i am in love.

with sitting in my bed till all hours of the day(or night) watching movies on my laptop. I don't even have to get out of bed. It's like heaven.

i have had such a lovely weekend. on sunday the fam got to talk to daniel. we only got to talk for 30 min though. so it really wasnt very long at all. we ate food.

for christmas i got:
laptop!!!!!!!
fm transmitter for ipod(finally)
clothes.
shoes.
lots of lotion that i have no idea when i will use.
and some other things. it was a good christmas.

oh yeah. step up and sweet home alabama. i watched them both yesterday. i also started reading a book that travis got for christmas. then i changed my sheets. i have not changed them in....its been awhile. sleeping in new sheets is possibly one of the best things in the entire world. i luv it. so over all it was a pretty good christmas.

tis the season

I had my last baby sitting experience on WEDNESDAY. luuuuv that baby. We are good friends. I had to go to tumbling that day to. That was fun. I got lotion from colby. I like colby, he makes me laugh. And I found my check. (which i think has been there for awhile only I haven't seen it....) uhhhh. I watched The Great Escape that night. It's an old war movie. The end was sad. But I'd have to say that it was really really really good.

Oh yeah. sorry this is out of order. On TUESDAY. I had to go to work at 8. In the morning. For staff meeting. They gave us BELLS. BELLS. That was our christmas gift. WOOT WOOT. Since I was somehow put in charge of decorating for the Holiday Open House (ie. feeding the homeless at the library) I got to cut our trees for the next 3 hours. Which was SOOOOO nice since it meant I didn't have to books away. After I got off work I called my dad cause we were gonna go christmas shopping for my mom. So we met my mom at Olive Garden. All you can eat SOUP SALAD AND BREADSTICKS. Which is pretty much my favorite meal ever. After that me and my dad ventured off to find one of those bike things....you sit and pedal but never go anywhere. yeah. So we found one of those and then I went back home. Lata that night myself and my friends went to Christmas Village in Ogden. Froze our butts off and walked around. It was cute. Then we all came back to my house and had hot chocolate and did white elephant gifts. Those ar funny. Then we played backwards truth or dare..............yeah.

now back to THRUSDAY. I slept in till 11. Soooooooo nice. Went to work till 6. Came home and me and the parentals ate lots and lots of food. Nachos, shirmp, cookies, chocolate cherry things, french dip, etc etc etc. Now I am composing this blog nad watching While You Were Sleeping. OH yeah. got my grades. I will share them later once all the classes have been posted?? I seem to be missing one. happy thursday now.

day 2 of sitting on babies

i have had to sit on a baby. he's cute. he looks like curious george the monkey. we watch movies together.

last night we, being jessica jamil and logan, went to go see the house in west haven that has the music and the lights and its cool. only we heard half a song and they turned if off. so then we drove up to ogden to see the house that had like noahs ark last year. we took a brief stop at hollys for her christmas surprise. then by the time we left and drove up to the house they had turned there lights off, only they didnt really have any anyways. it was still fun though. made my night more exciting. i have to go to work in a bit. one day. i'll go down to the break room. hope i get to do something funish tonight. good bye.

you can always count on me

yesterday was my last day of finals. aahhhhhhhhhh. done done done done done. I. Am. Done. so much relief. and so much stress has been lifted off my chest. Last night i watched a really awkward episode of Men in Trees with my dad. But it was funny. and today was so nice. I slept in then my grandma took me shopping. I want my shoes now!!!! Then work. Now I am home watching Jingle All the Way with the folks.
I thought I had a lot more to say. But I guess not. I must have forgotten what i wanted to say??? ohs well.
The movie is over now. The downstairs christmas tree looks really ugly. I don't know what there is about it but it just does. All junky or just ugly.
I don't have to work towmonrawk !!!!! and I am getting my hair cut and I am going to Provo. But it's supposed to snow towmaos so I hope the roads aren't bad. Cause that would just be no fun.

WCL

i should be studying. really there is no reason why i should be writing some boring blog when i should be studying for anthopology. only i was studying. and i am looking through my book, which i stopped reading after the last test, and i dont even recognize anything out of it. and i havent really been studying since i did study for my other tests and still only scored in the mid 70's so i figured whats the point.
today at work. i only had to put away one cart and then there was no more. so lovley. i wish it could always be december at the library. i cleaned the toy instruments and then i wrote WCL on all the chess pieces and put iredescent nail polish over them. it was so very nice.
earlier that day i was sitting on babies. well one baby. he is really cute. makes me laugh. i have not changed a diaper in years and years. i almost put it on backwards at first. he didnt even cry when his dad left. i watched nemo and tarzan. i love disney movies like that. then i came home and tried to study but fell asleep instead. then i went to work. and i alreayd wrote about that. tomwomw is officially going to suck. i have to wake up far to early. oh yeah. at work there was see's candy. and i got to take the rest of the box home cause i was the last one to be at work that night. not that i really ate any of it. but its much funner to cut them all in half to see if you would want to eat than to acutally eat the candy.
ok. i must go look at my book some more.

thats right.

this is my schedule this week. i have basically written it in every notebook and every other paper surface that has been near me for the past three days. so i thought i would share it with all you people.

this is the stats or whatever you want to call them. from last month at the library. that is my first month of work. i think i may be out doing myself. and all i got was a 'great job!' yaaayyyy......

went to the rejects last night. i will give some highlights. it was cold outside. i didnt buy a shirt! the format disapointed me. motion city was fine. the rejects = mainstream. (i say this mainly from reading Just Listen, its still true though) swing swing was amazing. go 9th grade! one of their old songs, i forget was fun too. katie threw up. still not sure where. outside...in the crowd...bathroom...dont know. move along was fun to. water at wendys. sleeping when i got home.

i dont really have anything to say i just wanted to type on the new keyboard we got cause i like the way it sounds. i went to my classes for the last time EVA today. it was a very good feeling. so now i just have to get the tests out of the way and i can not have to think about school for a whole month. owiejfafkl YAAAAYyyyy. i walked back down to the library after class to return my books and i brayden was going into the library so i chatted with him for a minute. Then i headed back down the hill to ride the shuttle back to the dee events center. where i had a parking ticket?? yes. cause i had put my pass in my moms car when i had to drive it to school on wed. so yeah. i know owe the stupid school 15 bucks cause my pass wasnt in my car. i am gonna see if i can not have to pay it or something since i acutally have a pass it just wasnt in my car. i think i would hate driving around to see if people had the right little pieces of paper hanging in thier window. i think maybe i'll see if my mom will pay it cause it was her fault i had to drive her car to school cause i had to leave to pick up the litte kiddies from jr. high.

(sometimes. travis gets really angry. and its like a domino effect and creates tension in the whole house.)

STOP ISSSS....

ok. so here is my dad today. there was good things and bad things. it was neither the best day or the worst day that i have had.

this morning when i woke up i acutally got ready on time. Other than slamming my finger in the door it was fine. i drove to school. umm had classes. dont remember those. then i drove to my moms work. (i hang out with her before i go to work. cause i am cool.) so i ate my tv dinner she brought for me and some bread that people had brought for her work. i dashed over to work. began the 4 hours of torture. i didnt even get to make copies or anything. well i guess i did have to go put the die cuts away. but that is not exciting. i really have tried to like or at least tolerate my work. but i just cant. i dont talk to anyone. i just bend over and put books away. every one in a great while i get asked to to something else that takes like 2 min. the money i make isnt even worth it. i just...there are so many things. i cant take it. so after the torture session. i started to drive home. i have no no no no gas in my car. listened to only slightly good music. my mom called on the way home to inform me that she did not go get any dinner cause travis was at a friends. i was not happy. at all. so i got home. wandered around a bit ate some nasty food. me and the dog watched some tv. the OC. (ohhhh i miss seth) men in trees (LUV. this show) ugly betty and greys were old and i didnt really like those epidsodes. watched some more tv. travis came home. then i was sitting at the computer and i leaned on the thing where the keyboard is. and it totally collapsed and totally scared the crap out of me. then i laughed. and now i am here. needing to go study for my test tomomwowm. bah. so i guess.....my dad was more on the bad side. but i am ok now. thanks for asking.

seriously

why does my family go to bed so early? it is only nine. and they are all getting ready to go to bed. so they will be in bed by 9 30 or 1o. its rediculous. i hate it. argh. please stop.

I think my mom is in missionary mom denial or something.

Last night i slept in my mom and dads bed half the night. its not nearly as big as it used to be.

ahhhh. i really do not even know why i watch stupid one tree hill. Its on right after americas next top model. and so i just leave the tv on. (haley just got fun over, she pregnant by the way.) its so stupid. i mean everything about it. form the stealing the scores to the calc tests to the punching the dead man that just ran over your prenang wife. i mean. AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh

oh yeah.

and the little girl that likes to steal things was upstairs on the computers and i waved to her.

the land weeps.

today was a good day i suppose. it was snowing. a lot. i had to give my report in soc. today. it went alright. maybe if none of the people had been there. work was excellent. tuesday night is my favorite night cause there is never anyone there. and i got to take a tour which took like an hour. then i had to go make like a billion copies. i hope i did them right.....then i had to clean all the toys they had used earlier that day for something. so i only had time to put away books for like an hour. it was so nice. than on the way home i had my usual tues night dance and singing party. it doesnt really matter if there are cars around me. i party out anyways. i think i am losing my voice. at least i was at work. every time i had to say something. it didnt really come out. just croaking type noises. or maybe i am just turning into a frog. so after i got home. i ate 5 pieces of pizza. and they were good. and now i think it might be time for me to go to bed soon. cause i'm not going to read my home work.

post script

i think i might be getting sick. my throat hurts and its all red. ahhhhalkdfsafd. i thought i was doing so good in not getting sick. seeing as my little brother (fondly known as travis) had already been like deathly ill twice. i will go take some drugs.

stop it.

so. i am not in a good mood right now. I hate going to work. it puts me in the worst mood when i get home. cause i am just tired and i hurt and i hate it. so i get onery. and it annoys me. so this isnt going to be what i wanted it to be.

the break was soooo lovely. i was going to get my stupid book read. and somehow it just didnt ever really happen. so now i am even more screwed than i was anyways. i saw 007. excellent show. loved it. thanks giving was great. lots of good food and marathon tv. friday was fun...i guess. dont remember it. sat was good to. partay at braydens house. played pool. ate WAY to much food. loved it.

today is sunday i had to go to work. so after sacrement meeting i left. then went to work. some lady tried to steal a book. and they called the police. i loved it. cause i just happened to be putting away dewey books (i hate this. and try to always avoid and such) but that whole section is behind circualtion where the lady and the cops were. and it must just have really good acoustics cause you can hear everything perfectly back there. so i was listening to that. all very intertesting. then i had to go put the spainsh books away and those are right behind circ. so it was even better. so yeah. that was just about how interesting my sunday was. and now i need to go write my other report for soc. which i dont want to do. i need to be doing my anthro one. but whatever. i will stop writing now cause i wish i was in a better mood.

u suck.

today at the library. i really thought i was going to kill these two different parents. they were both on a freakin power trip. sorry but just becuase you dont have control over anyone else doesnt mean you get to freakin be so mean to your kids. acutally. i'm glad you are. cause i will love the day when they rebel because you are so freakin stupid and there will be nothing you can do about it. and bringing your kids to the library so you dont have to watch them? ew. or wait. so you can make your 8 year old son watch them. and then get MAD when they go get the toy they wanted. but becuase you are just so much in love with your power trip you make him go put it back FOR NO REASON except that you can make him just because your bigger than he is? argh. it made me so mad. i wanted to go kill both of them.

but the beginning of work was good. i got to go make copies downstairs. sometimes i like that place.

ahhhh 3 pages left.

I have written 2 whole pages. so i am taking a break. (not that i didnt take a break like 4 minutes ago.)

my weekend:

friday was a pretty good day. after i got home from work i got to sit. for a bit. then we all went to chili's. i got good food and was very full. we had been planning on going to some institute concert thing. but some of us didnt really want to go. so we went to the movies!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally. we saw stranger than fiction. it was pretty good. a little odd. but still good. so that was a pretty expensive night what with chilis and a movie and all. then i came home and got to sleep in the next morning.

saturday was also wonderful. at work i got to help with some activity they were doing for the kids and i got to drink pink lemonade and eat nilla wafers. and got to help set up and clean up and such. so that meant not having to put books away. which is even better. then i came home. got ready for the concert!! and ate my leftover chilis and some brownies. then we left for salt lake. and waited outside for a bit. got in. i reluctantly purchased a t-shirt. we watched the first band. which was really good. then it was INSANE. INBETWEEN the freakin bands. it was rediculous. i was so angry. then cute is what we aim for came on. we went more to the back. they are good live. i could recognize there song. but they are not someone i would listen to normally. hence the reason i didnt know any of the words. then there was reggie and the full effect............and let me tell you. we got the full effect. it was HORRID. and you could definelty tell he had some issues with touring with hellogoodbye. he kept making comments about how amazing and cheap his concerts are and his fans and stuff. then he did a stripteas? type song and....yeah. and then we waited in excitment. saren and tara found us.....yeah....then they the jumping up and down and screaming and singing started!!!!!!! ahhhh. it was soooooo good. i knew every single song. they played all the ones i wanted to. and omg. it was just great. there was this stupid stupid boy that came and was totally and compeletly in my way. but it was ok. then we came home. and i went to sleep and got to sleep in.

then i woke up late and needed to shower. so i was like 45 min late to church. then RS was boring. then sunday school. i ate lots of candy and we had our usual hilarious converstaions. then i came home and ate more food. and should now be finishing writing my stupid paper that is due on tues. then after that i need to finish reading my cannibalism book so i can start that report. i think i might go find some food real quick to finish off my break time.

so overall. it was on average and very very expensive weekend. but all of it was worthwhile. i would do it again. off to the brownies now.

aaahahaahaha

i think i just saw the funniest thing of my life. i was driving home from my grandmas (no more leaves yaaaay!!) and i was coming up on the gas station in hooper and there was this mini van in front of me and this bird (rather large) flew in front of it and flew across it over the side of the road and just dropped. bam. it took me a second to register that it must have got hit. thats when i started laughing. AAAHAHAHAHA. the van didnt even tap on its breaks. just kept right on driving. oh man. it was really funny. not that i didnt take a second to mourn for the bird after i was done laughing. but it was his fault anyways. cause of my whole bird society consperace (can not sp) theory. he meant to do it. and failed his mission.

Today while i was putting books away. there was this book with the name of

Everyone Poops

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dlksfjlskdfjlskdfj;sdkfjlskdfj;aosijflkjslkfjs lkfj slf jsjflaskfjowieajflknflskjfoafsaldfkjlkasfj alskdfj alsdfkj

breathe breathe breathe. oh man. i was going to check it out but then i didnt know if i was allowed to? am i allowed to check the books out even though i work there. cause there are a few movies i would like to get. although none of them are called Everyone Poops. HAHAHHAAHAHlsjflfjl.

you arent making any sense.

Yesterday was my 95th birthday!!!! I suppose you could say that it could have gone better. But thats ok.

So, yesterday was staff development day at the library. i had to wake up super early to be in huntsvile in time to get my flu shot. Then i preceded to look lost and dejected because i dont know anyone that works there and all my coworkers are old. So i sat by these people listened to them talk and drink there coffee. (i'm surprised they hired me. cause i think all the library employees drink coffee) then we had a person talk about nutrition. which i find extremely relevant to my job. and we recieved a book called nutrtion for dummies. after that there was a lovely presentation on dental hygenie. cause that is also very important to my job. i use dental hygenie in my job every day. then i sat some more. texted a bit. to make it look like i was doing something. oh yeah. i nice lady gave me her pen to use. but i didnt get it back cause i couldnt find her after it was over but she has her name taped on it so i assume she probably wanted it back i felt bad. soooooo after lunch. we listened to something about customer service. which might have acutally been useful had it not been all about health care? but the lady was funny. then there was some other crap and we FINALLY got to go home. i did talk to a few people. so i suppose that was good. but people that work at the library are just WEIRD. thats all there is to it. i also decided that i dont like it at all. and i want to quit. i am going to give it a little longer but i do not like it at all. so i drove home down the scary canyon in the rain with cars headlights blinding me.
when i came home and sat for a bit then went to katies where we watched cars. and i slept. becki called me. i enjoyed that. then i kind of watched the movie. i would like to watch the whole thing maybe. it looked cute. when that got over it was only 10 40. and i wanted to die. it felt soooo stinking late. so we watched the style network and talked. then at 11 30. . .we headed home. i went to bed and got two texts in them middle of the night but luckily i had it on silent so that made me glad. i got to sleep in which was so very cause i didnt get to yesterday.
oh yeah. thanks for the birthday wishes from everyone. all...2 of you maybe. people just dont understand it. just except it folks. i plan on being around for a long time.
then i went to church and just had a grand old time. then came home and we all made nachos for lunch. yum. no i just go be a slave to my home work.

The hood on my coatjacket.

makes me look like a jedi.

good times. good times.

today at church we once again relived the lesson that all of us girls had when we were 12 year olds. it was obviously tramatic enough that we are still remember it quite vividly. the men keep asking what the story is about. but they really dont need to know. i lauhged really really really hard. oh boy. hahahahahahhahahahahahAHAHAHAHAHHA

my first job.

so my first day of work. (i hate saying that) was uneventful. i cleaned books?(yes they clean them) and read stuff. then i put books away. apperantly some people dont know about dewey. as in the system. and boss lady was quite amazed that i could organized them. there is another person that just got hired for work study. i was thinking oh. its probably some girl in her 20's or such. no.....not exactly. she like 45 and wears glasses that magnify her eyes. and she talks like a redneck. so i guess that dream was dashed away.....i dont think there is really anything else to say. i am getting a flu shot.

last night aftere i came home from work. and no one was home. i had no idea where any of them where. so i started calling my parentals cellular phones. ha. what a joke. i think i called about 14 times on each of their phones. and left 2 very happy messages on my dads phone. so i fed the dog and ate some mashed potatoes. and then i was going to have some ceareal but we had no milk. so fianlly my dad calls to tell me they are at traivs' basketball game. i ask if they will be brining home dinner. they said no but they would bring me home dinner cause travis wanted to eat at big jims(big jims is disgusting) so i asked for some 2% milk. they brought it home and it wasnt cold enough so i didnt even get to eat my cereal that night. then i started watching mission impossible (i like the 2nd one but we dont have it. but the 1st is still good) i wacthed like....20 maybe. i was dead so i was in bed at 10 44. sleep is lovely. i should do it more often.

i got up at like 10ish today. ate some cereal with my 2% milk. then the family left somewhere. and me and the dog watched the travel shows on pbs. i love those shows. i want to host one, one day. the dog didnt watch he took a nap on my legs. (shhh dont tell. he's not supposed to be on the bed) then i went to my grandmothers to clean her house. it took 4 hours. cause i was watching tv. then we had corned beef and cabbage. i felt like i was in ireland. that stuff is acutally pretty good. i like it. really salty though. so then i came home. and will probably be sitting the rest of the night. maybe i will go to bed a little later tonight.

um. . .

i don't know where the childrens section of the library is......

I had a very lovely weekend. lots and lots of partying. and driving too. and staying up really late. and sleeping on a series of chairs, couches, and floors. It was all very enjoyable.

daniel actually sent some pictures (only 2) for the first time eva and he has been gone for over 6 months now. so i thought i
would share them with everyone else.









In this picture i think daniel looks like he is like 12 years old. because that is how he used to get his hair cut in his younger days.

I cant get this to work so i guess i will just have to write over here? These pictures are just really not that exciting. I need to find some more exciting pictures.

eyebrows.

There is this girl in my microbio class. And everyday she gets out her little compact mirror to inspect her eyebrows. If they are not satisfactory to her. She will get out her tweezers. and begin to tweeze them. she does not have very big eyebrows. she also thinks she smart. i beg to differ. honestly who tweezes there eyebrows in public? isnt the point of grooming oneself to do it in the privacy of there home so everyone thinks you just always look like that? i dont know. there is this boy in my institute class. he waxes his eyebrows. they were really pink and all i-just-had-hot-wax-put-on-my-skin-and-then-ripped-off kind off look one day. there was some boy at fremont that looked like he waxed his eyebrows. i cant think of who it was though.

today in tumbling kaydree bit her tounge and started to cry. then cody stubbed two of his fingers and began to cry. kaydree ususally does something and thinks shes hurt and her face gets the i'm going to start to bawl look. but i just ignore it. then it goes away. otherwise i would spend the entire class comforting children and the injuries.

i had a good day today. despite the butt freezing cold. it was dreadful. i need to start wearing my gloves. and.....something happened that i enjoyed but i dont remember what it was. oh well. i liked it. and so i had a good day.

i think i am gonna go look at my eyebrows now and see how they are doing.

iiiiiiiiiiiii went to DASHBOARD!!!!!!!! last night!!!!!!!

it was so lovely. probably the best concert i have been to so far in my concert going experiences. i ate delicious cheeseburgers and fry sauce and grahm(sp) crapper ice cream. then we gave someone a ride to the concert. and then we concerted. i was in a squash pit and almost died. and i loved it. then we backed off a bit and i screamed my lungs out. dashboard man played sooooo many beautiful songs. and he looked soooo beautiful.oh my goodness. best night ever.

i have a job now. at the library. i had to fill out like 20 pages. i have just written my name address birthdate and social security times a lot. i have no idea when i start. i guess that depends on weather or not i pass my drug test.....hmm.

look at all the post-it notes.

i have ONE job now. and i must go be tested for my drug use.

whenever people come over. it doesnt matter how many, boy/girl, or what time of day. he will pee on the floor or whatever surface he happens to be on. he has done it 3 times in the past two days. i didnt know dogs did that sort of thing. he literally gets the piss scared right out of him. hahahhahaldjfoewimf

heeeeelp

I don't know what to do.

Oh crap.

hey!!!

I HAVE A JOB! I HAVE A JOB! I HAVE A JOB!

WAIT.....

I HAVE 2 JOBS!!! I HAVE 2 JOBS!!! I HAVE TWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWO JOBS!!!

please

i dont feel good. at all. just make it go away.

i think i can safely say that today was not really the best.

had to wear a dress to freezing cold day of school, giant blistser on toes, job interview, car battery dead cause i left my lights on, late for job interview, and runs in my tights.

but i must say. it is so nice when your car dies. all you have to do is open the hood and look helpless and nice men will come and assist you. me and katie almost knew what we were doing. but its just so much easier to look lost and helpless and then they come do it for you. which we did when i was holding the thingers and i almost touched them together and they started shooting sparks. so i dropped then. that is when the nice men pulled up. it made me happy. after terrible job interview. i came home got in my pj's, watched an episode of greys and then slept for a long time. yesyesyes.

uh oh

my red flip flops are dying.

i shouldnt be doing this

i should be doing my paper cause i wont get to it till after 9. cause of dance. do i really want to dance?? i have a decsion to make.

today i fell asleep in all of my classes. it was nice. (the dog will come downstairs now. and he just took a bath)

i already have a half a page. i am really making some progress. i need to start making a list of the homework i have to read everyday. cause i keep getting behind. and i dont want to. i am just lazy.

on friday i went to see thriller with katie and tara. we went out to eat before and got cheese and brocolli soup. mmmmmmmmm. it was delicious. then we got dessert which was equally as good. thriller was aMAZing!!! love it love it love it. and one of the guys from so you think you can dance. it was awesome. i kind of freaked out i guess. it surprised me. i wasnt expecting it. we had amazing seats. 3rd row. love it. want to go see it again. please.

saturday.....oh yes. went to logans to watch a movie. and got season 2. mmhmm. wonderful. oh yes. and i made cupcakes. they were pretty good. i've had better.

its really sad that the only person i get phone calls from is my old dance teacher about tumbling.
back to paper. askfjaldfkjaf

oh yeah

THIS IS WHY I STOPPED WATCHING TV!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH

Thanks for asking.

Today was a good day.

(accidentally kick foot)

"sorry"

(only said sorry cause i practically jumped out of my seat. i am a psycofru)

"your fine."

(fine as in ok. not beautiful.)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA
AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAhahhaahlsjkfl
gigglegigglegigglegiggle. AAHAhlfskjfoeiajmvsldmvoijsalkmdms

dog.

cute dog.















cute dog and boy.













cute dog and boy playing game.

VOID

so i have this VOID in my life.

its name is.

SEASON TWO

AHHHHSLFKJWOeilkafmsdcweiooooooooooooooo

here we go again.

Ok folks. its that time again!!!!!

TUMBLING!!!!!!!

would you like to hear about it. good. cause i am anyways.

well. the little kids class.

so far theres like......7 i think today. but there will be 1 or 2 more next week and who knows what else. they were acutally pretty good considering there was just me there. hmmmm. they were all cute. 3 little boys. i like the boys the best. one doesnt have a leg....like part of its not there. cant explain. but it shall be interesting to see how i deal. i dont even know how to teach tumbling let alone to someone who doesnt have a leg. he was really cute though.

older kids class.

there were 9 girls. NINE. felt like a million. will be 12 next week. and if more show up which they ususally do. i need help. i cant deal with that many. and now. think mcdonalds playground smell. and put that on a kid and multiply it by a lot. it smells like she lives there. i am never going to let my children smell. ever. there are lots of sisters. that should be interesting.

i want to die. i cant believe there is that many of them. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i cant take it. its so hard to be so freakin happy for that long.


AND.

NOW.

The announcments of all announcments.

WE HAVE A DOG.

I am still in shock. they acutally went out and bought a freakin DOG.

and his ugly name is dusty. who names a dog that. i think i know people named dusty. who would name a person that.

(i guess he's cute. but i refuse to admit that at the moment.)

This is all just to overwhelming to handle in one day. I'm gonna eat.

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My school update:

I am in school. I don't think I really like it. I have taken all my tests. The best score I have gotten so far is 84% (which I think is pretty good, but my mom would think otherwise). ummm. I think that is all the update I have.

I have a question. What exactly is a mothball? Would someone please care to enlighten me on the subject.

ok here goes.

I should be writing my soc. paper. i just cant do it. so i am going to write down some of my notes that i wrote down during class on thrusday. mind you they are in cursive which means i was not paying attention at all and therefore cannot be classified as real notes.

here
in the backyard
since last summer
my cow is missing
oh crap.
i just killed a cow
cow tippers??
i swear it commited suicide

i hope you all found this as hilarious as i just did a few minutes ago. because frankly. it is. maybe i could get it published as like a hyku or something?

Sarah.

Watched Grey's Anatomy. Loved.

One of these days. I will be walking at school around campus being anti social and listening to my ipod. And i will just break out dancing. Crazysexylatinmusacdancinginginthedrivewayspicegirlsgrazziness dancing. It is a real dream of mine. Because that is ususally what i get the urge to do when i listen to my ipod at school.

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Thanks for going the extra mile.

I have taken to drinking a very large glass of chocolate milk everyday.

And. . .

I have had oh such a lovley day today. I woke up this morning to the usual screaming. Then I decided that it really wasnt necessary to do my hair. So up with the sexy old lady bun. and it was raining. ooooooh how i love the rain. I was ready early and had time time sit. I drove the truck cause my car is stupid...and i didnt want to go get gas. And it was raining. And i love to drive in the rain. And i got to turn the heater on. When i got the the dee events center i was so thankful that i had my moms umbrella. So i took it out and was enjoying myself standing in the rain waiting for the bus. Then got on different bus cause the express was taking to long. So i walked down the hill in the rain with my umbrella to class. the only thing i didn really like is that my pants were soooooaking wet. After class i pulled the ipod out and listened to that in the rain with my umbrella on the walk back up the hill. I probably could have stood outsid for a long time. But my pants were still wet, and even wetter than before. So then class happended and i left the school.

On the way home i heard a song that i looooove on the raido and it made me even happier. I didnt cut anyone off. and since i was in the truck. acceleration was excellent. then i heard another song that i like. oh yes. AND i found my chapstick this morning!!!!! I have really been pining over it for quite some time. So then i came home and dried my pants off with the blow dryer(they are still damp) and made hot chocolate. And since the computer was being a tard i got on the laptop and the power went out but it was ok cause i was on the laptop. And i got a new facebook friend. (lots of ands today) And i dont have to read or think about anything today. Or mow any lawns. And when my dad gets home from the airport we are going to go out to lunch. I am hungry. And jessica is coming home for the weekend so i might acutally do something constructive with my friends. And i plan on going to wal mart to buy the cd of the song i heard on the raido. and.....i think that is all.

We have had at least 3 phone calls in the last 20 min. I dont expect it to stop really. Cause i dont think my dad has called yet. At least if he did....i didnt get to talk to him.

I watched the rest of Gone With the Wind, and i forgot that it ended that way. It was sad. And also i watched greys anatomy for like the 2nd time in my life. And it made me want to cry...for the 2nd time. I don't know why. There is just something about that show that is just so depressing. On a happier note i had my chocolate milk. And there is a commercial about mushrooms on right now. what more could you ask for. Tomwowm i have school. I don't know how i feel about that just yet. I hope i have enough gas to get there cause i am not getting any in the morning. Maybe tomwomw i will do something interesting....yeah right.rlkjtka;;;;;w344444444444444i9eowwwwwwwwwww

have some fun with your food

I just drank way to much milk to get my chocolate milk to just the right amount of chocolatynesssssssss. I watched a tv show today. don't know what it was. really liked it though.

I also mowed the lawn. and only had to put my hand down the giant tube of spitting grass outness like 3 times to get it unclogged........

still enjoyed it though.

today phone calls of overhearing.....

boy. walking. "it was just so.....TACKY."
(note: only my mom says the word tacky. and boys should never say it.)

Pink does more than you think.

I have taken to watching the end of Passions when I come down staris to get on the computer....It really is so stupid. But i watch it anyways. Holly got married today.....still so wierd.

I need something to do tonight even though I have beceome perfectly content with just sitting home all night.

He's got to go into work. Something is wrong. Luis just totally tackled some girl. it was hialrious. (i have to go stop watching this show.)

mmmmmmm chocolate creamies dipped in milk are really super yummy tasting.

bone loss can be reversed.

Went to Logan last night. I had a lovely time. I enjoyed the driving up there. The meeting Logan's rather good looking room mate was also very enjoyable. Went to my second day of school. sigh..... twas fine. dont feel like going over it again. had my job interview. was like 5 min long. i dont really care if that was a good thing or a bad thing. i was just glad it was short. i have to wait till friday and they said they would call. bahhhhhh. i need this job so bad.

there was something else. . . . . . . . .alas i have forgot. maybe next time.

Yup. thats right.

On monday i went to josh's baptism. it was really cool. I haven't been to a baptism in a really long time. After that like 20 of us went to chilis. I got 'fried cheese' the mozerella (that is not spelled right) sticks. they were alright. then we sat out side of chilis for ever and a day on the benches. until i went and got my car and we went to ashelys house to chill. Me jessica chris and nate ended up laying on the tramp looking at the lightening which was pretty cool looking. we have been having crazy cool lightening almost every night here for the past few days.
And last night we went swimming. but shhhh. supposed to keep it on the dl. that was all well. then me and jessica drove back to her house to have a good old driveway session. was fun.
i bought my books yesterday and payed my tution. AHHHHHH. 500 bucks for my stinkin books. i couldnt believe it. it was kind of exciting though. but i still just dont even want to think about it. but thats all i can think about. but i dont want to be thinking about it. i was supposed to go get my student body card and parking pass today but i dont really feel like it. and i think the grandmother is going to take me shopping. for pants. i need pants. and shoes!! love shoes. my weeks are just so super excitng and fun filled that i dont think i can even handle it.

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basically i cant listen to any music. cause most of the songs i listen to remind me of something. weather that memory be good or bad or just anything at all really. like this one celine dion song. i read an entire book to that one song. and now whenever i hear it i just think about that book. one random example but really they are all just random things. i usually cant listen to that song after something has happend. cause then i just sit and think about whatever it is the song reminds me of. and so then i am forced to listen to just nothing really. which i dont like at all. sometimes i enjoy these songs. but alskjflaskdfjlaskfjslkfj

i'm done.

i want cake.

This weekend.....i dont know. Friday. i dont remember. wasnt exciting though. I slept at jessicas aunts on friday and saturday cause she was house sitting for her to take care of the dogs. on friday the sleeping was no good i was SOOOO uncomfortable and i thought that i was going to die cause i was convinced that there was someone in the house.

Saturday was better though. we were up really late. we watched dirty dancing:havana nights. i am must say. i was quite fond of it. and the boy really grew on me and was really good looking by the end of the show. he never grew on jessica though. tis a shame. and then we watched meet the fockers. meh. i dont really like that show. i was in and out of sleeping the whole time. but we basically went to bed at 5 in the morning. i was acutually pretty comfortable sat. night though. cause jessica decided to sleep on the floor. i dont ever want ever want dogs to be in my house. ever. they will never be allowed. its not that it smelled bad or anything. i just am not fond of any pets in houses. just think of how much more cleaning that you will be forced to do. ugh.

holy cow

Sigh. You have no idea how sad it makes me that I can't cry when I want to. I just want to cry while watching some stinky old movie. Is it really that difficult. And Little Women is such a good movie and deserves to be cried over. A lot in fact. I can't wait till I can just cry whenever I want to. I acutally look forward to it. When I can sob over just about anything. I already get the urge enough. Now I just have to get the crying part over. Like yesterday on the way to meet at logans and a cop turned down the road to. I was ready to burst into tears for i dont know why. I just want too. Oh well. i suppose the day will come.

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I am so completley and utterly furious right now. I TOLD my mom that she should just call THE FREAKIN place. but nooooooooooooooooooo. i just HAVE TO CALL. sldkafjslakdfjaslkdfj asldkfj saldfkjafdl;kja sflkjsalkfjaslkdfjasldkfaf
and then when i dont get the freakin right papers or whatever the crap i was supposed to get. she gets MAD AT ME for NOT DOING IT RIGHT.

Hello Again!!

I am going to write in this at the moment. Just cause I know no one has looked at it in quite some time. Well I assume as much. I have been wanting to recount my week for quite some time but I just have never gotten around to it. So here goes.....

Last Saturday I went to Warped Tour. I already talked about that but I felt the need to mention it cause I had lots of fun. mmhmm. I did. Hot and sweaty. But fun.

On Monday I went to eat at my grandmas. We do this on most holidays. It is a jolly good tradition. We had KFC chicken. Usually we make something there which I prefer but it was still good. While I was there Tara called and told me that we were going to the fireworks in Clearfield. Since I was to be stranded at grandmothers house all night I enlisted the help of Chris. Luckily he and Nate were feeling charitable enough to come and pick me up. So we went to Tara's and the fireworks. There was a brief worry because no one acutally knew where the fireworks were. So we took a guess and drove over to the high school and we were right!! woo.... The fireworks last almost 30 min. It got kind of dull cause they needed music and needed to launch them off more. that didnt make sense. that was monday.

Tuesday I didnt do anything cause Jessica was still coming home from her trip and the boys went and saw a movie and didnt feel the need to invite anyone else. I was ok though. I dont really remember what I did the rest of the night. but yeah.

Wednesday.....Oh yes. we went to Real (reAL) soccer game. Some guy in my ward had tickets his work wasnt using so he gave them to us. It was my family and Jessica, Chris, and Nate. I had a ton of fun as did Jessica, i dont know about the boys, they seemed to have fun. I do enjoy watching soccer now. After the game was over, I got wet from the sprinklers and my parents called and said that would feed us at Crown Burger we were trying to find it. And we ended up yelling and screaming at each other fro a few minutes. Because everyone was basically giving different directions. It was jolly good time. It ended when I curled up in a little ball in the seat and said....i'm scared. We ate food and then went home and all talked in Jessica's driveway until 1ish. twas all very enjoyable.

On thursday we went up South Fork to Mrs. Prices' cabin and floated down the river. I didnt really have fun cause my tube was either not big enough or not blown up enough and i was constantly hitting my legs or butt or the tube on rocks. I got stuck once (one of many) and just sat and was kicking and screaming that i was done. I got laughed at. Then we sat at prices' cabin forever. And then logan finally took us home. We went swimming that night at chris'. and somehow everyone found out. so they all showed up....it was really awkward. i couldnt believe that they all came like that. but after they left we went to taco bell and got CHICKEN CRUNCHWRAP SUPREMES! Well most of us did. they were lovely. and some homeless lady was asking me for something....food or money. i'm not really sure. i just said i didnt have....anything and so she left.

friday we all went to logans and sat and talked till 12 30. then as i was leaving a stepped in a whole. fell. and laughed.

On saturday me and jessica had a 'pretend sleepover' and watched she's the man. such a lovely show. mmmm. then we talked till like 1. cause we have not been alone this entire week. there have always been boys around. also very nice.

oh my. that was my week. terribly boring. but not as boring as the other weeks.