cookie dough into cookies and they were delicious. We watched Just Like Heaven which I had only seen once before and really liked. When that was over it was late and I went to bed.

this has been a very long paragraph and I am sorry for not splitting it up.

I went home and saturday cause that is what everyone else seemed to be doing for conference weekend. My mom bought me lots of paper products. Toliet paper, paper towels, and kleenexs. So if anyone needs to borrow some I will share. tgi's, taras house, and the driveway consisted of the rest of my night.

conference watching and sleeping was on sunday.

i do know.

I got my wallet!! yayaayya. its super cute and i love it. and now all my cards and change won't have to fall out onto the floor at a restearlanet anymore more. z

I am currently sitting on katies bed in a very uncomfortable position. but i was printing something off the printer. so get over it.

I have the great opportunity of reading over 40 articles of who knows what for my class on thursday. I haven't started yet. so it should be super exciting.

for fhe we played human fussball. uhh...i don't think i'm the greatest at it.

nope

I really don't know how to communicate. I noticed today that when someone talks to me I usually know what were talking about but when they say something to me I have no idea what their talking about. That makes no sense at all but I swear it always happens to me. And it takes me a longer than usual time to answer because it takes so long to process what they are even talking about. And working at an elem. school and going to college is really confusing too. Cause someone says something about school and I start thinking about elem. school which is work. Like when I took my papers into the district office for work she said some stuff about school but I didin't know which school she was talking about. So confusing.

Today when on the way to take my paperwork in for work(school) there was this way awesome house. It was so pretty and old looking and I loved it.

Today I got to go underneath campus into the tunnels where the pipes are.

I am going home tomwowm. And I am going to pick up my paycheck, see my new dog, and get a new phone. And laundry. Lots of Laundry.

i'm watchin newsies

This weekend was quite the adventure. We decided to go camping this weekend so on Friday we packed up and drove up the canyon to go camping. We thought that at the most there would be 20 people there that we had invited and knew and such. Around 8 these 2 boys came and set up this big circus tent thing, it really was a circus tent, it was bright red. They said they were coming back later with a few more people. So later that night at like...probably 11 at least 25 people showed up. It was insane. Altogether there were 50 of us? It was crazy. It was fun though. We had hot dogs, chips, a million different kinds of cookies, and smores!!! Lots of food. We took a walk around 1 to look at the stars. Then we went to sleep on the hard hard hard ground.

Next morning we got up at 9 and everyone else had left. It was very strange. Me and the rest of our smelly selves went out to eat. There was a parade for homecoming and we watched some of it and when me and 2 others were ready to leave we said we were going to leave. The other 2 didn't want to leave yet but I said that I was leaving even if there weren't with us. So we got in the car and waited a few minutes and pulled around and waited some more and honked the horn. They still weren't coming so we left them there to walk home. I have never done something like that. I felt a little bad?

For the football game it was rainish sort of drizzle dampness. I got wet. The game lasted 3 and a half hours...and we stayed for the whole thing? Yes, and we lost. The last 53 seconds the other team scored again. We lost, and I was wet. Then Holes was on tv and I watched it and went to bed.

Oh yeah. The past couple night I have been waking up and thinking that my contacts are still in? Yeah and its kind of a half awake half sleeping walking thing. Its really creepy and I hate it. The other night I yelled or something....I don't know. And I don't like it. I know I keep doing it cause there is a light right outside my room and it really is quite bright. You can see everything in my room and it looks like it might be day outside. And so it confuses me and sometimes it feels like I can still see clearly. (which I can't) So I think my contacts are still in. Last night I mentally prepared myself and told myself a few times that I had indeed taken out my contacts.

one day

Last Thursday I went home to go to my cousins reception. It was great fun and I got to see the fam and cousins and it was great. So the next day after laundry was done me and my dad went up to my grandmas house to go to the animal shelter to get a dog or a cat.

Long story short it took 3 hours, I was an hour late for work and she now is the proud owner of 2 cats and a dog. The dogs name is Sweetie. Sweetie is a boy and and has a cold. But hes pretty cute. While we were and the anmial shelter there was this other dog that was really just super cute. We couldn't look at her then cause she had just came in or something. So the fam went in today and got her.

So long story short I know have 2 dogs. Dusty and Patty. Patty is short for Padawon learner. (Star wars) So yeah. Real creative. Apperantly shes fat? I don't know, I won't get to see her for another week or so until I go home.

My carpel tunnel is defeintly getting worse and I haven't even been typing that much.

Today me and some of my friends drove up the canyon to look if there were any spots to go camping this weekend. Well I wanted to kill some of them but we can't reserve anything and we are just going to have to go up and find a spot in the morning. I am really excited though cause I haven't been camping in ages. You are all invited to come too. It should be a good time.

Oh yeah. My ctr ring came today. It's pretty cute, I am just going to have to get used to cause its not like my other one. But it feels so good to have a ring back on. I have been going crazy.

Today for my class we walked around campus looking at trees and shrubs. Then I got to go home.

i am sick maybe

Well getting sick at least. My nose and the back of my eyes hurt.

Today I played a lot of ddr. Lots. And some guitar hero.

Then I attempted to go to family home evening. I went to the house and we were there for 30 minutes or so. This whole time I was wishing I hadn't gone because I really needed to get some reading done. So when we all finally were leaving to go up to the field place to play ultimate frisbee. I just walked back to my apartment so I could read. So I sorta went.

It kind of sucks that I am really not supposed to talk about my job. Cause really interesting/sometimes funny things happen. So just know something interesting happened today. I wish I had more to write. I should stop complaining about not having anything to write about cause that just makes it all the more boring.

ehhhhh

I really haven't had much to do today. I don't really have a lot of homework at the present moment. So I layed in bed for awhile cause the couch is uncomfortable and I didn't want to go sit in it. Then I almost went to go get my hair cut but then once again felt to lazy to get up. This is boring so I will stop writing now.

We are going country dancing tonight though....and that always proves to be an interesting expierence. We shall see.

rain rain. i love you.

Today right after I got home from buying yogurt and milk. (I eat a lot of dairy products) It began to rain. Not just rain, but pour. There were rivers in the parking lot. And it was really windy and making it all really misty and big like...current of rain coming down. Sheets would be a more appropriate word I suppose. Sheets of rain coming down. It was awesome. Me and Katie stood on the porch thing with our chip bags and watched the whole thing. There was a ton of rain coming out of the gutters and pouring on the street. It was just cool folks.

Then we went to institute and the teacher was yelling at the boy and telling him he didn't know anything. And then we got really wet from more rain. Then I pretended to read some of my book for school.